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I don't know who's likely to be reading this, but I didn't want my last few interactions with Barbelith to be shouty and horrible.
When it was good, the 'lith was very, very good. The last couple of years have been a downhill slide but initially I benefitted enormously from this place.
Magically I came on a lot faster and a lot further than I would have done without the interactions I've enjoyed here. I've been supported, challenged, instructed and inspired. The whole way I think about magic and my own practice has benefitted from the input of the Temple crew. At its high point, this was about the best public forum of its kind on the internet.
On a sociopolitical level, the impact on me was even greater. If I have any kind of cultural awareness, if I ever check my privileges, it's often because of something one of the members taught or showed me. People who had absolutely no responsibility to educate me were prepared to sit down and patiently help me through 101 stuff they must have been sick to death of, often in the face of resistance from me. The amount that I have been taught about eg. gender and identity politics--things I simply didn't have any exposure to--I would never have learned otherwise. It's not so much about specific items, facts and figures, but habits of thought and evaluation that have been nurtured in me. It was never perfect, but being challenged and seeing others challenged on expressions of internalised prejudice was enormously beneficial.
Anyway I hope that everyone here gets what they need from somewhere, on or offline. Fare you well wherever you fare. |
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