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I'm another atheist former-choirboy who enjoys religious music- the aforementioned Johnny Cash, Gospel, Coltrane and so on.
One of my favorite albums of all time is, in its idiosyncratic way, a Christian* album: Neutral Milk Hotel's In the Aeroplane Over the Sea. I could write a book length treatise on this album (Kim Cooper beat me to the punch with an excellently written and researched pocket-sized book of the album for the 33 1/3 series), but, to sum it up and reveal why I like it so much: In the Aeroplane Over the Sea isn't cool. That is, whereas the other great indie albums of the nineties (Slanted and Enchanted, Ok Computer, Loveless and so on) had, even in their rawest moments, a layer of detachment, textualisation or irony, Aeroplane isn't afraid to tell you, repeatedly and earnestly, how much its feeling what its feeling.
Case in point is the album's most religious track, King of Carrot Flowers Parts 2&3. Singer Jeff Mangum repeats 'I love you Jesus Christ...Jesus Christ I love you, yes I do' in his admittedly not great singing voice and the listener is left with no doubt that he's not saying 'Jesus Christ' as an expletive but as the name of his Lord and Savior.
When I first heard this song (it was the first NMH song I'd ever heard in fact) I was deeply unsettled by it. Secular culture teaches us to be repelled by earnestness in any form, especially religious fervor. We are shown films like Jesus Camp and footage of people weeping, laughing or speaking in tongues in churches and the implicit message is: these people have lost control, they have no idea what they're doing even though what they're doing and what they believe is nonsense. However, loss of control is human, very human, and Humanists should honor that- being unable to do anything but proclaim your love for someone, even if that somebody is Jesus, strikes me as a pretty wonderful thing.
So, based on Neutral Milk Hotel and the smattering of other Christian artists I've sampled over the years I'd like to propose a hypothesis: for a secular person religious music serves a similar function to punk rock- it's a cathartic view into a less restrained world that we normally deny ourselves.
*= As a side note, I notice we're talking about Christian music a lot here- what about music that comes from religious cultures other than the one you were raised in? How does an atheist from a predominantly Christian country relate to Islamic/Jewish/Hindu/Buddhist devotional music? |
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