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See, I'd never thought of it in these terms before, but I guess you'd call one of the deities I have a relationship with a 'creationist' deity.
The Feri creation myth, paraphrased below, has 'God Herself'/The Star Goddess as creating everything. I relate to zir as the ground of everything, presented as a being/personality. In My Experience; Ze is underlying everything, was perhaps the beginning of everything, and you can feel zir through everything... but at the same time ze presents as an almost-independent being. I say almost because ze is still connected to everything even when appearing as 1 being among all others in the world.
Ze is androgynous, and often referred to as not strictly gendered, although the tendency in circles I'm involved in seems to be to refer to zir as feminine due to the feminist roots of Reclaiming (which influences many of the Feri people I personally have contact with). the most common name for zir is Star Goddess.
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The Star Goddess, moved in a space before space, a time before time.
And then she chanced upon her reflection in the curved black mirror of space (the beginning of space and time, and presumably the duality of light/dark, subject/object etc).
And she fell in love with herself.
She drew her reflection from the mirror, and called this new being Miria, and they made love.
In the outpouring of love, at the height of their pleasure, all the beings and all the worlds became, poured, span out into existence.
The force of the outpouring swept Miria away and so Miria always seeks to return to zir lover.
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That really isn't the most beautiful rendering of the myth but I think the key elements are there.
I kinda inhereted the Star Goddess with the Feri mythology but Ze feels good. My relationship with zir is one of gratitude; I am grateful for life and for everything that I recieve, and a knowing that I am a part of zir. My interaction with zir is devotional. I occasionally ask for help in the sense of strength/support, but it is mostly an exchange of love/gratitude.
Its different to work with other deities in that ze is more imminent and absolutely always accompanied with love and support. Occasionally overwhelming love and a sense of the vastness of existence, but always as though I am loved because I am a part of that existence (and everything within existence is loved). Which is really, really comforting... not that it feels like a get out of jail free card, theres no sense of being protected from fate or absolved of responsibility, just of the archetypal mother's love for a child who must make her own way but will return in the end (in death of course).
Is that what you mean by creationist? |
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