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Magical Momentum

 
 
Stigma Enigma
16:26 / 08.11.07
I've been dealing with a loss of motivation lately (I am very connected to the seasons and I seem to "fall" alongside the coming of autumn and winter) and I want to do some spiritual/magical workings to counter it. I get exercise, I go to work, I go to school, I go through the motions, but I've been spending more time in bed that I'd like, or think I should. This is a problem!

I want to focus on the virtue of Diligence, and I want to do more than just fire off a few sigils to harness my will (not that that isn't something I am going to do...I'd just rather try something new.) Is there a specific angel of Diligence that stands as a counter to the demon of sloth Belphegor?

Or perhaps some of you could suggest a magical working that would send me in the right direction. I need to get my momentum back. I had it this summer, the drive...it has faded into disorganization and laziness.

I'm sure this is a rather universal issue so I'm wondering how all of you deal when everything seems to slow down around you and you are left spinning in circles in the middle.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
17:29 / 08.11.07
Do you think that this might have a physical cause, like low-level SAD? Maybe you could try one of those daylight bulbs.

Also, bear in mind that downtime isn't necessarily a bad thing. Sometimes you're going to need to recharge and it's important to respect that. Don't beat yourself up just because you're not going all out all the time--have a bit of compassion for yourself.

More to add when I've had a bit of a think.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
19:22 / 08.11.07
Okay, back, with new improved thinky thoughts.

The first thing you do is get hold of a magical time machine. Forget forbidden tomes of tenebruous knowledge, a time machine is where it's at for the modern mage. Pick a chore you'd like to make a dent in, set the time machine for 15 minutes, stand amazed at how much you've got done in that time. Spend 5 minutes attacking your untidiest cupboard or practicing your least favourite physical excercise. If you're engaged in one of your personal time sinks (in my case that would be the Heroes of Might and Magic series, which I'm convinced was created by some darque rival to stop me from getting anything done) set the timer first. If you decide to keep on doing your thing after the bell, set the timer again. You will waste far less time that otherwise, I promise.

If you are feeling sleepy, look at your diet. During the colder months you may need an extra bit of fuel to keep running at peak efficiency. Do you eat breakfast? Ya do now. A nice scrambled egg on toast, a bagel, even a piece of fruit in the morning can make all the difference. Do not skip meals. Don't rely overmuch on stimulants such as coffee; the caffine crash will not help you. Same for sugar. Tea will drop you less violently than coffee, and you might like to try yerba mate. You should also ensure that you're getting enough of the vitamins and minerals that are implicated in fatigue and nerve function. Berocca is pretty good, if overpriced. Siberian ginseng aka arctic root might be helpful for you. Magnesium and a B-complex should also help. Avoid processed foods and reduce your alcohol intake.

Keep an eye on your sleep. Go to sleep on a schedual, get up on a schedual. Try not to cat-nap during the day--hard when you're tired, but fight the urge. Instead take a gentle walk, eat a piece of fruit, or wash your hands. Go to bed fifteen minutes earlier than you usually do. Have a before-bed routine that you go through every night which puts you in the mood for sleep.

As to an Angel of Diligence... Not much for the angels myself. My go-to Guy for diligence and industriousness would be Thor, of course. Fortunately He is terribly approachable and won't mind if you don't believe in Him. Unlike certain other members of the pantheon you can approach Thor without worrying that He's going to screw you over, and unlike the runes or the insert-spear-here Valknut, I feel quite happy in suggesting that virtually anyone utilise Thor's symbol. Most new age shops will flog you a Mjollnir pendant at some redonkulous price; you could also draw your own icon to reflect on as you are working. The hammer-sign (an upside-down T) can also be traced over food or drink to bless it. Pour out the odd beer at an oak tree for the Big Guy in return.

PS: I really meant it earlier about the downtime and the compassion and etc.
 
 
Stigma Enigma
21:24 / 08.11.07
God, Mordant, is it ok to say I love you? Well, I do whether its ok to say so or not.

I'm really appreciative of all you've given me to work with. Thor, brilliant! I'm a fan of his already so increasing my time with him won't be difficult.

I think I probably set the bar too high for myself and try to be one of the few worthy of lifting his hammer ala Captain America when really I should be focusing on my to do list for the day, if you know what I mean. In other words, too much time pretending to be superhuman and I forget to be human, which can really take its toll on the soul. A recent flu bug reminded me that I am not invulnerable and I'm still getting caught up in this new post-illness reality.

I will look into the herbs, my diet is pretty damn good these days...I'm probably just stressed and I saw my doc today and we're both thinkin S.A.D. isn't an unrealistic diagnosis.
 
 
Brother Tim
18:31 / 26.12.07
Rhodiola is another supplement I have been meaning to try as I have had it recomended to me and I have in the past had almost instant benefits from 5htp in similar situations. Both good for the nervous system and depression. Following several years of un-diagnosed SAD I had a happy winter last year from being able to benefit from mountiain biking through a temperate winter here in Scotland. I would say observe the seasons. I have felt at my lowest during these shorter days whilst holding down a job which tried to maintain the 9-5 regime, even when that some how doesn't seem to be appropriate to these naturally sedintary times. I believe there is something to be said for reflection in these times rather than making hay. I'm sure our ancestors were probably concentrating on not freezing rather than rushing to buy last minute bargain Christmas presents.
 
  
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