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Hurricane Katrina...two years, countless lifetimes later.

 
 
Samael
20:25 / 29.08.07
Hello all,

I have been coming around these forums off and on for a little while now. Admittedly I rarely post on here, I tend to save interaction for a more personal type of thing in general. However today I feel otherwise.

This is the two year anniversary of the day Katrina made landfall. To many people, that is simply all there is to it. To much of the media, it is a spot to run "Then and Now" stories, a chance to vomit forth highly edited and stylish retrospectives giving the consumer/viewer all the horror, emotion, and visceral details in even easier to digest nuggets. For politicians it offers a chance for photo ops and well scripted hollow sympathy. For myself, it marks a bit of a different occasion.

I am a New Orleans resident. It has been two years since I left my home for what would become a several months long exile. It has been two years since every one of my friends were scattered to the winds across the country. It has been two years since I was treated to seeing corpses floating in streets I often traveled. It has been two years since my world, along with everyone who was changed ended, and a new one began.

You see, around this city, this region of the country to be sure, everything can be divided by one milestone - pre-K and post-K. It might sound terribly over simplified, but frankly I defy anyone who lived through or had thier lives so touched by what happened tell me otherwise with sincerity. It isn't just an anniversary, it is the occasion for which we mark the ending of worlds, and the beginning of new ones. It is the day when we went from pre-K to post-K.

Now, I am not here to debate or argue with anyone over anything that happened. I have taken part in countless such things in these past two years. The mindless, heartless, and essentially callous little children are often quite un-flinching in their own stink when bombarding me with misinformed lines such as "You all live under sea level, why not bulldoze the place and never come back?" "Why should anyone help anyone there out? All you want is a government handout anyway!" and so on and so forth at unfortunate great length. Such foolishness is reserved for those doomed to never realize their full potential. No, I am here for something else.

I am here to say thank you, whoever you are. Thank you to all who helped us out. Thank you with all of my heart and soul. Thank you with everything in my very being. YOU were the proof that the children mentioned above were NOT the norm but the small but vocal exception. You were the ones who helped teach countless people that love is still a stronger force than hate, that we can still be humane in the face of staggering inhumanity, that enlightenment can come from the smallest of kindnesses.

Allow me then, to invite you to visit my home, a most mysterious and magickal place. Come and soak in our food, music, art, culture, and our energy. Expect to be satisfied, not to mention quite full, at every meal. Expect seduction and sultry desires to well up from within, as this is part of the strange but powerful sexuality that even now still permeates the air here. Expect to laugh, cry, and feel more emotions than you can possibly imagine. Expect to see and hear things that simply cannot be conveyed any other way, from any other medium. Expect that maybe, just maybe, your life will be changed.

So then, regardless as to if you live across the ocean, or not too far away, remember on this day that more than just a hurricane hit my city, hit this region. Remember that worlds were destroyed, and that new ones were born. Remember that while it was only two years ago, it was countless lifetimes ago as well.

Thank you for your time.

S
 
 
Triplets
20:36 / 29.08.07
That was lovely, Samael. Glad that even in times of darkness, slowly receding, that people can still bring joy and the love. Brightened my evening. Good luck to you, your family, your friends, and the city you love.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
20:41 / 29.08.07
Samael, thank you so much for writing that.
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
20:45 / 29.08.07
Thank you- I've been thinking about this a lot, not so much because of the anniversary (I never really know what the date is when I'm not working) but because a friend of mine has just had colossal problems getting to her mother's funeral in Jamaica because of Dean (God willing she's there now, but for a while it looked like she may not be able to make it, which would have been awful, or that her family home may have been destroyed, which would have been worse). Fortunately that wasn't as bad as it looked like it might be for Jamaica, but TV reports from NO two years back were flashing through my head a lot.

Thank you again.
 
 
Mon Oncle Ignatius
22:50 / 29.08.07
I'll try to say more when time allows as I'm a bit tired out now, but the main thing - apart from nice one, Samael - is that ze is right about New Orleans. Visit the place, as soon as you can, however you can - it's like nowhere else, and special.
 
 
Ticker
00:00 / 30.08.07
you kick ass Mr. S!

My kith and kin all pitched in every way we could two years ago and you've inspired me to seek out new ways to keep helping the peeps in NOLA.

I'll see if I can't talk the spouse into New Years in the Quarter. Drag yer ass out for a beverage, yeah?

Oh and a giant box of HUGGLES for you and yours!
 
 
grant
01:58 / 30.08.07
I just heard the bells on the radio.

That was nice.
 
 
rosie x
11:34 / 30.08.07
Thank you Samael for that...what a moving post. I grew up in the NO area (Algiers / Madisonville) and though I've lived abroad for quite a few years, it'll always feel like home to me. I've only been back once since Katrina, and was just so shocked by all the devastation that the storm left. It was absolutely heartbreaking. I'm looking forward to returning in a few months time for Halloween / Day of the Dead; lots of work to do to help the city grow strong and speed its recovery. Lots to do.

Btw I've been emeshed in The Tin Roof Blowdown by James Lee Burke all morning. My boyfriend got an advance copy as a birthday present last weekend. What uncanny timing. I am so very glad this book has been written...

Thanks again S and all the best to you and yours. xxx
 
 
Gypsy Lantern
11:36 / 30.08.07
I visited New Orleans for the first time in March 06, only a handful of months after Katrina hit. My partner is a New Orleans native, relocated to London, and tries to make the visit every year. My impressions were of a City that had just received an almighty kicking and was starting to pick itself up off the ropes and take a few faltering steps again.

As a tourist, the damage from Katrina wasn't really noticeable in the places where tourists might go. The French Quarter and Uptown seemed more or less untouched on the surface, but my partner was shocked at how quiet everything was and how few people compared to how it used to be. Not having any previous experience of the City, a lot of this went over my head.

When we got out of the centre, that's when we saw the real damage, especially on the roads out to the swamps, where things were still pretty fucked. Boats stuck up trees. Houses gutted. Whole housing projects abandoned. Closer to the coast, we saw the most shocking damage, such as a seven story casino/hotel complex split down the middle as if someone had driven a gigantic axe through it from top to bottom.

But in the City itself, you had the impression of people living hand-to-mouth, trying to keep their businesses going and struggling to return to something approaching normalcy. The widespread belief that New Orleans was literally wiped off the map by Katrina - and that there was no longer a City there - had massively impacted the tourist industry, and you had people returning to their home City and trying to get things going again but struggling to make ends meet.

There was a big sense of defiance and gallows humour about what had just happened. Lots of people selling t-shirts making reference to receiving blow-jobs from Katrina and such like. Lots of people appearing to take it in their stride and trying to get on about their business. But when you actually got people talking about it, you heard stories of a City that only a few months back had been frontier territory.

Some friends of my partner had not evacuated and were missing for months. I remember this time two years ago having to call her away from the television set which she was obsessively watching in the hope that she might catch a glimpse of some of her missing friends in the shelter and know that they were OK. It turned out that they had survived, hiding out in the upper stories of a shop in the Quarter until the police told them they had lost control of the City and could no longer guarantee their safety. They were moved to the Superdome, and had to wait it out there until the police said they could leave. I have no idea what it must have been like there, but the accounts I've heard conjure the impression of it being somewhere between an internment camp and John Carpenter's "Escape from New York", with little encampments of survivors huddling together in the night, constant threat of gang trouble, and corpses here and there.

Other people I spoke to gave accounts of desperate post-storm missions back into the city to rescue their loved ones, lifelong pacifists buying guns to defend themselves as they venture back into what was once their home to find out if they still had parents. When people talked about any of it, you could hear the movements of the knife in their hearts as they spoke. Like someone who has lived through a war, trying to choose words that would convey something of their experience and its enormity, but not disturb the painful shards still lodged within.

But even against this backdrop and with this pain so fresh in the memory of the City, the magic of the place was overwhelming. From the moment my first offerings of rum hit the crossroads at Harmony Street, the mysteries of the City opened to me. Visiting New Orleans was like an initiation in itself, and my short week there had a profound influence on my magical practice. Changed my life forever, pretty much. I think of New Orleans as a Holy City now, in every sense. The Spirits are so strong there. Pour rum for them and they turn up, large as life, in the guise of flesh and blood Voodoo Queens and Two-headed Doctors. If the City of New Orleans is dead, then it's dead in the same way that Baron Samedi is dead. Dressed up in top hat and tails, drinking fine rum and smoking a fat cigar, dancing the banda and flirting outrageously with all of the girls. It's a city of magic and mysteries, soulfood and jazz, drive-through daquiri stalls and botanicas with veves chalked outside, swamps filled with hungry alligators and a streetcar named desire.

On my visit I felt weirdly like some sort of emmissary of London, another City of magic and mysteries - and one which has, over the years and in various ways, also had the shit kicked out of it again and again - coming to give love and support. We made offerings to the Dead of the City in St Louis No.2 and prayed for their souls, and for their living descendents struggling to put their lives back together. We made offerings to Marie Laveau and petitioned her, great Voodoo Queen, to look after her children and help the City get back on its feet again. We raised drinks in bars, at crossroads, at the altars of the Lwa, and prayed for the City with our every sip of rum and smoke of cigar. Materially, I spent far more than I could really afford in the botanicas, bringing back many precious treasures of the City for my altars and - in whatever tiny way I could - trying to feed some business back into places that seemed to be feeling the sting of reduced tourist trade.

This year, we celebrated Mardi Gras by throwing a party in London. We made a spectacular altar for Doctor John and Marie Laveau, decorated with carnival masks and beads which we had ordered in from the City. My partner cooked a big pot of gumbo, enough to feed all of our guests, and baked two king cakes - one for the altar and one for everyone to share. We played New Orleans soul music and jazz till the early hours, drank huge amounts, and I got more spectacularly hammered on a Tuesday night than I have for a long while. We celebrated the City, its mysteries, its people and its Spirits.

I will be accompanying my partner again on her visit this year, my second visit, which I'm looking forward to immensely. This time we'll be there for Halloween and Day of the Dead. I'm looking forward to spending more time drifting beautiful, exotic streets that are like no other place on Earth, eating amazing food that could have originated from nowhere else, and spending more time in the Crescent City where the Spirits walk the streets and the daquiris flow like water.
 
 
electric monk
12:00 / 30.08.07
Thank you for sharing this, Samael. My very best to you and yours.
 
 
grant
15:26 / 30.08.07
I went looking for audio of the bells on the web and couldn't find any good examples (if anyone else knows a place...).

But I did find this. A web comic called After the Deluge by Josh Neufeld, a Red Cross volunteer and American Splendor collaborator.

So far, it looks pretty good.

New Orleans is possibly America's greatest city.

You might also like this NPR story on its ties with Orleans, France, post-K.
 
 
Tsuga
21:38 / 30.08.07
New Orleans is definitely a great city, one of the handful of truly unique ones in this country. I haven't been there for fourteen years, I can't wait to go back. Good luck there, Samael.
One of my favorite photos from there:
 
 
Mon Oncle Ignatius
22:07 / 30.08.07
Is that tree in City Park? It looks familiar.

All this talk of NOLA is making me want to go back there soon. Hallowe'en sounds like a good time to be there for sure, though the ghosts and spirits of New Orleans have freaked the shit out of me enough already, on several levels - some of them comedic.
 
 
Samael
20:43 / 10.09.07
Thank you all for your very warm replies. It means a lot to me. I realize we do not know each other all that well, but clearly the kinship is there. Thank you all, again, for everything.

S
 
 
Tsuga
21:51 / 10.09.07
I hope things keep going well there, Samael.
Ognarud, that tree is in City Park. It's too bad I missed seeing the really big one in Audubon Park, but next time... I'm going live oak hunting again while I'm there.
 
 
diz
23:01 / 10.09.07
Samael, thank you for your post. I spent a few months in Louisiana working with the Red Cross, and to be honest, it often felt really pointless. The task at hand was so monumental, my contributions felt so small, that it was like trying to clear a beach grain of sand by grain of sand. It's nice to hear that we made some sort of difference, if only psychologically.
 
  
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