there are a reasonable number of female mathematicians who contribute and significantly add to the subject. They feel it is as much theirs as anyone else's and being told that it is really a straight white man (why not middle class, I wonder?) club, is really a devaluation of what they do. It sounds like an easy dismisal from someone who doesn't particularly value what is being done anyway...
I am sympathetic to the roots your argument, Lurid, believe you to be arguing in good faith, and I am very glad that you are committed to continuing in honest engagement with the topic. I get frustrated when, as happened early in the transhuman thread, when I entered the debate and someone felt so threatened by my anger at the way the topic was framed, and probably threatened by the whole sense of being perceived as potentially racist or sexist, that he threatened to lock the thread. Of course that's not what I wanted; but I didn't want to have to apologize either, and, in that case, many people came out and made it clear that it is possible for a place like barbelith to have a real debate about sexism and racism and class issues; they don't close down debate, because there's really only one narrowing and legitimate perspective, but can, in fact, open it up.
(But then again I actually kind of enjoyed the long engagement I was able to have with Shadowsax last summer over the whole fathers 4 justice thing, and was frustrated at some level when that conversation kind of blew up, for a variety of reasons, not all of them his fault, I think, in retrospect.)
So let me be clear to everyone--although I think many of you "get" this--when I say there's racism or sexism going on in a space, I think of it as akin to when the center for disease control alerting the public to an upsurge of a transmissable disease. It's not an insult to the person who has exhibited the illness--they didn't invent racism or sexism, which are always bigger than any of us--it simply means they need to pay attention, they may need some caring outside assistance to deal with the disease, and they need to take care not to infect others, and that all of us need to examine the conditions that may be conducive to the growth and spread of a virus.
So, more common ground, I hope: I suspect that most of us in this thread can agree that as a culture, we do devalue math and science--and intellectual pursuits in general--in our culture, too, even as we depend on them daily, in fact, even as I depend on the fruits of their efforts simply to type this message and send it out to all of you. I have some low-level guilt and anxiety that I use too many machines that I don't fully understand the workings of, and it's tempting at times to devalue work with things I don't understand, in order to make myself feel better. That, too, represents a deep disrespect, which is a serious component of racism and sexism.
Indeed, recently in working with candidates for a position related to cultural diversity on our campus, an intelligent African American woman among them said that she didn't want black and Latino students to be "just bookworms." As someone with a PhD, someone who has written books, I really felt that label as a slap--almost, but not quite the same as when I hear "bitch." It's probably not quite as physically offensive and inescapable as bitch, but it definitely produces a real & visceral reaction in me, because it does attack part of my identity, something I know to be good and valuable in me is being devalued and mocked.
So we all do need to take more care in our speech, to make sure we're not committing other less-recognized forms of bigotry, too, and it's totally legitimate to call that out, I think.
I want to keep discussing this, but I have to run, and I've gone on quite a bit, but I promise I'll be back. |