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Sibelian's Animal Totems

 
  

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Sibelian 2.0
13:44 / 30.05.07
I bet there was a stag watching you you couldn't see.

Hah! That would have been cool, but not very likely in the middle of Edinburgh, I guess!

(But there is one that I see fairly regularly when I go to the Isle of Arran who lives near the beach by my little cottage. Hence my drawing of his totem. Dragonfly is from Arran, too).
 
 
Katherine
14:04 / 30.05.07
I've been pals with Mouse for a long time, longer than any of the others, but he's never done anything like THAT before

Perhaps he wants in on your article for the temple book?
 
 
Sibelian 2.0
14:09 / 30.05.07
He's already black and white. So he and spider
are already winning...
 
 
Sibelian 2.0
15:15 / 30.05.07
AND THE WHOLE THING'S JUST HAPPENED AGAIN!

Cat was not so quick to forgive this time.

I am being told to go outside into the beautiful sunshine instead of reading Barbelith.

/...packs things in red spotted handkerchief and attaches to stick, walking away with it over shoulder.
 
 
Quantum
21:30 / 30.05.07
Will we get Badger? Want Badger.
 
 
Sibelian 2.0
22:46 / 30.05.07
For Journal?

Too late! Have sent! Should of said before! Past deadline!

Also, in a sense he isn't really mine to submit. He came about as part of a group working...
 
 
Haloquin
23:56 / 30.05.07
I've been thinking about these gorgeous totems of yours, lots actually, I've been thinking about trying white on black sketching again... but thats not what I wanted to say.

Sibelian, these pictures are perfect totems. I admit that as an aesthetic image I would not normally gravitate towards your Cat picture, but, as is evidenced by previous gushing, it channels Cat perfectly... having spent my whole life playing/working with Cat (in an almost entirely informal but slightly all-consumed manner) I adore this.
I have recently aquired mice to live in a tank with me, and your mouse picture *feels* like them, it reminds me of how they move and feel and... is this making sense? The same holds true to a lesser extent for the others, not being as close to the animals in question its not as strong... but they still Live.

And Pacific State, with his complete arachnophobia, actually can't look at Spider. Which is a shame because I think Spider is gorgeous, but then that is why I'm the spider catcher.

So, the upshot of this is they are beautiful pictures, but more than that are perfect Totem images.
 
 
Quantum
09:35 / 31.05.07
For Journal? No, for T shirt, poster, hat, mug, mousemat, underpants...
 
 
Sibelian 2.0
10:16 / 31.05.07
Thank you so much, Haloquin!

I am humbled by your praise, although don't take that is an indication not to praise me more, flighty prima donnas like me thrive on the stuff and grab all we can get.

I am so pleased that you can see the spirits in them. It's quite a long procedure sometimes, getting them to come out and play... Cat was easier than most and Spider and Fox leapt onto the screen in one day.

The thing that convinces me most that I've managed to do something worthwhile is that different people feel strong attractions to different ones. Stag, whom I don't know all that well, has become quite popular. *I* certainly don't think Stag is necessarily the prettiest one, as an image my favourite is Heron, but it looks like I'm the only person who's interested in him! Which would fit with him, he's a proper loner, and he likes artists.

Sharing my magic with other people is a relatively new experience for me. Usually I regard it as a very private thing. Thank you for being so positive!

Pacific State's arachnophobia, welll.... I used to be pretty arachnophobic too until I actually made the effort to sit down and talk to Spider. She's a good deal more approachable that she appears. I shall put more about her in the article... providing it gets accepted...

Another thing is that everyone seems to *get* animal totems, too, even people who are dramatically sceptical about magic or spiritual matters. Animal totems feel to me like nice, easy "sensible" magic. Animals are real, so animal spirits are realistic, they partly share the same physical space as humans and aren't really interested in being your master or your slave (except people like Dog and Ox). So it feels really good to me to be able to touch on something relatively universal.

Anyhoo, this post will turn into my article for the Journal if I don't watch out!
 
 
Quantum
11:27 / 31.05.07
What Halo said, plus, how many of these do you have? Bat? Otter? Crow? Hedgehog? Hare? Have you copyrighted them? Do you need an agent?
 
 
Papess
11:45 / 31.05.07
...as humans and aren't really interested in being your master or your slave (except people like Dog and Ox).

What the heck does that mean?
 
 
Sibelian 2.0
12:15 / 31.05.07

Phew.

Hedgehog and Bat I sort of have, but at the very least they need a polish. Hare is sort of a cousin of Rabbit, so I haven't done him, also he's a loony and if I try to call him he *will* come and he *will* screw up my life. Otter I know, but he's a bit of a handful so I haven't drawn him and Crow is scary, as are all the corvidae family, so I'm not touching him. I only really do the animals I feel some connection to, otherwise it's just drawings, see? And they don't work.

Half the reason Stag took so long was because I barely know him, and also the *land* barely knows him, his connection was almost severed and then he and Britain were re-introduced. He's ghostly and distant. Hedgehog and Bat are, to me, like him in that respect, I have drawings of them but they'll never be the same as the others because I don't feel I understand them. This matters, because if the spirits don't suddenly leap out at me and say "I am Spider!" or "I am Cat!" then they're just pictures, which I suppose is probably alright, but not really what drives me, and I have no idea whether I could recognise Bat or Hedgehog. I'd probably end up drawing Batfink or Sonic the Hedgehog. All I know about bats is that they inspired Batman and all I know about hedgehogs is that for some reason they used to be sacred to Zoroastrians. Which isn't to say that this will always be the case, I guess...

The only other one I haven't shown yet that I have a proper connection to is Snake, but Snake's really, really big and powerful and I haven't finished him.

Shrug. I could try to draw some more. Horse I could do because Horse is like Dog, he's connected to *everyone*, similarly Ox. Eagle? I'd like to try... Squirrel I think I could do easily, grey squirrel, but she's not much use, she just *takes*. Frog is someone I've always wanted to do but he's *deeply* mysterious...

And, you know, I've been thinking about totems for other spirits. This is going to sound nuts, but I did want to try plants?

And...

Er...

Cars.

Yes.

The MG Spirit. He's real, definitely. And the Mazda Spirit. She's gorgeous! Although I don't really know her...

And then there are the Dragons. But they're fictional.

All high madness, of course.

Ahem.

I have not copyrighted them as I thought copyright was automatically the property of the artist.

I have not even considered selling any of them until very recently, and so have not considered the necessity of an agent...at all...

But, it is an interesting idea. A very interesting idea.

Anyway, here's a thought. If people ASK me to do one for them for an animal that I have no connection with, then their communication with me might become a connection with them, through which I might be able to connect to the spirit they want me to try and find. I don't know.

I'll probably have changed my mind about all this in a couple of days, putting them out on Barbelith has changed things...
 
 
Sibelian 2.0
12:17 / 31.05.07
...as humans and aren't really interested in being your master or your slave (except people like Dog and Ox).

What the heck does that mean?


Oh, dear.

Which bit?
 
 
Papess
12:35 / 31.05.07
Sibelian, I understand that statement to mean that Dog and Ox people want to be, or are concerned about being masters and/or slaves.

You see, I think Dog is a part of my own totem, and I was wondering why you made this correspondence, if indeed you did. Perhaps, it is more of a Temple discussion, but I would love to know your opinion about this.

*woof!*
 
 
Katherine
12:42 / 31.05.07
Anyway, here's a thought. If people ASK me to do one for them for an animal that I have no connection with, then their communication with me might become a connection with them, through which I might be able to connect to the spirit they want me to try and find. I don't know.

Well I have to admit to a certain amount of guilt as I suggested Cat because of my relationship, I liked the summer colouring Cat but felt it missed something for me even though it is Cat then you posted up the winter colouring and well, WOW!
 
 
Sibelian 2.0
13:14 / 31.05.07
Sibelian, I understand that statement to mean that Dog and Ox people want to be, or are concerned about being masters and/or slaves.

You see, I think Dog is a part of my own totem, and I was wondering why you made this correspondence, if indeed you did. Perhaps, it is more of a Temple discussion, but I would love to know your opinion about this.

*woof!*


Ah-HA.

Sorry. I probably should NOT have said "master" or "slave"... too extreme.

Here's how *I* see it:

It's not compulsory. It's just a part of their spirit.

Dog people, as far as I understand it, (I know Dog well, he's one of my totems too) are comfortable with telling people what to do or being told what to do so long as there is some semblance of *competence* or *fun* about the instruction. This isn't because they are *necessarily* inherently submissive or dominant, it's more that they are inherently *directional*, they like there to be a plan and they like to be in groups, and it so happens that usually the best way to acheieve a plan with a group is to have a leader of some sort. Dog people accept this. Dog people are, by and large, very generally competent. It's incompetence and losing focus and boredom that drives them nuts.

You will know that Dog people are good listeners, love their comfy homes, are extraordinarily loyal and loving and can be bad-tempered and judgemental. They can be rebellious, too, but Dog isn't isn't just wilfully rebellious, he rebels against *abusive* authority. Dog people aren't all that pushed about *bucking the establishment* unless they can see a specific flaw that isn't logical or is inefficient (and then they rebel like billy-o). They don't object to Authority as a concept (like, for example, Fox. Who really does). They are social beings and understand that there is exchange and dependence and heirarchy and as far as they're concerned, if that works, it works.

They love freedom for it's own sake, sure, but they are practical and if they can strike a deal that costs them some freedom in exchange for something they want they don't mind as much as the other spirits. There's a long-term deal going on between humanity and Dog, Dog has a lot of human magic mixed in with him and humans often work best in heirarchical groups.

"Master" and "Slave" things do happen around Dog Spirit in the bedroom, sometimes. There are a lot of gay men into puppy play.

Along with this is another thing behind my original statement that I should probably have made more of at the time I posted it, relationships between gods and people are usually at least a kind of *bargain* if not straightforward worship, there are laws and sacrifices and you have to change your behaviour and dedicate yourself to things.

Not so much with animal spirits. That's all I was trying to say. They are your pals, not your rulers. They guide, they help. It's not about bargains. To me, it's about help, offered freely, and love, offered freely on both sides. They do not seek to control you or accept as *necessary* your desire to be controlled *by* them. Having strong physical connections with the world, like you, they are your equals. Gods are not. Gods are gods.

The equality thing applies to Dog as well, sorry, I should have made that much clearer. The kind of power exchange Dog is comfortable with is nothing like the kind of spiritual power exchange one would associate with a god.

And the same as above with Ox, but it's more complicated with Ox because the connection to humanity is even deeper with Ox than it is with Dog, so in fact he's almost a god in his own right.

That's how *I* see it.

Do you agree? Do I make sense?
 
 
Quantum
13:32 / 31.05.07
I only really do the animals I feel some connection to, otherwise it's just drawings, see? And they don't work.

Totally. I wondered who you work with because I was hoping to get some images of totems I'm interested in working with myself, principally coastal and nocturnal creatures. Bat, Badger & Hedgehog for foresty night animals common-ish in the UK (maybe Fox...) but coastal animals are trickier. Seagull, maybe.
 
 
Quantum
13:35 / 31.05.07
...oh and I was after Hare for a friend.
Talking of just drawings, I re-read we3 this morning, Dog, Cat and Rabbit kicking everybody's ass.
 
 
Sibelian 2.0
13:50 / 31.05.07
We3 was sad. I didn't like it when Rabbit died. I like Rabbit.

AND I didn't like it when they had all the metal stuff all over them.

But Cat rocked!
 
 
Quantum
14:36 / 31.05.07
"We got one!"
"Pray to God it's the cat!"
 
 
Papess
16:51 / 31.05.07
Do you agree? Do I make sense?

I think I see your point, Sibelian. It does make sense, when you put it that way. I can really relate to it, too. Thank you for sharing your insights with me.
 
 
Sibelian 2.0
13:24 / 17.06.07
Well...

I've joined cafepress.com and put some prints up. Stag, Winter Cat and Fox.

My shop is here:

https://www.cafepress.com/sandymackenzie

They look pretty good as printer/supplier, I don't know if they do any organic cotton T-shirts, though, so I've left that out of the product range for the time being.
 
 
Papess
19:54 / 17.06.07
Awesome! Sibelian's artwork in here!

Big ups, Sibelian!
 
 
Sibelian 2.0
21:12 / 17.06.07
I'll do a bit more on it over the next few weeks... will update this thread again, when...
 
  

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