For a few years now, I've been delving deeply into the writings of C.G. Jung, who I'm assuming is a well known name around here. I know in contemporary, popular society he's pretty much been denigrated to a quack-alchemist-mystic, but I just can't see how people are so willing to write him off. I'm currently writing a thesis applying his archetypal theories, his idea of the "modern man," and individuation to the Biblical story of Adam and Eve and Cain and Abel, and then applying what I've distilled from that to Steinbeck's East of Eden. The further in I get, and looking back on how I got to this path, the more I have to believe in Jung's ideas.
I picked up Jung on a whim for a research paper for some class -- this was shortly after a deep trip into a group of other students practicing all kind of occult business, all of which I figure would fall under the category of Chaos Magick. I fell hard into this group, and swiftly lost touch with what I today refer to as reality, but the trip back out was wonderful. I maintained some connection to whatever plane of existence I had been working with, while functioning in "real" society, and the mixture made me happier than I've ever been. I still strive to try and reach that liminal, in-between state, but I fear the memories may be a little tainted and idealized.
Well, while in this state, I was severely trusting of my intuition, and allowed myself to follow whatever path it directed me in. This is what lead me to Jung. Seems kind of funny, that a deep faith in my unconscious led me to Jung -- a little bit of synchronicity there, I'd say. As I got further and further in, I realized he was basically describing in psychological terms much of what I had experienced and believed in my mystical/occult terms. Needless to say, my paradigm shifted, and I'm still working within Jung's to this day.
I suppose the reason I'm writing this is to ask if anyone else functions in this manner -- I don't even know if Jung meant his ideas to function in this manner. I tend to analyze my own dreams (I've gotten to the point where I'll wake up, and realize I was analyzing my dream while dreaming it), consult with the archetypes in my mind as regular emmisaries of my unconscious through active imagination (I've gotten to the point with this that I can do it while just walking around), and have the utmost faith in synchronicities as marking my "path," so to speak.
Despite the madly cerebral/mystical way I look at the world, I manage to function as a regular person. Most people that know me have no idea I think like this. Has anyone ever heard of people living their life this way? Is there any advice for books and/or other paths I should look into? It's quite fulfilling, but I still have a basic missing piece -- my conception of the world outside/beside/inside of this one is a messy haze that I feel a drastic need to coagulate.
I've done some astral projection, but haven't been wildly successful, and that helped at the time, but I'd like to hear from others as to what they do, personally, that may help me, and I'd also like others to question what I do, as I feel I've never had to defend it. So, please, if you've got the time, contribute! |