Considering I've been annoying all my friends lately by adding in clever little Morrissey-references and quotes in casual conversation lately (because he understands and describes me so perfectly, and all), I should post in this topic instead and spare my friends the horrible cleverness.
16, clumsy, and shy
describes me very well. I have also adopted
It's so easy to laugh
It's so easy to hate
It takes strength to be gentle and kind
as my unofficial motto. And for when I feel alone and somewhat emo, from the same song:
"If you're so funny, then why are you on your own tonight?
And if you're so clever, then why are you on your own tonight?
If you're so very entertaining, then why are you on your own tonight?
If you're so terribly good-looking, then why do you sleep alone tonight?"
I know, because tonight is just like any other night
That's why you're on your own tonight
With your triumphs and your charms
While they are in each other's arms
When I feel extra pretentious, I tend to describe my social status as
I know I'm unloveable
You don't have to tell me
Now, I should stop myself, so I'll end the post by adding that
So we go inside and we gravely read the stones
All those people, all those lives
Where are they now?
With loves, and hates, and passions just like mine
They were born and then they lived and then they died
Which seems so unfair, and I want to cry
inspired a lot of my teenage-style existentialist thinking, and still does.
This post - and my life - is really really pretentious and self-pitying, isn't it. Just like a song by The Smiths! |