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So I was playing an online game of Far Cry: Instincts this afternoon with 15 other people on Xbox Live, and enjoying it greatly because for once, it was very playable and not that laggy.
So far so good.
Then we went into the lobby, and I sat there, semi-stunned, as an American guy chanted the word "nigger-lover" at some poor soul in the room. I was, to say the least, fucking offended.
But I stayed, because it was a good server... and then I found myself automatically put on the same team as the moron, and had to sit as he called anyone who did anything badly, anyone who got shot, anyone who pissed him off, a "nigger". Incessantly. I lost my rag at him, and eventually just left the game. At one point he actually had the nerve to say "it's not like there are any black people playing here anyway, is it?"
Earlier, on another server, I'd had to listen to a 12-year-old (I guess - his voice hadn't broken) casually throw away words like "gay" and "faggot" in his conversation, again to describe poor performance.
So I felt we ought to confront this topic.
Before voicecomms, these words appeared in text. Specifically, they appeared in l33t; the word "gay" was never uttered, but instead, the word g4y or gh3y. The latter transmogrified; I've seen the word "jey" used as well to mean the same thing.
They clearly stem from the perjorative, negative, offensive use of the word "gay" that is already too-prevalent in society. This is fundamentally bad. No question of that.
In the place these words now stand, however, they've changed quite a bit. When people typed "gh3y" in a game of Quake3, they emphatically did not mean "gay"; gh3y had its own meaning. Perhaps. But there and again, it descends from a hate-usage of the word, so it's bad, right?
What's weird is that whilst I'd always be offended by the word "gay" appearing in text as a perjorative, I was prepared to turn a slightly blinder eye to the stupid, adolescent misspellings of it, because I (probably foolishly) weren't meant with the same hatred.
But now we have voice-comms - and on Xbox Live, it's the only option. And whilst I listen to my British friends throw obscenities and euphemisms (which, no matter how creative, are never hatespeech - though you may differ on the use of the c-word by certain Scottish acquaintances) around like there's no tomorrow, I also listen to an incessent string of American teenagers call practically everyone on a Halo 2 server a "faggot". Not nice.
What really got me was that today, the n-word got used. And then justified with a "no black people here, mate" excuse. (How did he know? Did we not have "black" handles? Did we not "sound black"? Can black people "not afford Xbox Live"? I don't know, I didn't press him). Really horrible word; more horrible coming from what sounded like a 30-year-old male with a Texan accent. I guess the important piece of writing on this in a more textual aspect is Bow, Nigger by alwaysblack; if you haven't read it, do so now.
So I wanted to open up some kind of discussion on this topic, and I hope we can stay on some kind of level. I guess starting points:
is there any way this kind of hate speech can be justified? (probably not, I certainly hope not).
what is it about online gaming that leads to this speech? Is it certain kinds of games - FPSes - or does it affect all? Is it certain kinds of players?
Does gaming spread the idea that this kind of langauge might be acceptable?
What experiences (if any) have you had of this kind of behaviour? How did you react?
Have you ever used this kind of language - even as a slip of the tongue - in an online game?
Text versus voice, l33t versus Queen's English - is any one worse than the other, or are these words bad however we frame them?
I guess I'm trying to come to conclusions myself, after my pretty appalling experience this afternoon, and hoped that discussion might help. Fire away. |
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