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Post-delivery angst

 
 
We're The Great Old Ones Now
19:39 / 14.10.05
I have post-delivery angst. I have delivered a new draft of my script. I slaved over it. I beat off a vile cold to finish today, and managed to write the thing in between taking my gf to the doctor at 2am on Monday and getting my car to the garage because the clutch fell out while I was collecting her prescription...

And now I am convinced I have shat on my own story and written a massive tumbling turkey.

(Did anyone else see the headline on MSNBC: "Turkey tests nine for Bird Flu"? Now there's an image...)

Anyway. Just sharing the angst.
 
 
Eloi Tsabaoth
19:45 / 14.10.05
Captain Empathy over here. Hate the post delivery shivers. Just remember, it's almost always better than you think. Usually.
 
 
8===>Q: alyn
19:57 / 14.10.05
What was the vile cold's name, and did he at least give you cab fare?
 
 
Mourne Kransky
20:02 / 14.10.05
Must be some karmic payback coming your way for all the tender loving care you've been supplying under difficult circumstances.
 
 
We're The Great Old Ones Now
20:06 / 14.10.05
Thanks guys. I needed that!
 
 
We're The Great Old Ones Now
20:10 / 14.10.05
I have to share this. It's too funny.

I emailed the script in at eight this evening, under pain of death from my agent that it had to be in by midnight tonight.

I've just had an autoreply from the exec's office: she's on holiday until Monday.

So... if I find any glaring errors tomorrow, I can edit the fucker and re-send, and she need never know... Aiee. Had I but known at lunchtime today, I might not have nearly killed myself getting the job done...
 
 
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03:29 / 15.10.05
Well, I don't send stuff in the mail that often but I often had similar feelings whenever I took writer's workshop classes back in college. I mean, I'd slave for hour after hour on my story for the week, carefully proof-read it, until I was certain that what I was written was totally kick-ass. Then there's the moment where you actually hand out copies in the class for everyone to read and workshop later on and you go "ohhhhhhhh shit, what have I done? What was I thinking?"

Fortunetly, my stories were usually very popular, so my fears were often unfounded, but still, not a nice feeling, no sir. But if you care enough about something you did you should give a damn and worry about it failing horribly.

Actually, I've had a few "post-delivery angst" moments myself at this very website, usually right after I hit "post reply". In those moments I've found my fears were often justified.
 
  
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