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Ive had great success with hip spiralling recently combined with deep abdominal breathing, ive been doing it til i get the urge to move on in differing directions, i am including breath retention of the in and out breath.
When i include the breathing to the movements this focuses my awareness in this area, and i get a feel for the tensions in my hips, my hips hold alot of tension as does my lower back, ive been working with that and had some intresting results.
i must include that this is a form of chi gung encouraged in many martial arts to develope power from the dan tien so i am also including knee spirals and a modified form of crane flying for my arms.
My result happened some days back, after practice i was so energised i couldnt sleep so i sat on my bed and meditated because mulling over the day wasnt helping me sleep either,
so i started with very deep abdominal breathing, an initial clearing breath held for about 30 seconds to really overcome the stress in the body, i find that clears me out, so i continue with emptying practice, through awareness of thoughts just letting them come and go watching the workings of consciousness if you like.
A sensation starts in my pelvis, very uncomfortable like my large intestine is alive, my mind traces back to an nde where a serpent coiled in my stomach, now this sensation is growing very uncomfortable as if i am going to vomit, i maintain my awareness stay still and let it grow, my large intestine, the serpent, uncoils and begins to move upwards, a panic is setting in but i am still maintaining my awareness, but i register something else, i have stopped breathing, or so it appears, literally the serpent climbs through my body, or perhaps bio energy from the large intestine stored through chi gung? my mind characterises this phenomena as a serpent, what ive always feared. as the climb begins something is released from my abdomen area, an energy, coloured light like phosphene patterns jewelled blues, greens and azures, i see these with my eyes.
I am no longer breathing, the feelings in my body have become so intense my body feels like solid bone. the energy/serpent glides into my mind, where it fills my brain as this giant reptilian eye. I am terrified but maintaining my awareness, without my nde i think i would of got up and started screaming long ago, without some psychedelic experience years ago as well i think this would of been overwhelming. i submitted to the experience.
Since this happened my body has been feeling lighter and more expansive, but my mind appears to be dealing with a hell of repression at present, along with intense concentration and focus, also a feeling of my mind is not my own. I think a life review similar to my nde experience is going to take place covering the last 6 years, i guess ill find out. |
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