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Birds on the Tree - a Qabalistic Aviary

 
  

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electric monk
01:12 / 21.07.05
And Taurus could be said to align nicely with the concept of "Renewed Vitality through Recognizing Self-importance". Hmmmm...
 
 
electric monk
13:40 / 09.11.05
It is interesting to read the bits about parenting and the sharing of duties. I definitely need to be more conscientious about that.

And therein lay the problem of taking this project on. I've come to see that this was an attempt at escape from the very real and very important duties of parenting. While I think this is a worthwhile project, it cannot, does not, and will not receive the attention I had initially intended to give it. My wife and son must come first.

Still, I give it the occassional thought and jot a note here or there. I'm beginning to understand that this will be an undertaking stretched over many years, and that it will have to fit in where it can. Worthwhile, as I said, but not worth more than my family.

Small updates:

Our cardinal family survived Wilma, thankfully.

An oriole has taken up residence since the storm too. Glorious bird of bright yellows and deep blacks. Tenative connection to Path 27 via the Tower.

Painted buntings have also started to visit regularly. Cute little things picking thru the ruins looking for bugs. Hunting as a family (there are three by my count). The male has a blue head with hints of many colors in its plumage, the females are a wonderful green. Don't know where to place them.

Mockingbird has appeared to me a few times, and I'm starting to feel a connection to him. Once or twice, he's looked me square in the eye and offered a little song. Intense yellow eyes. No fear or intimidation anywhere in him. The Fool (Trickster)?
 
 
electric monk
19:50 / 26.11.05
Have had two visits from red-tailed hawks. The first was a young hawk who sat in a treetop. He locked eyes with me as I looked at him thru the binoculars. Turned to show his strong beak. A black hook eager for the hunt. The second was an adult that swooped in to one of the lower trees with a small bird clutched in its talon. I watched as the hawk plucked the carcass of feathers.

Hawk aligns with Geburah thru Horus (also path 27 thru same). Both times I have seen hawk have preceded messages, which have led to valuable lessons.
 
 
electric monk
13:08 / 12.12.05
Yesterday morning: Standing on the back patio in my bathrobe. Ciggie in one hand, coffee in the other. Dog sniffing at a piece of fallen shrubbery. Off to my left, I hear a loud buzzing sound with accompanying whistle bursts. WHEET! WHEET! For a second, I am sure there is a mutant locust bearing down on me.

But no. A hummingbird is hovering around and about the next door neighbor's orange tree. The buzzing is the rapid flap of its wings. Wifey had said she'd seen a hummingbird in our yard, lapping nectar from the flowering bush underneath the kitchen window. And there it is. Tiny but unmistakeable. It lands near the top of the tree and stares intently before suddenly flying off out of view.

A little reading-up suggests that the hummingbird was defending either its nest or feeding source from an intruder. I didn't see any other bird, but hummingbirds are known to flit around above precious territory and flash their feathers at intruders. The WHEET! is also a signal of aggression. This precedes a physical attack by the hummingbird. I had not know that hummingbirds make noise, and this is my first experience of a hummingbird in the wild.

Hummingbird surely lands on the branch called Hod. Mercurial movement. Helper in the pollination process. They belong to the order Apodiformes ("unfooted birds"), and prefer to fly rather than walk.
 
 
electric monk
12:53 / 23.01.06
1/20/06

Body totally overtaken by the flu. 102 degree fever, throat full of mucus. Unable to do much more than sit on the couch and watch shitty daytime TV. After 3 hours of this I am glazed and only faintly aware of anything. Discovery Channel gnosis. I hear rustling and chirping in the atrium. I can see nothing in there at first, but after a few seconds a bluejay hops into view holding something in it's beak. I cannot make it out from where I sit. The jay is very enthusiastic about whatever it is and continues to chirp happily even though it has seen me clearly and knows I am only about 12 feet away. I watch it hop along for a bit and fly up to perch on the back of one of the chairs. It is insistent. I am oblivious. After ten minutes, the jay flies away. I lay down and try to sleep.

The next day my fever is gone and, though I still ache all over, I feel I am on the mend. Go out to the atrium for a cigarette and fresh air. On the ground is a kernel of cracked corn. The jay has eaten the "meat" of it and left the rest for me to find. I wonder at this little leftover. If it is a sign or an attempt at communication, I cannot read it. The cracked corn kernel still sits on the table in the atrium.

(Guessing, I would say that the jay wanted me to know that my sickness was almost over and came to offer hope.)
 
 
electric monk
14:10 / 25.01.06
Lately, the urge to refer to birds as "Brother X" or "Sister Y" has been strong. I've resisted out of embarrassment mostly, but I recognize that I could very well be embarrassing myself every time I post to this very self-indulgent thread. Soooo...

Today, I read this about Brother Bluejay:

The word "jay" comes from the Latin "gaia" or "gaea" which has associations to Mother Earth. In Greek mythology, the union of Mother Earth (Gaea) and Father Heaven (Uranus) resulted in the first creatures who had the appearance of life. This reflects much about the intrinsic power associated with the jay. It has the ability to link the heavens and earth, to access each for greater power...

The main problem will be in dabbling in both worlds, rather than becoming a true master of both. Those with a jay as a totem usually have a tremendous amount of ability, but it can be scattered or it is often not developed any more than is necessary to get by. It is not unusual to find individuals with blue jays as totems being dabblers—especially in the psychic and metaphysical field. They know a lit­tle bit about a lot of things, and they use that knowledge sometimes to give the impression they know more, or that they are true masters.

The bright blue crest of the jay should always be a reminder that to wear the crown of true mastership requires dedication, responsibility, and committed development in all things in the physical and the spiritual. The blue jay is a reminder to follow through on all things—to not start something and then leave it dangling.

The blue jay reflects that a time of greater resourcefulness and adaptability is about to unfold. You are going to have ample opportunities to develop and use your abilities. The jay does not usually migrate, staying around all winter, so look for there to be ample time to develop and use your energies to access new levels. It will stay around and work with you as long as you need it.

Blue jays have a tremendous ability for survival with the least amount of effort. They reflect great talent, but that talent must be developed and utilized properly. If the jay has flown into your life, it indicates that you are moving into a time where you can begin to develop the innate royalty that is within you, or sim­ply be a pretender to the throne. It all depends upon you. The jay has no qualms. It will teach you either direction.


I have no idea whether "jay" comes from the Latin for "gaia". If anyone can confirm or deny that, please do.

That second paragraph hit me right where I live. It's something I've already admitted to myself and determined to change. Having it reflected back to me again is a great, if painful, reminder.

I am already living in a time that requires "resourcefulness and adaptability". Being jobless brings out the scrappy survivalist in me (as well as the miserly Scrooge). So far, I am trying to learn how to be a better salesman of my talents and good qualities. I usually prefer self-effacement and humorous self-put-downs to blowing my own horn, but my current situation definitely calls for the former strategy. Hard lessons and straddling of gutters to follow. More obstacles and few open doors. At least I feel some assurance that the resources I need are within my grasp.

The kernels of corn have been moved to my altar where they await my contemplation.
 
 
nyarlathotep's shoe horn
16:55 / 25.01.06
a flock of jays is a "party."

the Stellar's Jay, in my thoughts, is always a stellar Jay.

not so much of earth.

--not jack
 
 
electric monk
13:28 / 23.02.06
The kernels of corn are, I think, representative of Wifey and I. The vitalizing parts of the seeds were removed and the empty shells left. Lately, we've both been referring to a lack of energy and our need to overcome it and we've both, in our darker moments, referred to ourselves as "shells" or "empty". We've taken steps to alleviate this such as getting more exercise, more fresh air, and healthier eating habits.

I've noticed that if I see one jay, there is usually at least one other somewhere nearby. Many a time, I've watched two jays hunt lizards in the bushes surrounding the back patio. They coordinate the attack, from what I can tell, and I can't help but think of the velociraptors in 'Jurassic Park' as I watch them, tho it makes me laugh at myself to do so.



Ducks are starting to grab my interest lately. My son is fascinated with his various toy ducks these days, and there have been what I think are ducks wandering around our property for a couple days running now. Black-bodied with white necks and faces. The tops of their heads have a thick, red, rough fleshy patch that stands maybe an inch tall. I haven't found any info on this bird yet, and am not even sure if it is classed as a duck or goose.
 
 
electric monk
17:44 / 07.06.08
*bump*

Those were and are, I think, some type of goose. As it happens, a young goose couple decided to have a sexy party in our yard during my son's play date last week.

"What they dooooin'?"

"They're just... playing, hon. Let's leave them alone."

Anyway.

Was out walking the dog late last night, and had a wonderful encounter with a young owl. I'm just walking, minding my own business and enjoying the weather. It was late and the street was quiet, with no one in sight. At the top of my field of vision, I catch a glimpse of a dark shape fly a few feet over my head from behind me. At first, I thought it was a bat and brought my free hand up over my head as a shield. But the shape got out ahead of me, swooped around and landed on a mailbox about 8 feet from me. It certainly didn't land like a bat. I could tell it's body was upright. Squinting thru the dark, I locked eyes with a barred owl.



It was a little one, no more than 8 inches tall, and it had downy feathers. And it was trying to act very tough. As I stared, it started to bob and weave it's head like it was sizing me up and letting me know what a bad mutha it was. I laughed and held up my hands. "I'm just walking here. You do what you need to do." It lunged forward, diving from the mailbox and in low to the ground, straight at me. I stood still and had the dog do the same. There were only a few inches between Mr. Tough Guy and my pant leg. I let the owl get out ahead of us, and resumed the walk. Undeterred, the little owl landed on a mailbox on the opposite side of the street and waited for me. I waved as I passed and wished it good hunting, giving it a fairly good berth as we went. The owl took off toward somewhere behind us and I figured he was gone about his business. Fair enough. But owl wasn't done. As we reached a street sign, I heard a small *ting* at the top and looked up. Sure enough, little owl had come back. This time, though, he had the high ground and he used it. He bent low, and worked for eye contact with me. He'd worked his way in for closer looks each time, and now he was within four feet of me. "Hello," I said. "Do you need something?" And he took off, wheeling around in a tight arc and coming to rest on a well-covered tree branch across the street. A perfect spot for a young owl to see everything on the street without being seen.

The size and state of the feathers make me think that this was a pretty young owl, most likely out on one of its first hunts. I feel this great sense of priviledge for having been witness to, and part of, that event.
 
 
doctoradder
04:43 / 08.06.08
electric monk: Thanks for an amazing series of posts... lately I keep running into references that remind me of the Language of the Birds.

(And in defense of your initial association of the Eagle with Kether, I'd point out that the Scottish Rite uses the Double-Headed Eagle of Lagash for the 32nd & 33rd degrees...)
 
 
electric monk
12:17 / 09.06.08
Glad to hear it's of interest to you, Doc. And thanks for the link! The Troubadour/Tarot connection has piqued my interest. Scottish Rite=Masons, yes? D'you happen to know where the Masons draw this bit of symbolism from (if in fact it did come from a source outside Masonry)?

After some contemplation, I've decided that I'm going to try to use a bit of "owl medicine" in my day-to-day. Specifically, I will nuture powerful sight and swift movement. I'm going to try to apply this to my observations of the physical world as well as in my interactions with others. I truly could use a real-time enhanced channel of information in a few aspects of my life, and the appearance of owl has given me the inspiration to do so. I will take in as much of my surroundings as I can. I will apply whatever information I can glean in the wisest way I know how. I will seek to position myself where I can reap the most benefits, whether that is high above or down below. And I will watch the rats, and strike silently at the proper time.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
15:18 / 09.06.08
Yes, thanks monk! That encounter sounds absolutely amazing. Cracking stuff.
 
 
doctoradder
15:25 / 09.06.08
EM: The double-headed eagle has a long & storied history in symbolism... often known as the Eagle of Lagash through its associations with ancient Sumeria.

Masonic Dictionary
http://www.masonicdictionary.com/doubleeagle.html

Double-headed eagle (Wikipedia)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Double-headed_eagle

According to the Masonic article, it's one of the most ancient symbols.... going back as far as 7000 BC, and used in a vast array of cultures. Apparently, among some Native American tribes, the dual-headed Eagle is associated with the Thunderbird. In Biblical lore, it's associated with the prophet Elijah.

In the Masonic / esoteric tradition, the symbol may have multiple valid meanings. But associations appear to include "looking Eastward" as well as Westward for divine/spiritual inspiration; and the balance of masculine/feminine principles -- ala the alchemical fusion of the King and Queen.
http://www.bemyastrologer.com/unionofopp.jpeg

Apparently in the Hermetic tradition, * the Eagle is significant as a symbol of transformation. Associated with an exalted form of Scorpio, it represents a transition from the lowly scorpion to the magnificent winged eagle.

* http://altreligion.about.com/library/glossary/symbols/bldefslagash.htm

Happy Birdwatching!
 
 
electric monk
03:04 / 11.06.08
Ah. Not a barred owl. A screech owl.



Two mistakes in my observations led me to my faulty identification of the owl. First, I mistook the fluffy white feathers for down. Second, the eyes looked solid black to me the other night (and did tonight as well). In my defense, it's pretty durn dark on my street and my night vision isn't so good. So what I thought was a juvenile barred owl is, in fact, an almost full-grown screech owl.

Actually, I found out tonight that there's a pair of screech owls out there.

I went out at the same time as our last encounter hoping for a glimpse, and my timing was spot-on. The first owl made his appearance in the light of a streetlamp, rufous wings fully extended. It began vocalizing once it had landed, and I heard the same call come from a few houses over. My heart jumped. "There's a family!" And after some discussion, out comes the second owl, alighting on the street sign where I'd had my up-close encounter. The first one joined it and they sat facing opposite directions, apparently planning their next move. I watched as they swooped off in different directions, climbing up and diving low to the ground. Their call is a hu hu, and this was my first clue that I'd misidentified them. The barred owl's call sounds like who cooks for you? if the almanac is to be believed. They tried quite hard to get a close look at me, but gave me a constant perimeter of about six feet. Neither of them dared venture as close as the lone owl did the other night. These owls feed on insects, earthworms, reptiles, and small rodents, and they are known to adapt well to urbanized areas. Barred owls tend to stay in swampy or wooded areas.

Two hypotheses that I need to test in the next few days:

1) The owls seem to appear after I've put out my cigarette. I'm going to try leaving the cigarette at home when I'm out for a walk.

2) The shoes I wear on my walks are very worn down at the heel and make a squeaking sound as I walk. The owls are probably attracted to this sound, which would explain why they've shown such an unusual amount of interest in me. I'm going to wear different shoes on my walk tomorrow night.
 
 
electric monk
03:05 / 11.06.08
Also, great info on the screech owl here.
 
 
grant
14:42 / 11.06.08
We get screech owls in our yard every so often. See if you can hear something that sounds like a ghost horse when sitting outside your house around 10-11pm. WEE-hee-he-he-hehehehuh. That's their "screech."

I know nearly nothing about kabbalistic correspondences (it's a big gaping hole in my metaphysical education), but owls have a weird double valence. In Europe, they're wise and noble. In quite a few Native American traditions (especially in the Southwest), they're creepy and associated with death. The Apache say they carry the ghosts of the dead under their wings.

Judith Berman's post over here has a couple of interesting takes on owl stories.
 
 
grant
14:58 / 11.06.08
Sound file.

More here.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
07:48 / 14.09.11
Bumping for awesome.
 
 
electric monk
03:10 / 16.09.11
Thank you for bumpage. It made me smile to see it here on the front page, and re-reading it brought so much back for me.
 
  

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