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On the contraceptive front: I took The Pill for over ten years, and not only did my period gradually fade away and nearly stop, but it has taken almost two years of being off of the pill to bring it back on. I had no attraction at all to doing blood magic when I was pill-taking, except to save it (I don't know if anyone reading's ever done the pill for that long, but after over five years, my blood would all come out at once, in a little ball almost).
Now that I have a "real period" again, it makes sense. I had even been scoffing at a lot of the home-remedies for cramping and PMS that seemed downright witchy. "Pffff! I don't bleed like you women!" Now that I do again... my whole body feels new. Not even "better." I rather liked my ambiguously-gendered, faux-period-producing womb there.
I've never had much of a draw to the "Woman of Luna" witch archetype, and with my body headed back there, it's almost a little embarrassing. I need some new vicious blood archetype (not Kali, no). For me, it's not an affrimation of my fertility and thus womanliness -- it's a little monthly celebration of not being pregnant.
Anyone come acorss more ecstatic blood rites, vs. fertility based? |
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