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Alcohol is a beautiful journey, ...I just love the rollercoasting antics of moxious (hehe finally able to use that word) intoxity, followed, after sleep/unconsciousness, by the flat fields of the sorrow, the loneliness and Sandmanesque despair.
It's all part of the plan i think.
The depression stage can really collapse any inkling of personal worth, screwing up any ego-structure which, I think, is an immensely valuable emotional position. Being thrown into that state most mornings, I realised I am now a more delicate and caring person. A lot more sensitive anyway.
It is hard to explain but if you think your drinking is getting out of control, reel in monster in, but have a good look at the process and try to reel that in first. Could be just the situation you're using the drinking in, define it and play with it. If it is a routine situation use that fuel and just flip it.
Anyway after spending most of my money and time over the last 16 years with this habit, the best ways i have found to stop a hangover environment is to:-
-regularly eat less, I personally find after eating less and still drinking the same, the fuel gets processed straight and you can feel when a morning of hell might be beginning, thus the whole skulling of water, many panadol, and if really dry nasty sort of head is occuring you then eat everything and anything you can find, soak up the badness.
-stay warm, keep body on the warm side
-tis better to stay up an extra hour the night before, drinking water/chatting/slowing the smoking down, than having an extra hour of sleep.
-don't take that much money out with you, an epic walk home is always good |
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