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2005: The Lyrics O Yr Life!

 
  

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the Fool
21:48 / 17.03.05
over the past few years to the traditional sounds of english summer, the drone of lawnmowers, the smack of leather on willow, there's been added a new noise...

What were the skys when you were young?

They went on forever, they... when I... we lived in arizona, and ahh... the skies always had little fluffy clouds in them and ahh....

They were long and clear, and there were lots of stars... at night...

And ahh... when it would rain it would all turn... it... they were beautiful, the most beautiful skies as a matter of fact. ahh...

... and the sunsets were... purple and red and yellow and blue on fire, and the clouds would catch the colours everywhere...

Thats... its neat, 'cause I used to look at them all the time when I was little...

You don't see that...

little fluffy clouds in them
little fluffy clouds in them

Lil L Li L L LilLil Lil L Li L L LilLil

You still might see it in the desert...

the orb - little fluffy clouds
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
08:13 / 19.03.05
They kept Alfredo in a box and fed him with potatoes
Three times daily with a pinch of salt
He'd yell; assault the waiters
They covered up his windows, but his box upon a spring and sparred
Said "Sweet Alfredo, we're just butterflies...
but we can sting like the bees".

Like the bees that took old Mama Liza, tied her up with string
Threw the cream cakes, sprayed the syrup
Safe behind their visors
Taped the screams and played them to the neighbours
Over barbecued Bartholomew
And home-made blood-wine stamped by the feet
Of the man who would be Christ

Send the lions in, the entertainment
No-one's ever bored
Life is so much more fulfilling
Since they gave us all these prisoners of war

Some guys picked the perfect lovers
Some guys picked the perfect whores
Some go for slavery, the old way, it's all within the law
Life is brighter since they gave us all these prisoners of war

-Prisoners Of War, Edward Ka-Spel
 
 
Mistoffelees
09:25 / 19.03.05
Well I got here at eight and I'll be here till two
I'll try my best to entertain you and
Please don't mind me if I get a bit crude
I'm your late night evening prostitute
So drink your martinis and stare at the moon
Don't mind me I'll continue to croon
Don't mind me if I get a bit loon
I'm your late night evening prostitute
And dance, have a good time
I'll continue to shine
Yes Dance, have a good time
Don't mind me if I slip upon a rhyme
Well I got here at eight and I'll be here till two
I'll try my best to entertain you and
Please don't mind me if I get a bit crude
I'm your late night evening prostitute
I'm your late night evening prostitute

Tom Waits
 
 
Regrettable Juvenilia
00:23 / 20.03.05
I don't know what it is
but you got to do it
I don't know where to go
but you got to be there
I don't know where to fall
but I know that it's comfortable where
I don't where it is

putting all of my time in learning to care
and a bucket of rhymes I threw up somewhere
want a locket of who made me lose my perfunctory view
of all that is around
and of all that I do

so I knock on the door
take a step that is new
never been here before
is there anyone else who's too
in love with beauty,
playing all of the games
and thinks three's company?
is there anyone else who has slightly mysterious bruises?
I don't know what it is

sick of looking around at friendly faces
all declaring a war on far-off places
is there anyone else who is through with complaining about what's done unto us?
so I knock on the door
and I am on a train
going god knows where to
to get me over
to get me over

get me heaven or hell, Calais or Dover

I was hoping the train was my big number
taking the Santa Fe and the Atchison Topeka
but we're chugging along, Dunaway by the crossing and
could be heading for Poland or limbo or Lower Manhattan
find myself
runnin' around

I don't what it is to get me over
I don't what it is to get me over
I don't what it is
to get me over
to get me over
you gotta do it
you gotta be it
 
 
Grey Area
06:36 / 21.03.05
Now
I'm wakin' at the crack of dawn
to send a little money home
from here to the moon
is risin' like a discotheque
and now my bags are down and packed for traveling

Lookin' at happiness
keepin' my flavor fresh
nobody knows I guess
how far I'll go, I know
so I'm leavin' at Six O' Clock
meet in a parkin' lot
Harriet Hendershot
sunglasses on, she waits by this

Glass and concrete and stone
It is just a house, not a home.

Skin, that covers me from head to toe
except a couple tiny holes and openings
Where, the city's blowin' in and out
this is what it's all about, delightfully

Everything's possible
when you're an animal
not inconceivable
How things can change, I know

So I'm puttin' on aftershave
nothin' is out of place
gonna be on my way
Try to pretend, it's not only

Glass and concrete and stone
That it's just, not a home.
And its glass and concrete and stone

It is just a house, not a home
And my head is fifty feet high
Let my body and soul be my guide
 
 
haus of fraser
09:27 / 21.03.05
money, money money....
 
 
Matthew Fluxington
14:44 / 22.03.05
what'cha gonna do?
I don't know, my friend
but I'm open to suggestion
if you'll profit two cents
give me something I can hang a coat on, yeah
9 times out of 10 I'm not the guidance type
I've been sitting on a fence post for the brunt of my life
but now I need some help to find out what I feel

it kills the time
until you feel
your heart
you'll see
there's more to you than what you think of me

where you gonna go?
I don't know, my friend
but I'll take this road forever or until it does end
here or there, or someplace else, man, anywhere
maybe to the west where they don't fall down
in the canyon of a valley in a twenty horse town
a voluntary rest-home where they lecture you

it kills the time
until you feel
your heart
you'll see
there's more to you than you think at me

we can share our bland opinions
about the quality of air
and all will be right, right on top
there's a place in Old Dominion
near that courthouse by the square
where all will be right
all will be right on top
 
 
Matthew Fluxington
14:40 / 03.04.05
you can climb a mountain
you can swim the sea
you can jump into the fire
but you'll never be free

you can shake me up
or I can break you down

we can make each other happy
we can make each other happy
we can make each other happy
we can make each other happy
 
 
I'm Rick Jones, bitch
22:43 / 13.04.05
Never thought I'd post in this one. Eep.

Prince The Beautiful Ones
Baby, baby, baby
What's it gonna be
Baby, baby, baby
Is it him or is it me?
Don't make me waste my time
Don't make me lose my mind baby

Baby, baby, baby
Can't u stay with me tonight
Oh baby, baby, baby
Don't my kisses please u right
U were so hard 2 find
The beautiful ones, they hurt u everytime

Paint a perfect picture
Bring 2 life a vision in one's mind
The beautiful ones
Always smash the picture
Always everytime

If I told u baby
That I was in love with u
Oh baby, baby, baby
If we got married
Would that be cool?

U make me so confused
The beautiful ones
U always seem 2 lose

Baby, baby,
Baby, baby,
Baby, baby,
Baby,
What's it gonna be baby?

Do u want him?
Or do u want me?
Cause I want u
Said I want u
Tell me, babe
Do u want me?
I gotta know, I gotta know
Do u want me?
Baby, baby, baby
Listen 2 me
I may not know where I'm going (babe)
I said I may not know what I need
One thing, one thing's 4 certain baby
I know what I want, yeah
and if it please u baby
please u, baby
I'm begging down on my knees
I want u
Yes I do
Baby, baby, baby, baby
I want you

Yes I do

© 1984 Controversy Music - ASCAP
 
 
Matthew Fluxington
13:34 / 19.04.05
please please please
no more melodies
they lack impact, they're petty
they've been made up already

please please please
no more maladies
I'm so tired of crying
you'd think I was a siren
but me and everybody's on the sad same team
and you can hear our sad brain screaming

"give us something familiar
something similar
to what we know already
that will keep us steady
steady, steady going nowhere"

please please please
no apologies
at best they buy you time
until you next step out of line

please please please
no more remedies
my method is uncertain
it's a mess but it's working

and maybe if you tried it out
you won't like it when you're crying out

"give us something familiar
something similar
to what we know already
that will keep us steady
steady, steady
steady going nowhere"
 
 
---
21:06 / 19.04.05
We're victims of sedition on the open sea.
No one ever said life was free.
Sink, swim, go down with the ship.
Just use your freedom of choice.

I'll say it again in the land of the free
Use your freedom of choice, freedom of choice.

In ancient Rome
there was a pawn
who followed along
and watched it fall
he cast a stone
he felt secure
he felt that he would never be heard.

Freedom of choice
it's what you've got
Freedom of choice

You're given a voice
you don't want it
seems to be the rule of thumb
don't be tricked by what you see
you've got two ways to go

I'll say it again in the land of the free:
Use your freedom of choice, freedom of choice.

Freedom of choice
it's what you've got
Freedom of choice...

In ancient Rome
there was a pawn
who followed along
and watched it fall
he cast a stone
he felt secure
he felt that his voice would never be heard.

Freedom of choice
it's what you've got
Freedom from choice
it's what you want.

Freedom of choice -
it's what you've got.
Freedom from choice.
It's what you want.

Freedom from choice
It's what you want.
Freedom from choice.


A Perfect Circle - Freedom Of Choice
 
 
---
21:21 / 19.04.05
Don't disturb
The beast
The tempermental goat
The snail while he's feeding on
the Rose
Stay frozen, compromising
What I will
I am

Bend around
The wind silently
thrown about
Again I'm treading so
Soft and lightly
Compromising my will
I am

I am
I will
So no longer
Will I
Lay down
Play dead
Play your doe
in the headlights locked down
and terrified
Your deer in the headlights
shot down and horrified when
Push comes to pull comes to shove
Comes to step around this
Self-destructing dance that never
would've ended till I
Rose,
I roared aloud here
I will
I am.

I am
I will
So no longer
Will I
Lay down
Lay dead
Play this
Kneel down
Gun-shy Martyr
Pitiful
I rose, I roared
I will
I am


A Perfect Circle - Rose
 
 
Matthew Fluxington
02:14 / 27.04.05
Hey, don't you wanna be the man I love?
why are you acting like a shy boy?
Mouse, well you gottta be a man sometimes
Mouths gotta chew to stay alive.

But don't you know
I like
the psychedelic lights in your eyes
Rub me all over your life!

So did you want to be man I adore?
Why? Does it come as a surprise?
My, but you've grown to be a big buoy
Yes, its the time, you know you know how.

but don't you know
I like
the psychedelic lights in your eyes
Rub me all over your life!

Love makes it feel alright.
love makes me feel alright.
 
 
Matthew Fluxington
01:17 / 28.04.05
it's no secret that the stars are falling from the sky
it's no secret that our world is in darkness tonight
they say the sun is sometimes eclipsed by a moon
you know, I don't see you when she walks in the room

it's no secret that a friend is someone who lets you help
it's no secret that a liar won't believe anyone else
they say a secret is something you tell one other person
so I'm telling you, child

but love, we shine like a burning star
we're falling from the sky tonight

a man will beg, a man will crawl
from the sheer face of love
like the fly on a wall
it's no secret at all

it's no secret that a conscience can sometimes be a pest
it's no secret ambition bites the nails of success
every artist is a cannibal, every poet is a thief
all kill their inspiration and sing about the grief

love, we shine like a burning star
we're falling from the sky tonight

a man will rise, a man will crawl
from the sheer face of love
like the fly from a wall
it's no secret at all

it's no secret that the stars are falling from the sky
the universe exploded because of one man's lie
little guy, I've got to go
yeah, I'm running out of change
there's a lot of things
that if I could, I'd rearrange
 
 
Mazarine
01:39 / 28.04.05
Oh, how I suck. And so:

Ween- "If You Could Save Yourself (You'd Save Us All)"

On a free ride home from the embassy
I saw the governor, and his lover holding hands
When I got to my place, I emptied my suitcase
And opened the windows wide

If you could save yourself, you'd save us all
Is that what you called me for, is that why you're knocking on my door?
The time I've spent, working myself to death
Thought that's what you wanted
I thought you needed my help
To make it good again, to make us strong
To make you happy, to push you along
And gain some respect, to be thrown a crumb
I was on my knees, when you knocked me down

The wheels fell off, the bottom dropped out
The checks all bounced, I came in your mouth
Your mother came calling but there was no one around
The trash caught fire when the leaves turned brown
The vultures were circling when the circus left town
I left you a note but I wrote it in disappearing ink

If you could save yourself, you'd save us all
Is that what you called me for, is that why you're knocking on my door?
The time I've spent, working myself to death
Thought that's what you wanted
I thought you needed my help
To make it good again, to make us strong
To make you happy, to push you along
And gain some respect, to be thrown a crumb
I was on my knees, when you knocked me down

-and-

Morrisey- "The Girl Least Likely To"

How many times have I been around ?
Recycled papers paving the ground
Well, she lives for the written word
And people come second, or possibly third

And there is no style, but I say well done
To the girl least likely to
Oh, deep in my heart, how I wish I was wrong
But deep in my heart, I know I am not
And there’s enough gloom in her world, I’m certain
Without my contribution

So I sit, and I smile, and I say well done
To the girl least likely to
Page after page of sniping rage
An english singe or an american tinge
There’s a publisher, she said, ...in the new year
(it’s never in this year)

I do think this, but I can’t admit it
To the girl least likely to
So one more song with no technique
One more song which seems all wrong ...
And oh, the news is bad again
See me as I am again

And the scales of justice sway one way
In the rooms of those least likely to
Oh, deep in my heart, how I want to be wrong
But the moods and the styles too frequently change
From 21 to 25, from 25 to 29

And I sit, and I smile, and I say well done
To the girl least likely to
Oh, one more song about the queen
Or standing around the shops with thieves
But somebody’s got to make it ! she screams
So why why can’t it be me ?
But she would die if we heard her sing from the heart
Which is hurt

So how many times will I shed a tear ?
And another stage of verse to cheer
When you shine in the public eye, my dear
Please remember these nights
When I sit and support with a dutiful smile
Because there’s nothing I can say
So chucking, churning, and turning the knife
On everything (except their own life)
And a clock somewhere strikes midnight
And an explanation - it drains me
If only there could be a way

There is a different mood all over the world
A different youth, unfamiliar views
And dearest, it could all be for you
So will you come down and I’ll meet you ?
And with no more poems, with nothing to hear
Oh darling, it’s all for you...
Darling, it’s all for you ...
Oh darling, it’s all for you ...
Oh darling, it’s all for you ...
 
 
---
15:06 / 03.05.05
There's no time to keep it low
I've been deaf now I want noise
You stay down
But I wont be quiet
I'll hammer on until you fight

Loud love
Loud love
Loud love
Loud love

I'll hammer on until you fight

If you've got some time to kill
Slow resistance wins the war
Well I know
But that's no way to go
You can't resist the louder pull
Well that's right
I want something to explode
I've been deaf
Now I want noise

Soundgarden - Loud Love
 
 
Regrettable Juvenilia
22:34 / 05.05.05
She dreams of Staten Island,
she never ever dreams of Walthamstow.
Her friends are getting married,
getting their haircut like Jill Dando
She hopes that Terry Soanes won't ask her out tonight for the 4th time,
She wants to be alone.

With the curtains drawn and the stereo on,
She swings her hips and dances to the Wu-Tang Clan.
And the sadness ebbs away now.
She shuts her eyes, throws her head up high,
It's better when there's no one around,
And she's feeling something real now.

And on the train home everyone moves away,
because she stinks of work,
And she does, and she knows, so it doesn't hurt.
And in her mind she pictures ODB, in his prison cell alone,
It's not wrong to want to be alone, she would tell him so.

With the curtains drawn and the stereo on,
She swings her hips and dances to the Wu-Tang Clan,
And the sadness ebbs away now.
Shuts her eyes, throws her head up high,
It's better when there's no one around
And she's feeling something real now.

With the curtains drawn and the stereo on
She swings her hips and dances to the Wu-Tang Clan
And the sadness ebbs away now
Shuts her eyes, throws her head up high
It's better when there's no one around
And she's feeling something real now

And RZA, Ghostface Killah, Inspecta Deck and Golden Arms,
Will hold her tight and out of harm in the council flat tonight.
And the thought hits her at 105bpm,
That sometimes for a second, she believes that everything will be alright.

- The French, 'The Wu-Tang Clan'
 
 
ONLY NICE THINGS
15:31 / 06.05.05

You'd better pass it on,
I've never even screened it,
Though it's fastened on to the sweetest intentions.
 
 
Shrug
00:21 / 15.05.05
Sunday, Sunday here again in tidy attire
You read the colour supplement, the TV guide
You dream of protein on a plate
Regret you left it quite so late
To gather the family around the table
To eat enough sleep
Oh, the Sunday sleep

Sunday, Sunday here again a walk in the park
You meet an old soldier and talk of the past
He fought for us in two world wars and
The England he knew is no more
He sings the Songs of Praise but always falls asleep
For that Sunday sleep

But he knows what he knows
Sunday, Sunday

Oh, that Sunday sleep....

Sunday, Sunday here again in tidy attire
You read the colour supplement, the TV guide
You dream of protein on a plate, regret you left it quite so late
You gather the family around the table to eat enough to sleep
And Mother's Pride is your epithet
That extra slice you'll soon regret
So going out is your best bet, then bingo yourself to sleep
Oh that Sunday sleep....
 
 
Shrug
00:29 / 15.05.05
Joe the lion
Went to the bar
A couple of drinks on the house an' he said
"Tell you who you are if you nail me to my car"

Boy
Thanks for hesitating
This is the kiss off

Boy
Thanks for hesitating
You'll never know the real story
Just a couple of dreams
You get up and sleep

You can buy god it's Monday
Slither down the greasy pipe
So far so good no one saw you
Hobble over any freeway
You will be like your dreams tonight

You get up and sleep
You get up and sleep
Joe the lion
Made of iron

Joe the lion
Went to the bar
A couple of drinks on the house an' he was
A fortune teller he said
"Nail me to my car and I'll tell you who you are"

Joe the lion, yeah yeah
Went to the bar, yeah yeah
A couple of dreams and he was
A fortune teller he said
"Nail me to my car tell you who you are"

You get up and sleep
The wind blows on your check
The day laughs in your face
I guess you'll buy a gun
You'll buy it secondhand
And you'll get up and sleep
Joe the lion
Made of iron
Joe the lion
Made of iron
Joe the lion
Made of iron
Joe the lion
Made of

David Bowie
 
 
Matthew Fluxington
16:30 / 16.05.05
Find a book unopened, write my resolutions
A rescue plan is all I need, to guarantee a change in me

All these things you think you are
A little charm can only get so far
Oh yeah fakes we're on to you
So unexcited by the things you do

Not afraid that I will fall, I have more potential
A rescue plan is all I need, and you will see a change in me

All these things you think you are
A little charm can only get so far
Oh yeah fakes we're on to you
So unexcited by the things you do
 
 
Jack The Bodiless
12:19 / 21.05.05
The world's gone mad
And I have lost touch
I shouldn't admit it, but I have.
It slipped away while I was distracted
I haven't changed
I swear I haven't changed
How did this happen?

I didn't feel myself
Evaporating...

My body has gone
But my eyes remain
Hovering
Witnessing
Cold as a ghost
Watching the streets
Sheltering in doorways
Venice, Vienna, Budapest, Krakow, and Amsterdam

I have become the invisible man

The invisible heart beating against you
The invisible pulse silently thumping

I shout my name in the public places
No one seems to notice
No one understands
I stand perfectly still
In the middle of the road
Hold my nerve
Hold my nerve
Hold my nerve
But the cars don't swerve

I will hear your prayers
As you whisper alone
I am the one you felt was close
Close behind you in St Stephens
You lit a candle
Blessings in the cold night air

I'll feel your breath as you turn to go
I'll watch you leave
From somewhere up high
As you cross the park
In the autumn light

If I close my eyes, I can see where you live
Climb the winding stairs up to your apartment
The scent of you preparing his evening meal
I must watch in dread when he's cruel to you
In horrified silence as you make love
I cannot lift a hand
I cannot lift a hand to stop him
I don't exist
What can I do?

I will scream in your ear
As you're passing by
I will wrap my arms around you
You won't hear, you won't feel me
I will walk stride for stride with you
I will try to help
When you stumble
You will stumble through me

I have become the invisible man
It's all I am
Invisible

I have read all your letters
I know what you contain
I have dreamt your dreams
My head
My head is haunted
I will scream again
"I am perfectly sane"
"I am perfectly sane"
But I am the invisible man
I am the invisible man

Talk to me
Acknowledge me
Confide in me
Confess to me
Or leave me be
Please leave me be
 
 
Jack The Bodiless
12:29 / 21.05.05
I let the genie out of the box
I let the genie out of the box
I'm scared of everything I am
I let the genie out of the box
I'm scared of opening the can
I let the genie out of the box

I had this recurring dream
I was living another life
In another country
In another time

As I got older the dream began to fade away
Until one day
There she was
Tapping me on my shoulder

She says she's got so much to say
But she's not telling it today
She said "Come back when you're alone"
But I'm not sure I want to know
Cause maybe her road
Is a one-way street
Maybe her road...

I'm scared of everything I am
I'm scared of opening the can
I'm scared of losing who I am
Think I might've taken all I can
I let the genie out of the box

She said there's a house in your mind
An attic of treasure, a forgotten pleasure park
Waiting inside you in the dark
Don’t leave it behind
Don’t leave it behind

I'm scared of everything I am
I'm scared of opening the can
I'm scared of losing who I am
Think I might've taken all I can
I let the genie out of the box
I let the genie out of the box
Out of the box
 
 
Jack The Bodiless
12:36 / 21.05.05
Did you ever feel that just by jumping on a plane
All your cares would drop away
And you'd be born again

Returning to a nature child
Happy wild and free
But forgetfulness is a river
And you know where the river leads

Holidays in Eden
Life before the fall
See no hear no speak no evil
Feel no guilt
Feel no guilt at all

Naked through the jungle
Mud between your toes
Following the river
Where the river flows

The creatures of the forest
Bid you welcome to the dark
Nothing here can hurt you
Darkness has no heart

Holidays in Eden
Paradise regained
See no hear no speak no evil
Throw your past away

You wake up one morning
Wondering who you are
There's a map of a new country up on the wall
All your new lovers merge into one
You've done everything under the sun
There's a date on the air ticket
And the money's gone

Back in your own country
Nothing seems the same
No one comes around at night
Or uses your new name

Hearing silent whispers
Old friends are acting strange
No one wants to know you now
People say you've changed

Holidays in Eden
Life before the fall
See no, hear no, speak no evil
Feel no guilt at all

Holidays in Eden
Paradise and light
Heaven loses you to this world
Leaves you alone
Kiss your heart goodbye

(She says she's lonely)
 
 
Jack The Bodiless
12:38 / 21.05.05
There's a hot hard hurt
Burning under her skin
And it pricks her like thorns
And it's needles and pins
And it twists in her body
And I know what it is

And I'm paying in pain
But it's the cost of the high
Until the weight of the secret
And the weight of the lie
Makes my heart want to burst
Feel the ache as time goes by
Getting better and worse
Getting better and worse

And there's a screw that I tighten
As I dream of the kiss
And it twists and it cuts me
And you know what it is?
It's a fragment of love
From a splintering heart
And it tears her apart
But not as much as this

So you save up your tears
For the moments alone
Until the splinters you gather
Leave you glass-hard and numb
And the same sun is shining
On the old and the young
On the saints and the sinners
On the weak and the strong

And there's a burning and freezing
And a cross for a kiss
So she learns to stop dreaming
And you know how it is

With these fragments of love
And this splintering heart
With these fragments
And this splintering heart
 
 
Jack The Bodiless
12:41 / 21.05.05
I think I have become one of the hollow men
As I shine on the outside more these days
I can feel the outside feeding on my inside
Leaves a growing darkness in its place
I think I have become one of the hollow men

I think I have become one of the lonely
Now that everybody talks to me
I feel I have become one of the empty

Hollow men can stop you with the twinkling of an eye
Hollow men can take you without even reaching out
Hollow men have got you long before you realise
The poison paralyses

I think I have become one of a pair of men
It's a feeling I've been having for some time
I look down upon myself and watch my movements
The blind eye sees the fragile vandalised

Watch this cold world dishing up these endless hollow men
Find us anywhere you look, come and meet our friends
Stand us in our silly clothes
Put our batteries in
Line us up like fairground ducks
Watch us grin and grin and grin
See the lies behind our eyes
See the will to win
We'll buy you and we'll sell you
But perhaps we'll save your skin

Sit quietly and listen to the breeze
The hollow and the lonely listen too
Sniff the air for something we can use

We're tin-hard, and we rattle when we're shaken
 
 
Jack The Bodiless
12:44 / 21.05.05
Heading for the great escape
Heading for the rave
Heading for the permanent holiday

Heading for the winter trip
Heading for the slide
Heading for the dignified walk away

Heading for the open road
Goodbye to all that
Heading for the automatic overload

Standing in the open boat
Standing in the swing
Waiting for the ringing and the bright light

Waiting to be recognised
Quiet applause will do
They shower you with flowers when they bury you

You're holding on, you're holding on...

Just when I thought I'd seen the last of you
You come here scratching at my door
Your pain and anger's in the howling dark
Of every corridor I walk

So tell me more about the love that you rejected
Tell me more about the trust you disrespected
I still don't know
Why did you hurt the very one
Why did you hurt the very one
That you should have protected?

Don't ask me why I'm doing this
You wouldn't understand
You're asking the wrong questions
You couldn't understand

A bridge is not a high place
The fifty-second floor
Icarus would know
A mountain isn't far to fall
When you've fallen from the moon
 
 
Jack The Bodiless
12:48 / 21.05.05
A hundred nights of fun and games
A thousand empty glasses
I feel it change, and stay the same
As each day passes

They invite me to their gatherings
In the finer parts of town
They seem attracted to my indifference
The irony just knocks me out

And I love them as if I love them
And they reciprocate with help
But I look up at these mirrors sometimes
And I can't see myself

They say that some are born to burn
And some are born to give
They say that people live and learn
Some people only live and live

You don't know that I come here
If you did, you would know why
Sometimes we have to close our eyes

You didn't notice me
As I passed you on the stairs
How could you ever guess
Looking at my face
How closely I share your taste
How well I know your place
Even the clothes you wear
I've seen them when you're not there

You say that you can win win win
If you know how to play the game
But while you're out there playing, you see
There's something you should know

She spends your money
She spends your money
She spends your money
She spends your money on me
 
 
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13:30 / 21.05.05
Jesus Christ on acid, are you having a bad day Jack?
 
 
Baz Auckland
23:07 / 21.05.05
The day since i met her
i can't believe it's true
she came here from memphis
across the ocean sailing
and i saw her a i pleaded
why do you come so far and she said

trying to get to you
how i tried to get you
trying to get you

i'm sending a letter
i'll send it right to you
i'll send it to memphis
i know that someday
everything i needed and i wanted
used to be that my head was haunted
and all these sirens they make me mad
and all this violence it brings me down

i feel strong i feel lucky
trying to get to you
said i'm going to get to you
trying to get to you.

- 'Letter to Memphis' - Pixies
 
 
Shrug
01:00 / 22.05.05
Who took the bomp?

Every day and night
Every day and night
I can see your disco disco dick is sucking my heart out of my mind
I'm outta time, I'm outta fuckin time
I'm a gasoline gut with a vaseline mind but
Wanna disco? Wanna see me disco?
Let me hear you depoliticize my rhyme
One, two, three, four
You got what you been asking for
You're so policy free and you're fantasy wheels and everything you think
and everything you feel is alright, alright, alright, alright,
alright

Deceptacon
Le Tigre
 
 
Grey Area
16:18 / 26.05.05
I will leave behind all of my clothes
I wore when I was with you
All I need's my railroad boots
And my leather jacket
As I say goodbye to Ruby's arms
Although my heart is breaking
I will steal away out through your blinds
For soon you will be waking

The morning light has washed your face
And everything is turning blue now
Hold on to your pillow case
There's nothing I can do now
As I say goodbye to Ruby's arms
You'll find another soldier
And I swear to God by Christmas
There'll be someone else to hold you

The only thing I'm taking is
The scarf off of your clothesline
I'll hurry past your chest of drawers
And your broken wind chimes
As I say goodbye I'll say goodbye
Say goodbye to Ruby's arms

I'll feel my way down the darkened hall
And out into the morning
The hobos at the freight yards
Have kept their fires burning
Jesus Christ
This goddamn rain
Will someone put me on a train
I'll never kiss your lips again
Or break your heart
As I say goodbye I'll say goodbye
Say goodbye to Ruby's arms

Tom Waits - Ruby's Arms
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
22:41 / 26.05.05
Sunlight, white sand, shadowless beach
Khrushchev, Chuikov, just what did they see?
Heroes, like children, they are carried by waves
Helpless, just drifting through colourless space
No I'm not what I was, or will ever become
Just watching, now waiting, to live through someone
To live through someone... else

Some people, some people,
We'll live, and then we'll just die
But some people, other people,
They will never really expire
Some people, you're beautiful,
But some of us are a waste of a life
Some people, other people,
They will always look down from the sky

I can see them, I can see them,
With roses beneath their feet
I can feel them, I can feel them,
They are living inside of me.
They're calling now, they are calling now,
And they never will disappear.
They are calling now, and they're calling now,
They're still living and standing right here.
Here it comes, here it comes,
It's right here, but will never be seen
Here it is, here it is,
The only reason that we still breathe.

Angels Of Light- To Live Through Someone
 
 
Shrug
17:13 / 06.07.05
Low flying winged books
Through translucent skin

Breathe soot
Under a precooked smiley-faced sun
From out of the c-section suture
A flock of birds float skyward
As if the laws of physics had no baring
Nature's tendrils coil
Around the android limbs
I honor the existential loyal minion
I confront the simple truth
And I dissect every nuance
I climb up a blue flight of stairs
I compare a terrestrial living
To a sky city
I fly on these books.

Low Flying Winged Books
Busdriver
 
 
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22:10 / 07.07.05
Listen, hear he is inside
One who lives while others lie
I close my eyes and walk a thousand years
A thousand years that aren't mine
It seems he's near me when I walk
One who loved what love denied
He lives these years that I walk blind
All these years cannot be mine

Tomorrow begat tomorrow
Tomorrow begat tomorrow
Tomorrow begat tomorrow

A thousand doors a thousand lies
Rooms a thousand years wide
He walks in the cold sun and wind
All these years cannot begin

Tomorrow begat tomorrow
Tomorrow begat tomorrow
Tomorrow begat tomorrow

Soundgarden - Room A Thousand Years Wide
 
  

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