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I know that yoga helped my mum tremendously when she was pregnant with one of my sisters.
I am puzzled by my lack of courage in explaining this experience further,since the effects are so real to me,and not spurious delusions.After the fourth time,I am beginning to see the world differently,and I 'm not even sure of the ramifications of this,Im trying to connect it to my experiences with dreams and magic.I would love to write a real 'how to',but at the moment it is beyond my powers.There is no real start point to go down this road,chances are you're already on it.Many people in history,if the literature is to be believed,have become changed permanently.It is a real responsibility, to have touched a new part of reality,seemingly behind the walls,is to have a 'kubrick' moment,its a monolith.I did think at one point I might go a bit nuts,but it was more like feeling young again,like a kid in the world.Research and practise of magic excites me because of the real world effects.But this process that leads to this cosmic experience was and still seems,to be a natural one.If I think about the possibilities and consequences its a terrifying concept,but eventually you have to just laugh,build on your life as a human, and take one day after the next, filling it with scalextric.
I ask myself if posting is even the right thing to do?I think maybe I need to at this point,and I'm very thankful for your responses.
[ 20-07-2001: Message edited by: kobol strom ] |
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