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And by the way, here's the permalink to his journal entry with his answers. And here are mine:
1. Do you think that 'Reality is elsewhere'?
This would seem to be a fundamental belief of those so romantic/naive as to call themselves magicians, right? Of course I'm tempted to go all Wei Wu Wei or Vanilla Sky on this shit but I know I'll fuck it up. Of course we all know that nothing can ever exist outside of the isolate self (all being only sense perception) "under de Abyss" (isn't that when the Enterprise hits the end of the universe and everything turns all flashy orange dayglo?) or whatever. Of course the idea that "reality is elsewhere" is a part of my daily mental chatter in a few different ways:
a - existential/Marxist/anti-globalist: "Reality is elsewhere" because this Malkuth-level thing I see (Brooklyn NY) is kind of a sham mockery of human potential (Adler). "Humans shouldn't live this way" and theoretically if we were all given the right stimulus we would be more King Arthur and less Al Bundy - life would be "more meaningful" and heroic. This leads into:
b - Thelemic/TOPY/New-Age: "Reality is elsewhere" because one is disconnected from one's "true self" and hence is unable to interpret one's surroundings correctly and channel them into "Self-evolving" inner content. (The kingdom of heaven is now.) Which leads into:
c - Spiritist: "Reality is elsewhere" because this world is just a kind of (to paraphrase Dave Lee I think) "froth on a massive transhuman process." Of course this gets Lovecraftian quick. Which leads quick to:
d - There is no reality elsewhere because there is no reality.
2. Do you think that 'If my life as I live it were all there is, I'd top myself right now!'?
I dunno, I often feel a kind of "burn" effect in my consciousness, kind of like when deckers hit the black ice in William Gibson books, related to initiatory overload within the last year. I no longer feel like my potential is untapped but I'm just starting to get a grasp on it and FUCK YEAH I'd top myself.
3. Do you notice yourself downgrading your environment because it's not really where your concerns are?
Yes, and this worries me, since environment is the first prerequisite of consciousness on every level. I am slowly awakening / educating myself to environmental issues. Sure, abusive corporations are part of nature's process, but so are anti-corporate protestors.
4. Is your body going to seed because you're off in some other world, for instance a computer world or a TV world?
Yep. I spend almost all of my waking time either on subways or in front of a computer since I was conditioned early on to see it as an empowering tool. Not so easy to believe in 2004 (and did anybody see the news yesterday that computers officially make you blind?) I finally joined a gym a couple of months ago but stopped going as much after I dropped a free bench press on my neck and fucked up my voice! Luckily I can't bench shit cause I'm a skinny twerp, so I didn't die!!
5. Do you subscribe to the core beliefs of Marxism, Christianity, or Platonism?
All of the above but only because they make up so much of the fundament (almost all of the fundament, really) of Western culture. I think Marxism is as short-sighted and still tends to see human beings as defined solely by their labor, which as anybody posting here would agree, I imagine, is a tad, uh, wrong? I still adhere to the idea of a "consciousness shift," of a "coming to consciousness" and the idea that we can just STOP this game of civilization one day, though, and the idea that people should have complete power over their lives and should seize the mode of production wherever and whenever possible. And the political left that I have found myself on is of course grown from the topsoil of Marxist analysis.
I wasn't raised religious and only went to church once or twice; the one time I did go in which I was impressionable was to a Unitarian Christmas service. Recently I took an online "what religious beliefs do you hold" quiz and came up with a 100% match for Unitarianism. Kinda makes you wonder. I utterly rejected the idea of religion early on, thinking it oppositional to science and therefore intelligence, but currently find myself totally agreeing with the idea that there does seem to be a universal Christ essence, a force of salvation, and find nothing to disagree with in the "non-literal" meaning of the texts of the world's monotheistic religions, especially Christianity - where I differ is I think that they were talking about an ACCESS POINT to something much bigger.
Platonism is probably the closest to me heart - my intellectual curiosity is almost wholly founded on discovering the hidden essences of things - the lust for SECRET meanings which might be one interpretation of a bit of Plato, and all that Qabalah don't help.
6. When was the Golden Age, and when will utopia come?
The Golden Age is childhood. Utopia is coextant with this time frame and accessable at any moment that you stop preventing yourself from doing so.
7. Do you accept personal authorship of your own parallel worlds, or know the names of the people who designed them? Or do you call them 'objective'?
The acceptance of personal authorship, and moving away from pre-fab realities, is the name of the game but is an arduous and ongoing process - at least until you remember to do it by playing and not working! I only call them objective when I'm arguing with other people and trying to prove that I'M RIGHT!
8. Do you find yourself using the word 'timeless' when you praise things?
Yes, that's the ultimate praise I think, but it's not often I give it.
9. What would a world in which people wholly accepted the present as 'all there is' be like? Better, or worse?
The zen fascists say yes dammit!!! I'm from California. I don't have to answer this question on principle.
10. How will these questions change if physicists discover the Higgs Boson or 'god particle'? (Beware, trick que-whoooooooooooosh OMG, where am I?
I don't fucking know! What am I, good at math?!? |
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