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Gah! I think you take a far too intellectualised approach to interacting with all this magic bollocks, mate.
This is how I frame it myself:
YHVH is God. It is an unpronounceable name, perhaps because it is not really the name of a specific anthropmorphised entity but a formula that describes a process. This process is the universe. Therefore, in terms of Quabbala, the universe and "God" could be considered the same object.
"Jehovah" and "Yahweh" are attempts at a phonetic interpretation of the word YHVH. One possibility is that somewhere along the line a personality formed around this name, or was attributed to it, or it got syncretised and conflated with a vengeful Near Eastern desert God, or any number of possibilities. I don't know, I doubt very many people do.
My own perspective on "religion" is both Monotheistic and Polytheistic. I have relationships with many Gods and Goddesses that represent and personify specific aspects of reality, these could be approached as the Saints, the Lwa, the Orixa, the Norse Gods, the Sephiroth of the Tree of Life, or whichever working model you prefer.
I also worship one GOD that is above everything else because it IS everything else. God, as I personally choose to understand the concept, is a word that describes everything. It's our reality, the universe, everything there is, all of us, all of our ancestors, all of the Gods and Goddesses, Spirits and Demons, Monkeys and Monsters, Pirates and Ninjas, the whole system, the entirity of the Tree of Life from Malkuth to Kether and beyond. There is no part of us that is not of God. Everything that is, is divine.
It makes no sense to me to have a monotheistic God that isnt, by definition, the sum total of everything there is. And I don't find that position incompatible with polytheism. I can't really think of YHVH as a God in the same way that, say, Odin is a God. I think of YHVH as the sum total of everything expressed as a simple formula. Vengeful Old Testament smiting aside, I choose not to engage with the concept in those terms. It's falling into the trap of a literal interpretation of the mysteries contained within the Bible, and I prefer not to operate from a magical worldview that resembles Garth Ennis's run on Hellblazer. I don't attribute any personality or moral compass to the concept of YHVH. I think of it as a formula. An equation.
This is what it means: Yod He Vau He.
Go off and study what each of those words mean, and specifically what they mean in sequence. Look at the correspondences attributed to them, the animals, numbers, tarot card attributions, and so on. This will give you an understanding of YHVH as a concept, and how it is a formula, or model, for trying to gain an understanding of the universe and its processes. Learn everything you can about the formula YHVH. Meditate on it deeply. If the formula "Yod He Vau He" is "the name of God", what do you understand from that? Vibrate the words in your own body using methods such as the LBRP, the Middle Pillar, and the excercises in the Regardie book (feel free to ignore the cheesy cash-in Chic and Tabatha Cicero stuff). Feel the formula in your own body. Treat it as a living communion with the universe, with the divine essence of reality, with, for want of a better word, God. If you want to understand the mysteries of YHVH you have to work it, engage with it, put the hours in, make it come alive for you. Go off and do that, and report your results and experiences here. |
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