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Banishing & addiction

 
 
eye landed
22:40 / 25.06.04
First of all, I know some of you use banishing rituals like a cup of tea or a tooth brush. But I only use them to open and close rituals. If I dont banish, its not a ritual (and thus not ritual magick). On the other hand, I can make a magick ritual of dancing at a club or writing a BB post if I banish fore and aft.

While I usually use a GD pentagram to deliniate my magick, nearly anything can be seen as a banishing ritual. For my immediate purpose, Ill discuss drugs.

Taking a drug requires an opening ritual: smoking, eating, drinking, injecting, snorting, and then waiting, or whatever. This is why drugs are so powerful: because nearly everyone 'believes' that they are stepping onto the astral plane when they take a drug. But drugs rarely close their ritual; rather they just peter out (or you pass out). I think this is why drugs are dangerous, and this is why its easy to develop an unhealthy relationship with them.

Ive been doing some sloppy magick recently. Specifically, Ive been making tribute to incarna through drumming and singing. Since its been experimentation without purpose, I havent been banishing. But Ive had incredible results, like sensory communication with invisibles and feelings of possession (riding), which is pretty new to me.

Unfortunately, Ive noticed certain addictive characteristics popping up, like I feel ill or drained when I dont drum. Obviously, Im going to start banishing my drum rituals immediately.

I noticed the same thing a while ago when I was doing some chakra meditation, and previous to that when I was using Qi Gong. I feel great when I do these exercises, but I feel worse than ever when I skip them.

There could be a perfectly good 'scientific' explanation, just like Ive heard about chiropractors (which Ive never tried): that they loosen tensions youre not used to, but they have to reloosen them regularly or youll tense up again and feel worse for having been better.

But Im just interested in the implications of addiction to rituals. Does everyone get addicted to magick when it starts to work properly? What can I do about it? Just ride it out and get used to it? Or can I improve my banishing schedules?

Since Ive noticed some of you talking about banishing a few times a day just to keep yourselves in line, Im worried about becoming addicted to banishing itself. But right now I feel incredibly neurotic, since I need to do all these magick spells just so I can get up in the morning. Is it possible Ive been possessed or cursed? (This is all within the past few months; in fact I can trace it to a particular experience when I identified with a particular godform. I can explain it a little if anyone picks up on this.)

Id also like to hear about banishing rituals (or equivalent) derived from voudou tradition, or African, North American, or Australian traditions. Basically, something I can use within a polyrhythmic shamanist mode (if that makes any sense).
 
 
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04:53 / 26.06.04
But right now I feel incredibly neurotic, since I need to do all these magick spells just so I can get up in the morning. Is it possible Ive been possessed or cursed?

I wouldn't have thought so. Have you tried replacing it on some mornings with just meditation? That might help by making you feel relaxed and centered without having to go through all of the ritual stuff, then if you want you could try alternating between the two each morning or something.
 
 
Joetheneophyte
07:54 / 26.06.04
interesting post. I am a lazy bugger and I never stick to anything but what you describe and discuss does indeed sound like what Chiropractors achieve

Wilhelm Reich was not a chiropractor but he used body massage and applied painful pressure to the patients' body to alleviate mental and sometimes physical problems. He characterised this as removing the 'character armour' (if you already know all this I apologise)

Anyway, I have read how people have felt wonderful after an 'Orgone'/Reichian therapy session .....only for their defences to re-align themselves days later. Suddenly old maladaptive thought patters re-assert themselves and the body starts tensing up as defences are again set in place in the body

Reich's theory was that we have life energy or Orgone (to me this seems identical with the oriental idea of Chi and what you bring into yourself when performing the middle pillar exercise)

If these energies are all one and the same then I can see how doing these magickal exercises could become addictive. Presumably the input of energy when performing an invoking pentagram would result in your energy levels being boosted

Even if you are banishing ......ie performing clockwise pentagrams, you are clearing your area and this could only have a positive effect on your environment and hence your mental and physical state. I can see how this would be addictive. Donald Michael Kraig , the author of Modern Magick (he is mostly a ceremonial Magician but his books struck me as informative and I enjoyed it) believes that as you become more proficient in Magick, your aura become more attractive and visible to what he calls Astral nasties. These he describes as not so much malevolent but almost vampiric entitities that are attracted to your increasing energy levels and drain you as a result. He even admits that the only way to get rid of them is to keep doing the rituals/ exercises (such as the Middle Pillar Exercise) until your aura becomes too pure for them to cling to and they go and find a weaker aura to latch onto OR stop all magickal work and hope your aura loses it's sparkle and they get insufficient energy from you, and leave (not a great option)

Whether you believe in the literal existence of such entities is up to you. It is just as easy to use the psychological model and say that as your energy level increases (like Reich believed) the body goes through a defensive procedure.....in between sessions and until a major breakthrough was achieved in therapy, patients undergoing Reichian therapy would achieve minor breakthroughs and then their old behaviours would reassert thmesleves and the patient would feel terrified or deflated. Maybe that is what is happening to you

You might be dislodging old maladaptive traumas and feeling top of the world and then as your energy level drops between magickal acts.....the dislodged and energy consuming thought process reasserts itself and you feel like shit as a result (we all have some mental baggage bubbling away)

So whether you believe in the existence of Astral nasties or psychological complexes, either way, you seem to be suffering from something in-between rituals

By the way, you mention pentagrams .....do you invoke of a morning and banish of a night or banish all the time?

Some authorities say you should banish morning and night until you are sufficiently versed in magick (whcih you appear or seem to be with the drumming etc you have been employing)
Then they claim that you can invoke the 5 powers (earth, air, water, fire and spirit) of a morning and do a banishing of a night to allow you to go to sleep

I am going to start another thread in a minute or two about drumming (something I am totally unfamiliar with) as I have a few questions and you maybe able to help me out there

to finish, so what if ritual becomes addictive. If you feel that good, then surely it is worth it. You have already proved that you are a great Chaos advocate as you have not allowed yourself to be stuck in one system....you have achieved similar results with various methods and felt the benefits as a result

It is not a drug and thus physically harmful.....you might be addicted but you are addicted to something that to me only seems to be doing you good so in my eyes, keep doing it


Good luck anyway and I enjoyed your thread immensely


Joe
 
 
eye landed
20:14 / 26.06.04
Thanks Joe. There was some useful information in there. Im familiar with Reich, but you made me think of something obvious: my problems might be due to something totally nonmagickal, and my fixation on magick as the problem is actually pointing the way to the solution. Well, in a roundabout way, but I neednt be too explicit.

By the way, you mention pentagrams .....do you invoke of a morning and banish of a night or banish all the time?

Ive never done that. I only use banishing to open and close my circles. If you think this is unwise, tell me why.

Thank you too, Rob Frost, but meditation is one of the rituals I dont want to be dependent on. I consider it an effective if time-intensive banishing (although it is other things too).
 
 
Joetheneophyte
05:44 / 28.06.04
From what I have read (and it is more book learning than from experience) there is nothing wrong with just banishing

It is just that in some books (Donald Michael Kraig's Modern Magick for example)...........one you are familiar with this process they say you can INVOKE the elemental powers of a morning to boost your energy levels


and Banish of an evening , to allow you chance to rest and clear your workplace/aura


I recently read on Occult Forums that in Modern Magick, Kraig gets the North tower or soemthing the wrong way round

Now I have the utmost respect for Mr KRAIG and from personal correspondence with him, I doubt it was his fault if this error occurred. More likely that the printers or the proof readers missed their mark

I am not qualified to offer a judgement as to date, I have only perused his book and performed few of the exercises but as I stated, from my private correspondence with him.....he seems to know his stuff about Ceremonial Magick
(though i admit, I am in no way qualified to offer expert opinion)
 
 
Gypsy Lantern
14:51 / 29.06.04
 
I think "banishing" is a vastly confusing area of magical practice. Personally, I never banish after working magic, because you don't go about banishing the Lwa. Also, a lot of the sorcery I do will tend to be hoodoo based and involve burning candles over a series of evenings. If I banished at the end of one of these sessions I'd be interupting an ongoing operation. I do tend to begin any operation with the LBRP though, as its a great way of formally shifting out of everyday consciousness and demarkating a space where magic will occur. I also think of the LBRP as a devotional thing, for instance in Haitian Vodou its common practice to say the Lord's prayer before calling on the Lwa. I'll perform the Quabalistic Cross and LBRP, as a kind of hoodoo quabala version of the Catholic syncretism.

There are ways and means of winding down a ritual without drawing loud pentacles everywhere, and you might want to look into some of them. For instance, if you have an altar setup and use candles, a good way of winding an evening up is to just nod out the candles, and have a little devotional phrase to give thanks to whatever it is you work with.

Unfortunately, Ive noticed certain addictive characteristics popping up, like I feel ill or drained when I dont drum. Obviously, Im going to start banishing my drum rituals immediately.

Hmmm. That sounds a bit ridiculous, having to formally banish after a drumming session. Why don't you just work out a specific drum beat that you use to close down. Internalise it to the same degree as you have the LBRP, so that you can move seamlessly between ecstatic
drumming and the close down rhythm. There's no reason why your banishing routine couldn't be done entirely on the drum, with a bit of practice.

Ive been doing some sloppy magick recently....I havent been banishing. But Ive had incredible results, like sensory communication with invisibles and feelings of possession (riding), which is pretty new to me.

From where I'm sitting, there's nothing sloppy about that. There's nothing wrong with magic being wild and scary and messy and dangerous. If you want big results, I think you have to go to those places. I don't think you can get up close to things in quite the same way if you put all of the filters and paranoid "occult hygiene" routines of ceremonial magic between you and it. If you're getting incredible results and communicating directly with the Powers then you are doing something right. You just have to learn how to manage it properly, which only comes with time and practice.

I think its good to have a range of banishing routines, rather than a one size fits all ritual. Sometimes you need to pull the LBRP out of the bag, other times you don't, sometimes you need to step things up even further and bring out the white sage, purple candles and "Run Devil Run" oil, other times a cup of tea and a biscuit will sort you out. Part of becoming a good operator is learning how to guage what the situation calls for, and being able to move between worlds with grace and finesse.

I noticed the same thing a while ago when I was doing some chakra meditation, and previous to that when I was using Qi Gong. I feel great when I do these exercises, but I feel worse than ever when I skip them.

Chi Kung is profoundly effective but its a cumulative process. If you set that in motion, get yourself into a regular rhythm of it, and open your body to increased levels of Chi – and then stop – you are going to feel more than a little off kilter. It's powerful internal stuff. I'd say your experiences here have got more to do with it actually working, than any kind of psychological addiction.

Since Ive noticed some of you talking about banishing a few times a day just to keep yourselves in line, Im worried about becoming addicted to banishing itself. But right now I feel incredibly neurotic, since I need to do all these magick spells just so I can get up in the morning.

I'd say this is a different phenomena though. I really rate Donald Michael Kraig's book, and if I had something that explained the western ceremonial trad as clearly as that when I was 14 I think I might have made much faster progress. But in certain ways, I think that whole system is so horrifically fucked up. Sometimes the lines between the western ceremonial tradition, and obsessive compulsive disorder, are painfully thin.

as you become more proficient in Magick, your aura become more attractive and visible to what he calls Astral nasties.... He even admits that the only way to get rid of them is to keep doing the rituals/ exercises (such as the Middle Pillar Exercise) until your aura becomes too pure for them to cling to

Case in point.

I think the LBRP and Middle Pillar are great skills to develop. Very handy to have them in the bag of tricks. But to actually encourage a perspective where invisible vampiric nasties are constantly assailing you, and must be rigorously staved off with daily psychic absolutions, is questionable to say the least.

Some authorities say you should banish morning and night until you are sufficiently versed in magick... Then they claim that you can invoke the 5 powers (earth, air, water, fire and spirit) of a morning and do a banishing of a night to allow you to go to sleep

Again, I think you really have to question whether its necessary to spend vast amounts of time dicking about with all of this. I mean, I could go to sleep perfectly well before, y'know... Having said that, I'd definitely recommend this sort of regime to someone starting out in magic as it's the best/only way to fully internalise these skills, but that's just cos you're doing it every day. Same as if you were learning a musical instrument. I think the whole thing of invoking the elements on a morning and banishing at night can be more than a bit problematic, and lead very easily to obsessive compulsive disorder.

Does the end really justify the means. To be honest, I've never really met a ceremonial magician who has seemed really balanced and sorted because of doing this sort of work. In many cases, quite the opposite. There's a need for managing and regulating the "energies" (by which I mean, states of consciousness, body sensations, released emotional blockages, etc..) you are exposed to in magic, and in life in general, but I prefer to go for something more physical and organic such as martial arts practice, Tai Chi in particular. If you become addicted to martial arts, then at least you're getting a bit of exercise and learning how to kick someones head in as a side product of the work. Another thing with the western trad banishing and invoking routines is that there's practically no end to it. They'd have you banishing and then invoking all the elements with seperate pentagram rituals, then banishing and invoking all the planets with the hexagrams. Every day. If I'm going to spend 3 hours a day standing around drawing geometric shapes in the air, then there'd better be a tangible and bloody good result at the end of it. Who made all of this up anyway? What's the actual source of this material? Is there any precedent for it before the Golden Dawn, or did Mathers develop it? Anyone got a good defence of this aspect of the ceremonial trad?

Id also like to hear about banishing rituals (or equivalent) derived from voudou tradition

Well...you can't exactly dip into Vodou and take what you want, as it doesn't really work like that. It will tend to take over. However, all operations in Vodou and Santeria generally start by making offerings to the Crossroads to open The Gate, and then asking for it to be closed again when you're done. If you have a good relationship with the Crossroads, you don't have to worry so much about a lot of these issues. It's taken care of.

You have already proved that you are a great Chaos advocate as you have not allowed yourself to be stuck in one system....

Grrrr! I'll leave that one, as I don't have time for another big row with anybody this week.
 
 
eye landed
07:47 / 30.06.04
Thanks for sticking to the thread summary, GL!

Ive been so busy considering addiction, depression, and schizophrenia and havent given much thought to obsessive-compulsive disorder. I guess Im going to have to pick up every disorder in the diagnostic and statistical manual. The trick is to play the insanities against one another to keep one from gaining the upper hand.
 
  
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