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Blatant whinging plea for magickal aid.

 
  

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Less searchable M0rd4nt
10:31 / 02.06.04
Dudes and dudettes, I need your help.

Since moving to Spain last year I haven't been able to find a job. I've been pounding the streets, perusing noticeboards, signing up with temp agencies, surfing job sites, approaching bars and cafes, and generally punting out CVs like a sort of snowblower, only with CVs instead of snow, so not much like a snowblower really.

Point is, these tactics--which would have netted me a job within a fortnight back in dear old Blighty--have availed me naught. I'm not fussy about the kind of work I do; I'll happily take cleaning or manufacturing jobs--anything, really. I can't get teaching work because I don't have the qualifications for it, and I can't get qualified because I can't afford the course fees without a job.

I've tried stuff like flypitching (selling jewellery and nicknacks, but no dice. I'm a fairly prolific writer but I just can't seem to crack the pro market.

On the magick front I've tried casting sigils to get work; nothing happened, which is really odd coz sigils seem to work really well for me usually. I've petitioned my guides, but they don't seem to understand about money.

I'm bewildered. I've never put this much energy into a project over this much time and got nothing out before. By now, something should be happening and I don't know why it isn't. So I'm asking you guys for help.

Maybe someone could whip up a quick spell for me, or perhaps help me to see what's blocking my path. Maybe someone can offer me more practical advice. I'm open to any wild ideas you can come up with, no matter how daft they might seem to you. Any kind of income, no matter how small, would be an improvement.
 
 
sine
12:04 / 02.06.04
Sure, MC...I've been doing a great deal of work for others lately, with pretty broad success.

Question: have you got something you could post, some kind of personal sigil, or image, or something people could use to get a lock on you?

Not necessary of course, but useful.
 
 
illmatic
12:21 / 02.06.04
It is bloody strange isn't it? (I've been lurking on your blog, you see). I will do a divination for you and see what it says. I'll PM you.
 
 
Sir Real
13:11 / 02.06.04
My sympathies. I was out of work for over a year and it SUCKED.
Have you tried filling some of the too many hours of the day with some type of volunteer work. Even a couple of hours a week would be helpful. In addition to the obvious karmic benefits, you'd be widening your circle of contacts and just the act of doing something productive can add a bit of confidence to your vibe when going to the next interview.
Good luck.
 
 
Joetheneophyte
13:27 / 02.06.04
go the the GEK thread and ask GEK for help

It cannot hurt and might just produce the results you are after

Sorry I cannot offer anymore practical advice but I am a civil servant and pretty institutionalised so my advice would be worth little in the 'real' world

Good luck


Joe
 
 
XXII:X:II = XXX
03:39 / 03.06.04
This reminds me of my "Need a karma booster" thread from Summer '02. Worked like a charm, so to speak, and showed me a manifestation of magic mirror in the process. Then six months later it yanked me out of the path of a runaway train bearing down on my former employers THE DAY BEFORE it would have become my headache. I haven't felt its influence as strongly since, but I remain confident of its presence.

Come to speak of it, I'm in a similar sitch Thursday afternoon at 1 pm EST, having an interview for an agreeable gig after three months without, and unemployment is beginning to grate on me. Ref: my "Help eBay Keep A Roof Over My Head" thread in Conversation for more on that. Any juju you do that can stack the deck in my favor is most appreciated.

/+,
 
 
Joetheneophyte
11:41 / 03.06.04
Mordant......I apologise profusely


I didn't realise how familiar you are with GEK and on re-reading that thread, I now see ze has helped you on other occassions

I still have faith in the lovely GEK but I am sure you have already tried this avenue and if I have stated the obvious, I apologise


Again, good luck and I sincerely hope that you achieve everythig you are after


Joe
 
 
Gypsy Lantern
12:02 / 03.06.04
Mordant, got shit loads on my plate at the moment so won't realistically be able to give this my full attention until I get on top of things a bit more. If your situation hasn't greatly improved in a couple of weeks I'll see what I can come up with.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
17:37 / 03.06.04
Thanks to everyone for taking the time to respond here--I appreciate it.

Joetheneophyte: Nonono! Don't apologise. That was a perfectly reasonable suggestion. I don't want anyone to sit on an idea because it's "obvious"--at times like this, it's often the obvious that gets overlooked.
 
 
angel
14:11 / 04.06.04
Hey Mordant! This isn't really my area as my magick works in more of a spiritual fashion, but I'm all up and equiped to provide emotional and moral support.

Anytime you feel like a rant or need a pick me up, drop me a line, and I'll also try to remember to keep a closer eye on your journal and offer pom pom waving randomly.

Just one question, that may or may not be useful. If you are not meant to be traditionally working at this time what other things require/need your attention? Is it possible that you are required to do tasks that are not traditionally seen as "proper" work? Ie learning/improving magickal skills/writing skills, supporting partner/friends/family, meeting people who will influence your future life?

I'm not saying the answer will be there for you, but maybe you need to look at things with a different set of filters on.
 
 
gale
16:10 / 04.06.04
Hi Mordant,

This is practical rather than magickal.

If you are interested in a job as a writer, contact every (and I mean every) publishing company, magazine, catalog, ad agency, and anything else you can think of that might use writers. This is regardless of whether or not they are advertising for help.

Ask if they use interns. I know that in the US, most of these types of companies have started using interns and hiring them full time if they're good. If they are doing it over here, they MUST have been doing it for years already elsewhere.

Don't try to get a job writing at first. Do whatever they need, just to get inside. Then, start expressing interest in writing, editing, proofreading--stuff that has to do with words. I have to tell you, writing does not pay well and job security isn't the best, but if you love language and are good at using it, it's worth it.

I truly hope you find something you love and find it soon.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
18:38 / 05.06.04
Thanks again for everyone's advice and well-wishing.

Part of the problem is that my grasp of Spanish is still weak, which limits the kinds of writing work I can get. At the moment I'm focussing on my short fiction (with a smidge of travel-type stuff here and a spot of work on the Dreaded Novel there), and punting it out to various magazines. I'm pretty good at translating written pieces into English from Spanish, but translation work seems to be out coz everyone wants experience. I will try approaching the English language press here, but I don't fancy my chances--I have no real quals. in English apart from a GCSE (B). My background is Electronics.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
11:57 / 07.06.04
PS: An image suitable for use as a focus can be found here.
 
 
FinderWolf
14:08 / 07.06.04
I'm sending you good vibes and good luck, Mordant, and I've been pursuing this thread with interest - looking forward to hearing the good news that you've found work soon! I'll do some work with the sigil you linked also...thanks.
 
 
illmatic
14:16 / 07.06.04
hey Mordant, following Gale's suggestion above, what's the voluntary work scene like out there. Might get you a foot in the door, and improve your Spanish. Not a practical solution admittedly, but just a thought.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
16:12 / 08.06.04
The voluntary work scene... well, it's pretty active as far as I can make out, but most of the organizations seem to require a commitment of six weeks' full-time work, which I can't offer. I'm definately up for that though. I volunteered a lot when I was young and unwaged, and really enjoyed it, so I'll definately try and sort out something.

Something I neglected to mention: Before coming out here, I created two wealth-attractor doobries. I put together a little goody-bag (hematite pebble to draw weath, Euro coin for money, rose quartz to create warm fuzzy feelings in the minds of possible employers), and purchased a hematite bracelet which I purified and charged as a money-magnet.

The bag kept coming mysteriously undone and needing to be put together again and rededicated, and the bracelet snapped not long after the move. I've re-strung it, but I'm not happy with the result. It feels wrong.

Something's missing from both. I plan to hunt down some wealth-associated herbs locally for the bag, and for the bracelet I'll find... something. I'll know it when I see it.
 
 
grant
19:07 / 08.06.04
The bag kept coming mysteriously undone and needing to be put together again and rededicated, and the bracelet snapped not long after the move. I've re-strung it, but I'm not happy with the result. It feels wrong.



Chuck it out.

Send it away.

That's my advice.

Dump it in a crossroads, give it to a stranger, disassemble it, whatever.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
21:22 / 08.06.04
Yeah... these things can go septic. I think I'll unthread the bracelet and use some of the chips in a new talisman, use the rest in jewellery to sell. Wealth must flow.

I think I need to de-Gauss my magick kit.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
04:23 / 25.08.04
Okay. Updateyness and extra pleading.

To combat the no-job-having thing I took an intensive TEFL course, and I'm now in my last week. Most of my lessons have gone okay, but on Monday I gave a really sucky explanation of the present perfect and now my stock is in the gutter.

I give my final lesson today, and for me to have a hope of passing the course it needs to KICK ARSE. Large quantities of arse.

Can someone vibe me? I'm teaching at two, which is about one in the UK. Thanks in adv ect.
 
 
sine
10:25 / 25.08.04
Radiating ass-kick on all wavelengths. Kill 'em.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
10:49 / 26.10.04
Okay, I know it's not really cool to keep doing this but I'm a passionately selfish person. Think of it like a medical problem and be patient with me.

I'm still all no-job-having. I've recently ramped up my efforts, both practical and smelly-and-with-candles but I'm having no luck. Help?
 
 
Gypsy Lantern
11:20 / 26.10.04
I could attempt a reading/diagnosis for you and maybe send a "job luck" bag in the post if you like. I doubt I'll have an opportunity until after halloween though, as it's a busy time of year for me..

In the short term, and particularly as it's the season, I'd recommend setting up a small altar to your ancestors on November 2nd/Day of the Dead, cooking them a decent meal (a plate of food for the altar, and a plate of food for you, both offered so they can enjoy it through you), giving them a fresh glass of water, some whisky or whatever drink feels appropriate, and lighting a white candle to them. Tell them about what's going on in your life, the trouble you're having trying to find work, ask for their blessing, see if they have anything to tell you, and ask them to help you find a job. It's the sort of thing the ancestors tend to take an interest in and can often help out with, and there's no better time of year to ask them. Always worth having them in your corner.
 
 
FinderWolf
13:28 / 26.10.04
Word, Mordant -- good to hear from you again, and thanks for the update. Sending good vibes your way. And the idea about ancestor thanks/worship/requesting aid is very sound indeed.
 
 
FinderWolf
13:31 / 26.10.04
Also, tomorrow night is a full moon - take advantage of that, too.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
13:56 / 26.10.04
Thanks guys. I appreciate the support; this has been a rather isolating business.

Interesting that you should mention the ancestor bit, GL. I've been thinking along those lines myself, since my ancestors have been known to pitch in with advice/info/warnings at times (dreams forwarning me of dying relatives or relatives in some kind of trouble, that sort of thing).

My healers' group is reconvening on Halloween, which seems nicely timed. I may approach them with my problems, since I can also offer something in return.

Also I need to make nice with the local dead people, esp. since I'm now living in the city centre and fairly close to a very big and historic cemetary. Perhaps I should pop along with a drop of something. Whiskey is traditional, of course, but in this instance some of the local brandy might go over a bit better...
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
14:13 / 26.10.04
Oh yeah--I dismantled my old wealth-getting spell-in-a-bag and the bits (which I had cleansed and was planning to get rid of) have now mysteriously vanished. I'm using the approaching full moon to build a spiffy new bag in fetching yellow and with shiny shiny pyrite and stuff. I've also found a shop where I can put my grubby mits on pink'n'green candles and and suchlikes. A small bag of ven dinero powder is currently residing in my wallet, in the hopes that it'll get the idea.
 
 
Gypsy Lantern
14:33 / 26.10.04
A drop of the local brandy and maybe some bread and fruit (or appropriate local produce) at the boneyard sounds like a good option, if you want to get them on side. If you're magically active within very close proximity of a big cemetary, I guess it could arguably have some degree of impact on your practice, even if you're not directly working with its spirits. I'm not sure what trads you work with exactly, but I could probably pass on a few suggestions for how to approach this whilst avoiding the drama of coming home with half the restless spirits of the area stuck on your back.

As far as the job stuff goes, an idea you come across frequently in traditions like Vodou is that persistant blockages of this nature, that resist all attempts at resolving through normal means, can be read as a form of communication from the spirits. Often either a person's ancestors who are hungry and feeling neglected, or a particular Spirit who is trying to get your attention for some reason or other. It can't really hurt to approach the situation from this angle and see what happens. Particularly if you are already getting ancestor contact in dreams and suchlike, maybe they just want fed or want you to integrate what they are offering you more fully into your pratice, or something along those lines. Worth chatting to them about it at the very least.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
10:12 / 27.10.04
I'm not sure what trads you work with exactly

That's a bit of a vexed question. I still mostly work within the whole chaos thing, with help from my imaginary friends and a small side order of hoodoo. Whilst I'm aware of the usual objections to CM, it's pretty much the only system I can work with and not feel like the proverbial stoner-gatecrashing-a-peyote-ritual*. (I feel more than a little awkward using hoodoo stuff, TBH, given the vast gulf between my own advantages and the bitterly oppressed state of its origiators.)

There is a tradition of magickal practice in my family but sadly it fell into abeyance a couple of generations back. I cannot now find much reliable information as to what that practice might have entailed.

In short, I'm pretty much winging it...



*can't recall who came up with that, but it's such a great description!
 
 
Tamayyurt
11:53 / 27.10.04
I will cast a sigil for you as soon as I get home. Also maybe all your efforts aren't woring cause you want it so much? I've noticed that my sigils work best when it's something I don't really care too much about or can wait for.

Anyway, buena suerte buscando trabajo.
 
 
Gypsy Lantern
12:52 / 27.10.04
I feel more than a little awkward using hoodoo stuff, TBH, given the vast gulf between my own advantages and the bitterly oppressed state of its origiators.

You could look at it like that, but on the other hand, the body of knowledge that we've received as "hoodoo" comes from all over the shop. African folk magic, native American herbalism, European witchcraft, 18th Kardekian Spiritism, weird Dutch folk magic, Anglo-Germanic grimoires, the Bible, etc... so it's more difficult to apply the same criticisms of cultural imperialism that you might level at, say, a white western magician practising something like Haitian Vodou.

Whilst the elements of hoodoo were syncretised by practitioners who mostly, although not exclusively, belonged to poor black communities in the American South, it's a more complicated scenario when we're just talking about the magic and not the specific beliefs and specific entities of another culture. You tend to get the same basic mechanics in all cultures, with differing emphasis, and that's why the elements of hoodoo blend together so well.

Hoodoo is all about appropriation, particularly in its approach to texts like the Bible and European grimoires, so the ground becomes a bit murkier. There's also the fact that, despite your current advantaged western position, your own ancestors from the period when hoodoo had it's heyday, might well have had to cope with fairly nasty conditions themselves. For instance, it's more than plausible that a section of my own ancestors lived in abject poverty in the North East trying to scrape together a living down the pits, whilst hoodoo was being formed an ocean away. Which, whilst it obviously lacks the racial dimension of many hoodoo workers experience, was probably no picnic either.

it's pretty much the only system I can work with and not feel like the proverbial stoner-gatecrashing-a-peyote-ritual

Not wanting to turn this thread into the cultural appropriation thread's evil bizarro world twin, with me arguing from completely the opposite perspective to what I'm talking about there, but I do think it is possible to have a healthy relationship with the God/desses and Spirits from cultures other than your own – without neccesarily falling into this trap.

I'd say that half of the battle is in being aware of the issues around it and the implications of what you are doing. You can choose to either gatecrash the peyote ritual like a stoner, or you could approach the situation with as much honesty, integrity and genuine desire to learn as you can, and try to convince those involved (practitioners, Gods, Spirits) that you're willing to do whatever is necessary to broaden your understanding of magic by involvement with them.

There is a tradition of magickal practice in my family but sadly it fell into abeyance a couple of generations back. I cannot now find much reliable information as to what that practice might have entailed.

Have you ever tried any ancestor work to ask them about it? You've potentially got a whole family of powerful ancestral magicians on the other side who could provide you with everything you need to get your family tradition up and running again and working for you, not to mention being having their own collective clout to lend you when the chips are down. If I were in your position, I'd set up a mini-altar somewhere as a focus for talking to them, feed them regularly, and see if the voices start coming through stronger. You never know where it might lead.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
15:09 / 27.10.04
Wow, thanks for all the information! I'll take it on board.

Have you ever tried any ancestor work to ask them about it?

Sort of. I've tried using the same techniques I use to talk to the guides, but the results have been a little vague. Funnily enough I am just on the verge of putting together a mini-altar much as you suggest.
 
 
gale
15:27 / 27.10.04
Mordant, I will also do what I can to send help your way tonight.
Good luck!
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
12:19 / 30.10.04
Imp. Lad: Also maybe all your efforts aren't woring cause you want it so much?

Well, there is a lot of the ol' lust for result floating around, which would tend to put the kibosh on a standard sigil ritual. I'm trying to get round this using a number of different approaches, including a continuous creation method (drawing and redrawing the sigil in one of my special notebooks).
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
13:03 / 02.01.05
Update:

Finally, light at the end of the tunnel! I found this free tiling, plastering and decorating course which I've been on for a couple of months. Also, it looks like I might be getting some translating work. Fingers crossed

What I really need now is to get some ESL students. This shouldn't be too much of a problem now that I'm living in town. A year and a half of job-hunting has rather knackered my confidence, but I reckon I can fake it till I make it.

Thanks again to everyone who has given help and support. 2004 was a rough old year for many of us, I feel.
 
 
Tamayyurt
15:10 / 02.01.05
Congratulations!
 
  

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