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Yeah, I should expect that it'd be useful to have a sigil running in the background to help get a better handle on non-productive compulsive behaviour patterns. A bit of delicate re-programming ticking away directed to shape your habits along certain lines and away from problematic tendencies. You've got nowt to lose.
Although I'd also recommend engaging with these problems at a magical level in a more hands-on way. Try and build a shamanic relationship with the addiction - so that abstinance from the bandits becomes an empowering thing. Your relationship with the machinery of gambling could be the basis for an entire mini-magical system in it's own right. Try and get into contact with the 'spirit' of the slot machines, the one-armed man, three eyes revolving endlessly, mouth of coin, spitting out wishes, three cherries to win, two gold bars and a slice of lemon, play to win, play to win. If you treat the whole complex of behaviours attached to your addiction as part of a relationship with a spirit - which in a very real sense, it is - then that gives you some room to re=negotiate that relationship and turn it into something that works for both parties, and has a positive impact on yur life rather than a negative one. Some food for thought anyway. |
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