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As I write this, I'm am in the midst of a shamanic experience.

 
 
panthergod
01:24 / 27.02.04
For the past few months, I have been exploring different spritualites due to my exposure to the Invisibles series.

Being orignally a comic book fan who is an art-school majoring n animaton I also have a vested interest and hobby in creating superheroic characters how potential future projects, and just for fun.

In my research in spiritualities(note that I've always had an effinity to maythoplogy, religion, things like that, since young childhood), I have been very interested in getting into Chaos Magick, Since it seems like the most free and broad form of magick, and also as I am Interested in meeting the original core archetypes that I fnd within superheroes('m a fanboy; so sue me). I have been VERY interested in the things Grant Said in interviews about channelng the Superman energy. I have particular interest in Superman because I sort of feel an affinity for him becasue I am a Leo
(Lion/Sun sign, and Superman is an incarnation of the Sun God Archetype(from which Jesus, Apollo, Balder, PKD's Valis[and therefore Morrison's Barbelith entity], Osirus and by favorite, Horus/Ra, coime).

Recently, I have been havng lucid visualzations and dreams about the being from which one of my favorite characters, Superman is a modern incarnaton of. In these dreams I saw a Lion/Man like being wth Wings. At first i thought was being influenced by Aslan from the Lion Witch and Wardrobe books, the Narnia series, who is another analog for Christ/Sun God entity).

One thing that has been a mystery to me is who the Sun God being Mithras was. I had read from a book in the local New Age/Magick store thathe was a being who predated Christ yet had nearly the exact same story as him.

Today, about ten minuted ago now as I write this, I had started the first actual research into Mithras himself through Google. I went to this page:http://www.well.com/user/davidu/mithras.html

then scrolled down and saw THIS image:
http://www.well.com/user/davidu/lionhead_jp40.jpg

That something very smilar to what I have been dreaming and imagining in searching for some sort of Sun God/Superman type being for my fictional universe, despite My never ever having seen anythng about Mithras besides reading s that sad he was a Christ analog and the predated it.

To all of you who know anything at all about this kind of stuff:

What in HEAVENS name is going on?

P.S.(I'm completely stoned. Yes, I know that this might mean I'm just tripping, but honestly, I'm a veteran of smoking pot, and things like this don't happen with me usually.)
 
 
panthergod
01:40 / 27.02.04
couple extra things:

years Ago in elementary school, I went to Catholic School from 4th to 6th grade(bad, bad expereince. traumatizng). When I went there, I naturally, leaned about the saints. gravitated towrds St. Michael the most. thing I rember seeing that St. Michael and Mithras were somehow linked.)

(note there are other things that link to this that i wll elborate on earler real weird shit>
 
 
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04:05 / 27.02.04
I'LL TALK TO YOU!!!

Ha, i'm coming from the same place, i came here because of the invisibles and am very interested in chaos magic and the freedom it offers. I think your very lucky to have been having those dreams and i envy you!

Maybe it's some type of guardian angel experience? When you say what in the heavens is going on i have to admit that i don't have a clue really, but maybe you've got an inherent talent for creation and this is your inner self trying to spur you on in some way.

Can't wait to see you post back and also, fictional universe.....art school, animation, comic fan, visions, sounds like a good combination, good luck to you!
 
 
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04:09 / 27.02.04
I don't think i gave enough info : i'm also a comic book fan and i can draw when i'm not so lazy, also i'm studying as much magic/magical history as i can in order to prepare for writing a book.

I had a download the other day on the bus on the way home and recieved the full structure of the story! It was amazing. Just a few changes here and there when i feel i've studied enough magic and hopefully i'll have a book.

I know it may sound a little over-expectant of me to think like this but the basic idea for the setting and characters of this story have been evolving in my mind for about a year now, and to have this was brilliant, i want to make sure that i really have something before i start writing.

Oh, and as for Archetypes, i'm really interested in them too and have had experiences with many of them. Some in fictionsuit aspect, some in the way of allies, (i've lost contact of late so i've been a little miffed of late) and some in the form of my anima, who coincidently lambasted me tonight for something but i don't care, i'm just happy she's back, maybe she can be my guide.

Shit, i just remembered, this may seem crazy but it my totem animal is actually a black panther. Now is that crazy or what?
 
 
Z. deScathach
05:37 / 27.02.04
You're getting symbols arising from your deep self. Cool stuff, and very useful..... It'll probably take awhile for you to figure out how to integrate, but you will. Relax and enjoy!
 
 
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07:39 / 07.03.04
What the hell happened to this dude?

He sounded really interesting and then never posted back.

Darn.
 
 
FinderWolf
20:39 / 08.03.04
Come back, panthergod!
 
 
panthergod
17:07 / 16.03.04
I'm back people. sorry. I've been on Spring break and haven't been able to get online for a long while.

thanks everyone for your input,

gotta go to class now but i'll be back soon with some weird -ass stories/ expereinces.
 
 
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17:13 / 16.03.04
Nice one.
 
  
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