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I keep a sceptical eye on books, certainly books I’m trying to learn out of. I’ve buggered things up several times over the years by trying to hold on or replicate the preconceptions I’ve built up from reading something, so I try to be a bit flexible or sceptical towards things people have written. I think magic is such a personal area, that you’re better off cultivating that kind of attitude. If two people do the same exercise will they always have similar results? Map is not the territory and all that. The more didactic and rigid a book is the less likely I am too take it seriously. I also have problems with systems like this as well – for instance the Grades of the Golden Dawn – I can’t see how something as loose, fluxing and downright strange as consciousness can be tied to this kind of system of permanent and measurable attainments, in the same way no one book or system is going to give you what you’re looking for, no matter what it says on the cover. Unless you adapt it and make it your own. “Write your own qabalah” as AC said.
There is another category of books though which are those that are trying to suggest something without stating it explicitly Spare’s writing would be included here, as would Kenneth Grants- in fact, most “mystical” writing in general. Though Stuff like this is an acquired taste, sometimes, and doesn’t yield to our demand for easy answers.
I read somewhere once that it’s best just to have a core of a dozen books that you refer to over and over again, finding new depths each time, It being better to know a few things well, than a lot of things shallowly. This is certainly something I’ve found true, I have a number of texts I read over and over and almost always get something out of. It’s as these books have become part of my creative process. . However, I haven’t stuck to the prescription about only keeping a dozen books, I’m far too much of a bibliophile for that.
I also have a weird fascination with lists of exercises, probably because I like to imagine myself doing them. This leads to me fetishising self-help books and always leafing through them in bookshop, even if I don’t buy them (honest). Less said about that the better. Would write more but it’s Friday night and I’m going down the pub. |
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