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Spyder comes out of a closet!

 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
01:35 / 16.09.03
So, I'm going to be completely honest with everyone from now on. And, each time I post here, I'll add a statement about myself. I'll even answer questions people have for me.
So, to begin, I love conflict. I thrive off of it. I even engineer situations just so I can confront sombody by it. It doesn't matter who's right or who wins, as long as there's a fight. Until next time.
 
 
Nietzsch E. Coyote
01:46 / 16.09.03
Because fights lead to change. To evolution. To organization at a higher level. And because at least fights are passionate in the passionless little lives we live. Our little polygon within the circle.

Do you YAhoo?
 
 
000
07:06 / 16.09.03
Nervous, nervous.

Definition of 'Yahoo' from pre-1950s dictionaries: A bestial person.

Do you Yahoo?
 
 
Jester
07:26 / 16.09.03
You know, I've been experimenting with this utter honesty thing on and off for the last year, online and, more sporadically, offline. It's terribly satisfying, I've been finding. And a huge and utter relief. It's very difficult though. I think the main thing it's taught me is that I didn't know how complicated the truth, or whatever, was.
 
 
illmatic
07:32 / 16.09.03
Well, if your in the mood for answering questions how about this one - to what degree is an attachment to conflict just a mask for something else? Isn't a bit like "being a hard man"? ie. A mask for insecurity and/or other stuff?

What I mean is - if you're going to be brutally honest with all of us, take a chance a bit more, put yourself on the line a bit. Tell us something that, potentially, exposes you.
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
14:23 / 16.09.03
I do indeed yahoo. Alright, Illmatic, I'll expose myself. I have a weird fetish for Russian accents and I think public nudity should be allowed at all times. I like cheesey romances that make you want to barf. I enjoy self mutilation. And I don't thnk Sean Connery is that sexy.

Also, I find myself intoxicated by the notion that none of this is real and I'm someone else's idea. My god is my author.

17 & 1/2 days until B><3D...
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
22:09 / 16.09.03
Damn it. Because I'm selfess and full of my self, I want people to respond to my thread. So, respnd to my brutal honesty, all of you!!! Because, if you don't, I will simply piss and moan here until either someone does or I simply get bored with myself. And I hate getting bored with myself. So post here, please?

10 minutes til I go eat dinner.
 
 
gingerbop
22:35 / 16.09.03
Public nudity? even when it's cold?

Does Quorn play a major role in your life? Have you been to mexico? What colour is your duvet cover, and who is currently sleeping under it? Have you ever done or considered voluntary work? Why are you called Spyder, and what method did you have of chosing the colours after your name?
 
 
Linus Dunce
23:43 / 16.09.03
And where is "Anti-Amerika"?
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
01:47 / 17.09.03
Ah, excellent! Now I shall whine less. I suppose when it's cold we could all where invisible coats. They're busy makeing them in Japan. No, I'm afraid Quorn doesn't. Haven't been to Mexico, but I have visited Hell. Does that count? I wanted to make a joke, but I'd have to lie to do it, so I actually don't own a duvet cover to my knowledge. Have done the volantary thing. I'm the Spyder because when I was six I realized my real name was Spyder. It works like this: you have no choice what you're named (barring certain legal measures), so why should you use the name others impose upon you. So, my real name is Spyder. My other name is just my fictionsuit for the outside world. green, black, and orange are the colour negatives for red, white, and blue. It goes with the anti-amerika thing. Anti-Amerika is a place inside my head. It's sort of a reverse american way kind of facist state, with one compotent leader running everything wisely. It's a simulator I programed into my head so I could watch and see what happens.

I dislike pasta. Every kind of pasta. Call me a frak if you wish.
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
23:31 / 17.09.03
Damn you people! This was at the very bottom of Conversation. That simply will not do. If no one else posts here I'm just going to whine more, so stop ignoring me already! Anyway. I'm going to admit more things.

I became a vegitarian just to be obnoxious and prove someone wrong!
I eat way to much cheese!
I hate the colour yellow!
I enjoy Keanu Reeves movies!
I think Anti-abortioners are foolish pansies!
I enjoy kinky things!
And I still don't understand westerns!

16 days ttil B><3D...
 
 
000
16:25 / 18.09.03
Kinky things are better when you eat the proper food. Would you like to know more?

While I'm waiting, I'll fart in your general direction.
 
 
000
16:26 / 18.09.03
But, honesty is good, so it was only a little fart.

i will now go and fart on haus.
 
 
gingerbop
17:51 / 18.09.03
Spyder- from you last post, you=me. Quite scarily so. Except the vegetarian thing was only party because of that, and party coz a guy i liked brainwashed me, and i havent been able to face meat since.

Why dont you move to the far east?
 
 
Jack Fear
17:55 / 18.09.03
Triple-0, what's gotten into you today? You're like a two-year-old who's just discovered the word "poopie."
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
00:45 / 19.09.03
000, I always want to know more. Gingerbop, darling I'd love to. Someday I probably shall. Jack, post about me, not 000.

Confession: I'm of Swedish origin.

15 days and counting...
 
 
Kit-Cat Club
10:54 / 19.09.03
These honest confessions of yours are not up to scratch, Spyder old thing. I mean - if you're going to tantalise us all with claims about honesty and confessions, surely you should be confessing (hoestly of course) something a little more, well, dangerous than hating the colour yellow? What's depraved or shameful about that?

You should be telling us the really dark stuff, like how you put bleach in granny's porridge when you were 10 so that you could get your inheritance and use it to buy the Barbie Fantasy Castle. Otherwise what's the point?
 
 
000
17:45 / 19.09.03
I can’t tell you more right now beause the pyschic storm that is currently occurring has blocked myany of my channels. There are toomany deja vu and synchronicities when things start to calm down I will be better equipped to tell you the secrets of proper eating. in the meantime start drinking purefied or mountai water.

I will confess that sometimes I miss having laila around, but we had to go our ways it was part of the cause.
 
 
Nietzsch E. Coyote
17:58 / 19.09.03
What now 000?
I only drink purified water and rain water.
Do you think fluoridation is a commie plot now?

Spider: "I always want to know more"...
That is a scary sentence.
I want everyone to sit for a moment and think about the implications of THAT meaning construct.
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
19:46 / 19.09.03
It is a scarry sentence. But it is also true. I want to know everything about everything, even though it will drive me even more mad than I already am.
Alrighty, 000, I can wait until things call down a bit. And because KCC demanded it:
When I was 8 and my mother babysat a bunch of kids, I got one of them to give us all the finger. Just because it amused me. He got in a shit load of trouble.
My best friend (until he moved away when I was 12) had two little sisters who liked to run around naked, and I enjoyed watching.
I like killing bugs. Any kind. Since I'm an arachnid and all....
I find vampyrism very erotic.
I have always had a dislike for most chinese food. I don't know why.
Years ago, a friend of mine and I created a chemical compound using every house hold cleaner we could find, and tested it on his dog. Ah, childhood...

14 and 1/4 days...
 
 
gingerbop
21:42 / 19.09.03
Where do you live again? Really.. cause i need to stay away from there.
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
01:37 / 20.09.03
About 2 and a half hours south of Chicago. Again, it's all Kit-Cat's fault. Blame her. We all have dark secrets.
I don't like bananas.
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
22:31 / 20.09.03
Damn it, no ones posting here again. How am I going to feel better about myself if you people don't respond to me?

I have only attemped suicide once, and only then as a way to get someone to admit something to me.

13 days...
 
 
gingerbop
22:45 / 20.09.03
I dont ask, because you keep making statements which could be coming from my own mouth. I do not like bananas either. Though im not capable of such an extent of emotional blackmail. Im unsure about chinese food- the sweet and sour is never sweet or sour enough. Hmmm.

Would you, personally, like to join my campaign of making lots of little babies and making the western world a more youthly place, and so we dont have to pay pensions? Tis a cunning plan.
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
22:58 / 20.09.03
Eh, I got nothing better to do. sure, I'll join!

I enjoy joining things when I have no idea what its going to lead to. I never understood why.
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
16:41 / 22.09.03
This was on page 2 today. That is completely unexeptable to my self esteem boost. Therefore I'm moving this back to the top right now, so hopefully someone besides me will respond.

I feel more important when threads I create are at the top.
11 and a half days now...
 
 
Nietzsch E. Coyote
03:34 / 23.09.03
I feel more important when threads I create are at the top.

*cough* start more interesting threads.

Wait did Ginger bop just proposition you? you lucky dog you!
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
12:36 / 23.09.03
She did indeed. However, she hasn't responded to this post since I said yes, which makes me sad.

I tell people I get a lot less sleep than I really do, even if I do have a tendency for walks at 2 am in the morning.

10 and 3/4s now til my imaginary holiday.
 
 
gingerbop
20:40 / 23.09.03
Im sorry, my dear. Once miracles of science come about, we can have lots of babies together. Until then, perhaps they should be separate. Wow, have I started a cult?

Who the hell is 'I c d U 2'? Not fond of name-changing shinnanigans.
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
23:23 / 23.09.03
He used to be Coyote, my dear. He's not anymore. Things change. And cults have been started from less.

Spyder is not found of joining cults, but if a culformed that worshiped Spyder.... well, that would be different, wouldn't it? Oh, the hypocrisy...
 
 
Spyder Todd 2008
00:52 / 26.09.03
Again with this being on Page 2! Hmmm... well, this shall be the last time I post in here when nobody has responded to what I say, for my patience doesn't care this much. However, I will start a new post soon for my imaginary holiday, just 8 days away now...
 
  
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