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I fucking hate my best friend mix tape

 
 
Jack Denfeld
06:10 / 06.06.03
Anyone know any good songs for a "I fucking hate my best friend's guts and want to strangle her!" mood? My brain is not working properly right now and I can't think of any.
 
 
Old brown-eye is back
08:05 / 06.06.03
FFF by Public Image Ltd is a good snotty 'you bastard' song. Positively 4th Street by Bob Dylan - "You've got a lot of nerve to say you are my friend...." Thank You Friends by Big Star is a nasty song. How Do You Sleep by John Lennon. A bit specific I know, but full of bile none the less. The one off of Lenny Kaye's Nuggets with the chorus that goes 'You aint no friend of mine/You've been putting me on all this time."

Not that I've given this a lot of thought or anything.....
 
 
Kit-Cat Club
08:12 / 06.06.03
'Hypocrite' by Lush. Can't go wrong with Miki Berenyi.
 
 
William Sack
08:58 / 06.06.03
"Oh Shit" by The Buzzcocks.
 
 
No star here laces
09:28 / 06.06.03
Whodini - "Friends"

"And now you're kinda cold to the people you meet
Cause of something that was done to you by some creep
But nevertheless, I'll say it again
That these are the people that we call friends"

Geto Boys - "Mind playing tricks on me"

"The more I swung the more blood flew
Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared, too
Then I felt just like a fiend
It wasn't even close to Halloween
It was dark as fuck on the streets
My hands were all bloody, from punchin on the concrete
God damn, homie
My mind is playin tricks on me"

Biggie - "Warning"

"I didn't say them, they schooled me to some niggaz
that you knew from back when, when you was clockin minor figures
Now they heard you blowin up like nitro
And they wanna stick the knife through your windpipe slow
So - thank Fame for warnin me cause now I'm warnin you
I got the mac nigga tell me what you gonna do"

Tupac - "All eyez on me"

"I bet you got it twisted you don't know who to trust
So many playa hating niggaz tryin to sound like us
Say they ready for the funk, but I don't think they knowin
Straight to the depths of hell is where those cowards goin"

Always work for me...
 
 
Danzig: He Pitys the Fool!
09:40 / 06.06.03
Rage against the Machine - Killing in the Name

Self explanatory!
 
 
Kit-Cat Club
11:48 / 06.06.03
Also 'Alameda' by Elliott Smith. I always read it as being self-excoriating, but you could easily turn that around.
 
 
rizla mission
13:47 / 06.06.03
opening with Shellac's 'Prayer to God' should do the trick pretty nicely.

And then a whole load of horrible shit from Whitehouse, Oxbow, Merzbow, Big Black etc.
 
 
Poke it with a stick
14:52 / 06.06.03
The Coup - Piss on your grave.
(Found, disturbingly, on a free CD from Loaded. I'm not proud)
 
 
Shrug
15:04 / 06.06.03
I suppose it could be included- PJ Harvey- Catherine De Barra. While some of the lyrics may not convey hate "I envy the road, The ground you tread under, I envy the wind, Your hair riding over, I envy the pillow, Your head rests in slumber, I envy to murderous envy your lover" could be included for the line
"'Till the light shines on me, I'll damn to hell every second you breath".
 
 
Jack Fear
15:15 / 06.06.03
Well, there's "I Hate You," by the Monks...

But fuck-off songs really don't come much more vitriolic than Richard Thompson's "Put It There, Pal".
 
 
gergsnickle
16:06 / 06.06.03
Thank You Friends by Big Star is a nasty song.

Is it? I always thought this was a sincere thank you from Mr. Chilton to all the people who helped him through that difficult timee period during Sister Lovers...I will have to go back andd listen more closely

Perhaps "Friend You Got To Fall" by Hüsker Dü?
 
 
—| x |—
02:54 / 07.06.03
Geez, what started out as a small response turned into a whole afternoon project! I must admit, Jack, this certainly has triggered something I me, and I thank-you for the opportunity to express it. So I’ve quite a list here, and I’ve included the lyrics for those not familiar with the songs. Most of the songs likely apply to your situation more or less directly, while a few will depend on the degree of intimacy in the relationship—use yer own discretion, ‘natch! I’ve also broken it up into categories, starting with:

Heavy, Aggressive & Strong

Revenge by nomenasno from Sex Mad / You Kill Me.

you've spread your wings and learned to fly
you've tried and tried and now you've succeeded
well, that's too bad, that's too bad, that's too bad
I’m alive, that's too bad, that's too bad
open your eyes, revenge, open your eyes
revenge, open wide

you've fooled them once, you've fooled them twice
they think you're nice but no, you're just clever
that's too bad, that's too bad, that's too bad
my friend, that's too bad, that's too bad
this is the end, revenge, you die, you die
revenge,

you want to know why? you want to know why?
you die? you die? you want to know why?
you want to know why? you die! you die!
that's too bad, that's too bad, that's too bad, I’m alive
that's too bad, that's too bad, I will survive
and the band played some good'ole
rock'n'roll

what I want most in the whole wide world
is a girl just a girl one who will keep me
from losing my mind one who will keep me
from losing my mind and she'll be the best
girl in the whole wide world she'll be the
best girl in the whole wide world
revenge you die! you die! you die!

revenge.

Joyful Reunion by nomeansno from 0 + 2 = 1.

I don’t buy your explanations
Your short sighted expectations
Stop complaining, I don’t care

I told you the way it had to be
I will fuck with you
If you try to fuck with me
So don’t try it

Look at this face, I’m the one you love
The white light of truth from heaven above
An angel of shit, fucker

It’s no road to ruin
Not a final solution
Just the grand execution
Of our Joyful Reunion

You squeezed the world in the palm of your hand
But when it lay in pieces
Did you give a damn?
Why should you?

Don’t play dumb and don’t ask why
With a blink of my eye you are cut and dried
And hung up –bye, bye

It was here, where did it go
I don’t know, I don’t know
Anything any more

In this ball of confusion
Through these painful convolutions
There’s no clear-cut solution
Just a Joyful Reunion

What are you trying to escape
Your name calls me
Your mirror is my gate
Smash, through the looking glass, fucker

I am your hated enemy
The friend that makes you start again
Just when you thought it was finally the end

Hit me hard, tear me apart
To rise again is my special art
You can’t kill me

With all the things that cut me down
Shake, brake, mutilate – grind me into the ground
I’ll grow up again with first rain, just the same

We will raze the institutions
Make all new resolutions
Rebuild constitution
For that Joyful Reunion

All Lies by nomeansno from Wrong.

Lies are the words I use
When you look up hopefully
All of the things that we feel
Are a trick, a fantasy
What is the end?
Is it love I pretend?
It’s calling, It’s calling
And I’m falling, I’m falling
And she said pray to me, pray to me
All the love you see, it comes from me
She said pray to me, pray to me
All the love you see, it comes from me
She said I see, I see, I see, I see
She said pray to me, pray to me
Pray to me, pray to me, but it was

All lies, a pack of lies, it was all lies
Why don’t you fuck of and die
It was all lies a pack of lies
It was all lies, all lies

Lies are the light and hope
In your eyes as they shine on me
Tie up my hands with your chains
They are bound to set me free
I’m singing, I’m singing
And o that I’m clinging
The word that I say
Only drag me away
And I say pray to me, pray to me
All the love I see comes from me
I say pray to me, pray to me
All the love I see belongs to me

I said I see, I see, I see, I see
I said pray to me, pray to me
Pray to me, pray to me, but it was

All lies...

Lies are the hopes and the chains
That have dragged me here to you
All the hopes and these chains
I will gladly share with you

It’s raining, it’s pouring
The old man is snoring
It’s raining it’s pouring
And I’m falling, I’m falling
And she said pray to me, pray to me
All the love you see, it comes from me
He say pray to me, pray to me
All the love I see belongs to me
He said I see, I see, I see, I see
He say pray to me, pray to me
Pray to me, pray to me, but it was

All lies..

Real Love by nomeansno from 0 + 2 = 1

Real love is scary
You try to hide when it looks for you
You never know what it will do
Not real love
Not real love
Real love is a long stone bed, he said his face a mask of indifference
And it don't care about me or you
Not real love
Not real love

Real love on a sunny day is a crow on a telephone pole with something to say
And you feel like someone has just walked on your grave
That's real love That's real love
The glory of love The glory of love
That precious rain that falls from above
First a gentle murmur that calls from the heart
And then a great wind that will blow you apart
That's real love
That's real love

Like a ghost it will pass right through you
A spirit that lives on when you are through
And there is nothing that you can do
The wind in the trees
The smell of wet leaves
The rumble of a passing truck
A streak of blood
Please forgive me for what I’ve done to you
And lord forgive me for what I m going to do
In the name of...

Real love is scary
You try to hide when it looks for you
You never know what it will do
And it don't care about me or you
And there is nothing you can do about real love anyway,
That's what I heard a crow say but who cares what a crow say anyway?
Especially about something, something, something so strictly personal (real love)
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
That wind on your face
You can get down on your knees and pray
But nothing that you do or say will make it go away (real love)
It's like thunder,
Like lightning the way
You love me the way you love me
The way you love me it's frightening

Step On Chameleon by Drive Like Jehu from their self-titled album.
You wanna’ fist, you wanna’ ride,
go to school so you can hide,
step on the bus be rewarded,
get off last & yer retarded,
last off, last in line,
chameleon doin' fine,

second hand will tick,
pancake batter gettin' thick,
cut my finger on a butter knife,
watch the blood flow down just like
the blood I see on yer hands.

Bloody foot print swollen tongue,
scaly skidmark better run,
bitter swallow get you numb.
What is gold? Silverbullets.

Do You Compute by Drive Like Jehu from Yank Crime.
Do you compute?
I think you do
don't need it proven
don't wanna’ listen
don't need a tour of the pieces I’m missing
as if you were put here to straighten us out
and everything you said was being written down
you weren't and it isn't and nobody's listening,
and nobody gives a fuck what you go do with your life

ff = 66 by Jawbox from For Your own Special Sweetheart.

(he invites this dark he lives by instinct with fears that are not fears but prickles of ecstasy)

this code is cracked
I don’t expect whatever I spat out to stick
awash in the signs, sick from the lack
spliced in spliced in
second-hand words and screen for skin
forcing out sounds facing outside
again

reified and refined blurring every line
just want a way not to be what gets sold to me

ff = 66
explains
you’re sick spins on the axis of promises and
lick lack luck reveals all tricks

reified and refined blurring ever line
just want a way not to be what gets sold to me

(repeat)

ff = 66 ff = 66 six
six feet deep in the irony
you’ll see the light it’s getting bigger.

Pound by Arcwelder from Xerxes.
with Bill Graber and (Scott Macdonald)

Take down
And now take along
What you can't now

And sorens eyes
Good for value prize
Where's your head now

40 times
Maybe 50 times
Where's your heart now

Compromise
If you can find the time
Where's your pride now

(When I walk out the door it'll be a sunny day
And the breeze floating by blowing worries away
From my mind
I feel fine)

[in the following Bill and (Scott) are singing at the same time]

Come around (All of the fear and the paranoia)
Maybe half a pound (All of the stress is unhealthy for ya’)
Where's the sky now (All of the pain and the aggravation)
(All of the grind and the desperation)
Cut it down til (If you want heat you should start a fire)
you feel proud (If you want hope you should fuel desire)
Where's your thoughts now (If you want help you should try to find it)
(Forget the pride that you leave behind it)
Hit it and quit (All of the fear and the paranoia)
While we still can (All of the stress is unhealthy for ya’)
And we'll end pound (All of the pain and the aggravation)
(All of the grind and the desperation)
Hit it and quit it (If you want heat you should start a fire)
While we still can (If you want hope you should fuel desire)
And we'll end pound (If you want help you should try to find it)
(Forget the pride that you leave behind it)


Noisy, Aggressive, & Strong

Short Trades by TAR from Jackson.

Do the same things all the time
Always end up talking but there’s no good things

Say the same things all the time
Always end up talking but there’s no good things
There’s nothing done right

Do the same things all the time
Always end up talking but there’s no good things

You say the same things all the time
Always end up talking but there’s no good time
And There’s nothing done right

It’s not real big it won’t do any harm
Can you believe what’s goin’ on?

It’s not real big it won’t do any harm
It’s not real big it won’t do any harm

Always end up talking but there’s no good time
There’s nothing done right

It’s not real big it won’t do any harm
Can you believe what’s goin’ on?

It’s not real big it won’t do any harm
Can you believe what’s goin’ on?

It’s not real big and it won’t do any harm

Favor by Arcwelder from Jacket Made in Canada.

Gonna’ do myself a favor quit while I'm behind
It seems like all this hanging on will only mess up my mind
And I don't have many options at least none that I can find
It always seems so hard to take when what you're weaving unwinds

Gonna’ do myself a favor quit while I'm ahead
Take some time to lick my wounds and write some music instead
Take it out of me and purify what's left here in my soul
Funny how what seems so free can take a very big toll

Gonna’ do myself a favor write it off as lost
What I have to show from this does not keep up with the cost
Gonna’ look around and think about the next step I should take
Pull it back together the best decision I'll make

Slack Motherfucker by Superchunk from their self-titled album.

You haven't moved from that spot all night since you asked for a light
you little smoke stack
You've wasted my time
I'd like to see you try and give it back

I'm working
But I'm not working for you!
Slack Motherfucker!

Relax, sit down
I'll kick that stool right out from under you
Well, then, I see you sitting outside
Well, I can do the same thing too

I'm working
But I'm not working for you!
No!
Slack Motherfucker!

I'm working
But I'm not working for you!
Slack Motherfucker
You Motherfucker!!

Aneurysm by Nirvana from Incesticide.

Come on over and do the twist
Overdo it and have a fit
Love you so much it makes me sick
Come on over and do the twist

Beat me outta me (Beat it, beat it) [repeat several times]

Come on over and do the twist
Over-do it and have a fit
Love you so much it makes me sick
Come on over and shoot the shit

She keeps it pumpin' straight to my heart [repeat several times]

Heart-shaped Box by Nirvana from In Utero.

She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box four whole weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black

Hey Wait I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey Wait I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey Wait I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice
Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on angel's hair and baby's breath
Broken hymen of your highness I'm left black
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back

Hey Wait I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey Wait I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey Wait I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice

She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box four whole weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black

Hey Wait I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey Wait I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey Wait I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice
Your advice
Your advice


The Others

Yeah, It's beautiful here too by Superchunk from here’s where the strings come in.

Cracked a hole in the glass bottom boat
Now the things we killed are beginning to float
To the top of the mosquito lake
And all this scenery looks fake

yeah, yeah - Yeah, it's beautiful here too
yeah, yeah - Why am I telling you?
yeah, yeah - Yeah, it's beautiful here too
yeah, yeah - Why am I telling you?

Last year last night
I'm tired let's fight
[repeat]

Yeah, this ticket looks good for a while
I'm always fucking up the four minute mile
Though it's selfish and mean at the end of the day
I'll take you back any old way

yeah, yeah - Yeah, it's beautiful here too
yeah, yeah - Why am I telling you?
yeah, yeah - Yeah, it's beautiful here too
yeah, yeah - Why am I telling you?

Last year last night
I'm tired let's fight
[repeat]

precision auto by Superchunk from On the Mouth.

have you got a minute?
can you fit me into it?
have you got a minute?
have you got a year?
have you got a year?
have you lost your sight?
have you lost your strength
just to prove your might?

do not pass me just to slow down
I can move right through you
do not pass me just to slow down
I have precision auto

I see you way too slow
I see you in slow motion
you've got muscles--use them
do not hand me a chapter
do not hand me a story
I will only lose them

do not pass me just to slow down
I can move right through you
do not pass me just to slow down
I have precision auto

And Now by Arcwelder from Entropy.

So I stay to myself and how's this door been opened
And all these superstitions won't help now
And now is the time 'cause now I've been forgotten (It's the sadness of the year)
And now I try to fix this hole in the sky

The road to here was paved with the best intentions (In the browness and the sear)
Like the hope to understand it most of all

And now you wanna’ help
'Cause now you've got yourself
And now you know what's best
'Cause now you blame the rest

And now and now I know
And now and now I know
And now and now I know
And now and now AND NOW

This came to me here 'cause I'm weary from the surface (It's the silence of the year)
The rarest common untold from the sun
The simplest thought through a fog that's near and truest (In the silence for the fear)
And a miracle darkest hope comes from this none

And now you wanna’ help
'Cause now you've got yourself
And now you know what's best
'Cause now you blame the rest

And now I see the less of everything
And the dream is over
And now I've learned its got the best of me
And the dream is over NOW

too soon (So stay to myself now)
to see for less (So stay to myself now)
to go And now (So stay to myself now)
I know And now And now

Vengeance by Arcwelder from Entropy.

And she's been fishing for compliments
Makes her cast over the water
She is still weak but growing stronger
Like a web you don't attend to

And it's always good to see you
But don't use me for your vengeance

Her heart's been peeled like a grape
She's looking for someone to cling to
And if I throw her out a life line
Will I be sucked into the whirlpool

And it's always good to see you
But don't use me for your vengeance

One never knows
She let her guard down
I could say too much
The day you don't look twice is the day the train comes by

He just pretends he doesn't see her
She sees too much to pretend
Her disappointment his indifference
Is something she can keep forever

And it's always good to see you
Just don't use me for your vengeance

What You Want It To Be by Sugar from File Under Easy Listening.

All the stories you read
Don’t know what to believe
And everything that you see
Don’t you see what you need

It’s what you want to believe
As you lie in the weeds
The lies get amplified
It’s what you’re saying to me
It’s what you want to be

Take a look at my face
Don’t you know I can see
You don’t know what you want
I don’t know what you need

It may be simple, but me
I don’t have to deceive you
I don’t have the time to
But what you’re saying to me
Is what you want it to be

You’ve been talking in rhymes
You don’t know what you mean
I can see through it all
Through the web that you weave

So shit—I think I’ve almost made a tape there. I apologize for the length, but once I started I simply couldn’t stop that ball from rollin’! Again, thanks for the opportunity and try not to make any decisions that you will regret in the long term. All the best,

Z+
 
 
Jack Denfeld
03:56 / 07.06.03
You people are amazing. Thanks.
 
 
Cop Killer
06:28 / 07.06.03
There's also "Walk" by Pantera, with it's "Can't you see/you get under my skin/and call yourself a friend/I've got more friends like you/what do I do" I know it's not lyrical brilliance, per se, but it's angry and about hating friends...
 
 
Old brown-eye is back
19:35 / 07.06.03
There's a fair chance that Thank You Friends is perfectly sincere, but, snotty as The Chilt sounds, my evil self has always read it the other way.

"Without my friends I've got chaos
I'm lost in a beam of light
Without my friends, I'd be swept up high by the wind"

Broadening things out a bit to songs that are not so much hateful as a bit bitchy:

Feel a Whole Lot Better - The Byrds
Someone That I Used to Know - Elliot Smith
Turning Of the Tide - Richard Thomson
 
  
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