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I Haven't Slept in Days!

 
 
Baz Auckland
09:58 / 10.04.03

Well, a little. It's a new experience for me, really. I've been fighting with this paper, and have slept about 3-4 hours a night for the last three thanks to illegally imported Thai Red Bull. It's only 6:55am now, and I have to make it up until at least midnight tonight too since I have to be at work, trying to stay awake. The paper's due in 2 hours at least. Yeah!

The tired thing is sort of fun in a way. I keep stopping mid-sentence, giggling for little reason, and my thoughts seem really loud. Anyone else had fun with this? I;m sure there's students and others out there who've gone without more than just a few days...
 
 
Ganesh
10:19 / 10.04.03
Yeah, I did this over the week of my final medical exams. No Red Bull in them days, so I used ProPlus and subsisted almost entirely on Diet Coke and Mars bars. I allowed myself up to three hours each night and, on the sixth night (before the great biggie written exam) didn't sleep at all.

I have quite a vivid memory of the exam itself, held in a beautifully sunlit church hall, with beams of light shafting down through stained glass onto my paper. I kept getting distracted by the patches of colour, and would spend five minutes at a time moving my hand through them: green, blue, green again... I also remember blanking out mid-sentence and having to struggle to remember what I was writing. Like you, I felt giggly and euphoric (absolute sleep deprivation actually works as an effective, if uselessly short-lived antidepressant), but also wanted to just put my head down on the desk and doze off with the sun on my face.

Amazingly, I passed that exam - and the sleep deprivation proved a useful primer for the pre-registration Year of Hell...
 
 
Quantum
10:24 / 10.04.03
In my circle we call this Strange Day Syndrome, the feeling you get the next day when you stay up all night. It's *very* like a mild LSD trip (giggling, fascination with colours and patterns, shattered concentration, occasional hallucinations, brief memory loss etc.)

So, dear reader, if you want to know what LSD is like but are too scared or can't get any, a free way to safely try it out is to stay awake all night and then wander around the next day, preferably in a park on a sunny day, or in a church, or anywhere with bright colours and things to play with. It's free!

But don't drink the Red Bull, that shit's really bad for you and illegal across most of Europe for a reason. Christ knows what the Thai shit is like...
 
 
Ariadne
10:34 / 10.04.03
Red Bull is illegal across Europe? Are you sure? Weird. People here (UK) guzzle it all the time.

I get this involuntarily after a run of insomnia nights - the ground isn't quite stable beneath me, everything's brighter and more intense - I wouldn't particularly recommend it but it's interesting enough at the time. It's amazing how little sleep I actually need to get by. If I'm on an insomnia-streak sometimes I'll wake up and think, "cool, two hours - that's enough to function." Luckily this hasn't happened for a while.
 
 
Quantum
10:43 / 10.04.03
Yup, here in the UK it's legal, in most of the EU it's banned 'cos of the Taurine etc.
For extra tripping fun, take LSD and stay up all night, then have magic mushrooms for breakfast and go to the park- teehee!

That feeling of the ground swaying like the deck of a ship, brightness and intensity, all classic symptoms of both Strange Day Syndrome and hallucinogenic drugs. Also staring, watery eyes, skin feeling like the Rhino in Kipling's 'Just So Stories' (took his skin off to bathe, the Parsee man put cakecrumbs in it, he put it back on and went mad with itching "Them that take cakes that the Parsee man bakes makes dreadful mistakes")
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
10:46 / 10.04.03
Someone who knows better than me will probably correct me, but...

afaik, the brain naturally produces tryptamines. Tryptamines make you dream. It also produces tryptamine inhibitors, which stop your brain being flooded with them. I think that sleep deprivation makes the inhibitors stop working, therefore you dream while awake. It's like DMT (I forget which one, but DMT is a tryptamine that can be produced in the brain.)

Which is probably why the hallucinations I got when I was seriously into speed were far scarier and more real than anything I ever got from acid. They just took about three times as long to turn up.
 
 
drzener
10:48 / 10.04.03
Up until last thursday I had been going through a two week period of not sleeping more than 4 - 5 hours at a stretch. I'm a shit sleeper anyway but after two weeks of that and nightmares I lost it. Very badly and quietly. Did something I haven't done since I was a mixed up 19 year old with sharp things.
So I went to the doctor and got some sleeping tablets and for the last week I've been getting about 8 to 11 hours a night. Now at least I'm functioning normally again.
I think i have more than put in my tour of duty with sleep deprivation from fun and stress.
Until saturday anyway
 
 
Bill Posters
11:49 / 10.04.03
I'm on an insomnia thaang at the moment, have been since Xmas really. I have had very few decent night's sleep since. Effects: an irritability which I think may border on the not entirely mentally healthy, though that said, I'm not the most irritable person I know. Also, frequent visual hallucinations - little dots of light-colour appear on blank surfaces if I stare at 'em long enough. Oh and shattered concentration and lack of efficiency. I don't mean to sound melodramatic, but I'm not sure I'll ever sleep as well as I did when I was, say, a kid. For me, a good night's sleep is a beautiful bonus, not a normality. Sad but true.
 
 
Tryphena Absent
13:28 / 10.04.03
A very significant part of my personality can probably be explained by the realisation that I love sleep deprivation. Staying awake in someone's house all night filling my body with drugs and then wandering outside and realising it's light and just staring at things and finding them incredibly funny. People don't do it enough.

On the flip side- I've never been in an exam without feeling sleep deprived, insomnia kicks in as soon as I feel anxious (so I'm not too good at sleeping at the moment) and I literally manage about two hours prior to anything important. I'm used to it, it's always been this way, I'm the worst sleeper I've ever met and it's actually a personality trait. A large part of my brain actually seems to work better when I don't get enough sleep but it's so damn inefficient to be tired all the time!
 
 
busy licking richard nixon
13:45 / 10.04.03
When you've stayed awake continually for as long as this, you enter a trance-like state; half shamanic, half America's Dumbest Criminals. The hallucinations are cheap, and not even ramming Pet Sounds into the slot and hitting the play button guarantees to drag you back to some kinda emotional base camp.

The traffic howls feedback over five lanes of reflective asphalt. People wear too much blusher, inhale carcinogens and spend too much on their pets. On the television: war, cartoons, diet advice, Elvis in Vegas. Pinstripe is very much in this season, especially when worn with a skirt cut just above the knee. As the neighbours bed-swap again: strobe lights, street fights, and every sunset resembles a jet exploding at high altitude.
 
 
Persephone
14:21 / 10.04.03
But don't drink the Red Bull, that shit's really bad for you and illegal across most of Europe for a reason.

Eeep, in what way is it bad for you? Red Bull is illegal in Canada? Here you can get it by the case, like pop. It's the same stuff, isn't it? I have a can every day after I get home from work & then I'm all set for doing art in the evening. And I sleep like the dead.
 
 
pomegranate
16:47 / 10.04.03
it's all in what you get used to, persephone.

i thought taurine was just a large quantity of caffeine? it isn't?
 
 
Persephone
17:20 / 10.04.03
*mournfully*

I'm probably not even really alive... if I ever stop drinking caffeine, they'll discover that my candle *actually* went out sometime in the mid- to late-90s...
 
 
Brigade du jour
21:21 / 10.04.03
If I go without sleep for any length of time I find that my body finds its way to a small warm place, assumes a horizontal position and passes out. I've never tried forcing myself to go without sleep and I can't think that it's healthy. Oh I admit it, this is your mum! Go to bed, Barry!
 
 
A
09:06 / 11.04.03
Taurine is an amino acid of some description. I have no further information.
 
  
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