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Completely irrational fears thread

 
  

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Tryphena Absent
13:46 / 18.03.03
Oh god, I never ever want to have a blood test, the thought makes me queasy.
 
 
Ariadne
13:52 / 18.03.03
Needles and my own blood are cool. Anyone else's blood though, from the smallest cut, and I just black out instantly. Which makes me a very annoying person to have around in an emergency.

Spiders and heights freak me out too. And I did have a weird thing about buttons for a while - I'm still not fond of them but I'm less creeped than I was.
 
 
Saveloy
15:06 / 18.03.03
I love Jade Emperor with a terrifying passion, I really do, but if he sticks another spider face up without warning I'm going to trap him in a glass and chuck him off the balcony.

I remember coming across my first full page picture of a spider's face in the expanded edition of the Life on Earth book and throwing it - the book, which must have weighed about half a ton - 20 feet away from me in an autonomic spasm of caveman TERROR. I was still suffering from images of gigantic hairy spiders nuzzling up to me a week later. Urgh!

WE NEED AN EARLY WARNING SYSTEM, AND WE NEED IT NOW.
 
 
rizla mission
15:09 / 18.03.03
It seems to be that quite a few of these phobias are, well, fairly rational.

Maybe I'm simply confused as to the nature of 'phobias', but I remember reading once the name (don't remember it I'm afraid) for 'a phobia of being eaten'. Who the hell doesn't have that??

I mean, er, say somebody's got a phobia of beards. Normally they're ok, but they get scared when they see a beard. Right?

So a phobia of being eaten - perfectly fucking natural I would have thought. Why do we need a medical condition refering to people who get frightened when they're presented with the threat of being eaten?

I guess what I'm trying to say is, um, I don't know..
 
 
Saveloy
15:22 / 18.03.03
Maybe your "being-eaten-o-phobes" were people who perceived a threat from odd things. ie not just from lions but cats, people, vacuum cleaners etc. Anything with a mouth, perhaps?
 
 
Bear
11:52 / 19.03.03
For years now I've had this weird feeling that I was going to die when I was 23 sort of started as a joke between me and a friend and I was 24 on Sunday, gotta say though I was getting a little bit panicky on Saturday night, kept feeling pains in my chest and getting headaches, but once it got a little past midnight I'd made it.

It's been good for me though, death/birth rituals and all that. A new bear is born and all that - well maybe not....
 
 
Cosmicjamas
18:16 / 19.03.03
Rhabdophobia = Fear of being eaten. Paradoxically it also means "Fear of magic"
 
 
Jack Fear
18:31 / 19.03.03
Ah. It's up.

Fears of Your Life.

"Michal Bernard Loggins, a developmentally disabled man in his forties, tried to battle his fears by listing them, and came up with a list 183 items long..."

Do not miss this.

(In RealAudio: scroll to the 34 minute mark to begin.)
 
 
Kit-Cat Club
20:32 / 23.06.03
There is one of these in my room.



If I haven't posted by tomorrow evening I'll be right here, under the table where it might not come at me.
 
 
Eloi Tsabaoth
20:41 / 23.06.03
Oh my god nonononono...
I hate craneflies. Hoards of them always used to cluster at the side of my high school, and the hard kids would scoop them off and throw them at you. Unlike spiders, which are smart enough to run in the other direction when they see you, craneflies are happiest when they're in your face, drinking your precious eyeball juices. Or something. Once I was catsitting for my sister and one entered the house. As I can't bear the thought of my skin being touched by one, i clad myself in gloves, scarf, hat and ski goggles, and then proceeded to try and shoo it out of the back door with an old 'Number 73' annual, the sound of my own breathing and heartbeat heavy in my ears. Obviously the cat thought I was a fucking lunatic.
 
 
Kit-Cat Club
20:58 / 23.06.03
I can't bear the thought of my skin being touched by one

Totally. I never thought of protecting myself like that though - I just sit in the middle of the floor and cower.

I used to have to walk to my babysitting job across Southsea Common during their breeding season, and the winds from the Channel blew them across my path - thousands of crane flies bumbling into my legs and I couldn't stop them or avoid them - possibly the most traumatic experience of my young life.
 
 
Jub
04:48 / 24.06.03
I'm scared of getting electric shocks from metal objects - you know those little static shocks you get. Have changed my shoes and all that, but I still get them, so whenever I have to touch something metal (taps, door handles, cars etc) then I get all apprehensive. Bit silly really.
 
 
gravitybitch
05:14 / 24.06.03
I'm phobic about bees and wasps and yellowjackets... I don't like bugs in general, but I can deal with most of them quite well, can be downright butch about removing spiders and centipedes and such from my apartment; but I come unglued if it's a black and yellow flying thing.

Adrenaline jolt, heart palpitations, an immediate reaction of trying to put as much distance as possible between me and the fraction of a gram of insect (usually with much waving of arms and funny noises...)

I've gotten a little better - if there's a science special on TV I can watch the closeup scenes inside the hive, now. I still leave the room or turn it off if they shift to shots of the beekeeper in suit enjoying having his lovely hive swarm over his body, can't deal with watching bees or wasps on the other side of a closed window at all.
 
 
ibis the being
17:24 / 12.04.06
Bumpity bump.

I just discovered that I am definitely NOT over a phobia I thought had faded away. As a kid I was severely phobic of underwater scenes of any sort in movies, TV, etc. Over time I grew out of it, or so I thought. But I just tried to watch Mistoffelees's link to a fake Titanic 2 trailer. All of the underwater stuff suddenly made me intensely nauseous and panicky, with an uncontrollable need to look away. I thought I was going to throw up when the little explorer robot deployed from the submarine. How weird is this phobia? And how weird is it for a phobia to suddenly (um) resurface after years of dormancy?
 
 
not nervous
14:49 / 02.12.06
hi.

Dogs.

Having been attacked by them a couple of times as an infant, somewhere deep down in my psyche Dogs = Death. As a 23 year old person i still have to walk vast, embarrassing semi circles around oncoming dogs, or plan an alternate route if i spot one half a mile away on a beach. I imagine this will be the case untill my dying day.

I'm also very uncomfortable telephoning people. Imagine the range of important activities i could be interrupting. How dare I?
 
 
Triplets
14:55 / 02.12.06
NICE ONE MISTOFFELEES
 
 
Kali, Queen of Kitteh
15:20 / 02.12.06
Werewolves.
 
 
Benny the Ball
15:25 / 02.12.06
I'm affraid of vaccum cleaners and hairdryers - something about the noise makes my mind shut down and I can't hear or think straight and feel dizzy and a little bit of panic kicks in combined with a flee response.
 
 
Kali, Queen of Kitteh
15:28 / 02.12.06
People who want you to drink or eat after them. "This is delicious, try it."

Brrrr.
 
 
John Octave
15:29 / 02.12.06
Eating alone in my apartment.

I didn't use to be nervous about this; I never even thought about it until I started living with someone. Now whenever she's away and I have to eat dinner by myself, I become very conscious that if I were to start choking or whatever, nobody would be around to give me the heimlich. I fear and avoid chicken in particular because of the small bones.
 
 
Mistoffelees
16:51 / 02.12.06
NICE ONE MISTOFFELEES

Oops! I don´t know what to say, freaking someone out wasn´t my intention at the time. Ibis admits it is a fake trailer though.
 
 
charrellz
17:35 / 02.12.06
Heights. You might think this is perfectly normal except for the degree to which this goes. For instance, I get other people's vertigo. Case in point, the other day we were out on the balcony (my back pressed firmly against the wall as usual), when my friend sat on the rail. Even though he was perfectly save, when he glanced down over his shoulder, I started spinning and almost threw up.

My friends have the fun fears. One friend is terrified of water in video games. Not things in the water, and not real water, just water in video games. She makes me play the levels where you are required to swim. Her roommate is scared of sharks. If you say "shark" even in a calm voice she will jump and look around nervously. She is convinced she is going to wake up with a shark above her bed (did I mention we live in North Texas, far from the sea?).

As a youngin' I was convinced that there was something in the shower behind the curtain (I blame The Shining for this) and that it was waiting for the flush of the toilet as its sign to strike. Given this, I would do my business then wash my hands, and then prepare. One hand on the doorknob, one on the flush lever. Flush-open-door-run. Eventually I started checking behind the curtain when I went in, but this still wasn't enough to stop the fear, so I started just opening the curtain when I went in (always while at the ready for battle, of course). To this day I still tend to open the shower curtain when I go in a bathroom.
 
 
Triplets
18:03 / 02.12.06
I don't like heights generally but one of the things that shits me up is stairs with gaps between the steps.

I once had a dream about being on a staircase with NO RAILINGS ON THE SIDES. Just remembering it is making me gleeushushush.
 
 
Tuna Ghost: Pratt knot hero
18:15 / 02.12.06
To this day I still tend to open the shower curtain when I go in a bathroom.

Hey, me too! Nothing wrong with it. I think it's a perfectly intelligent, safe thing to do, like always sitting with your back against a wall. Not that anyone has any reason to attack me, but, y'know, better safe than sorry.

Having been attacked by them a couple of times as an infant, somewhere deep down in my psyche Dogs = Death.

There's a thread somewhere around here that might make you feel better. Or maybe worse, I guess. The jury's still out on that I think.
 
 
8===>Q: alyn
18:16 / 02.12.06
I ain't scared of shit. A couple of months ago I went on a hike and I climbed up this sort of steep hill that had these massive old pines holding it together, and I was climbing through their root system. I felt like a season two replacement on Land of the Lost or something. I ended up at the top of this box canyon with a river in the bottom of it, and I walked all the way around it, over the waterfall, etc, and it was really awesome. But I kept having to leave the trail, b/c I couldn't watch my friends down in the bottom of the canyon unless I was out at the edge of the cliff. So I'm climbing around on these flaky shale outcroppings, holding on to twisty old pines that look like Mr Miyagi's bonsai from Karate Kid II, and I think, "Jesus, dude, you could die any second." And I got a little heartracy but not scared. And look, I'm fine now!
 
 
8===>Q: alyn
18:19 / 02.12.06
That was meant to be inspirational, but reading it over I realize it is sort of psychotic.

Sorry about that.
 
 
8===>Q: alyn
18:24 / 02.12.06
I have this irrational fear that everyone hates me. I believe you are all IMing each other all the time to talk about what a total douchebag I am, and whenever I hear people laugh I know they are laughing at me.

It's irrational because I'm really, really awesome!q
 
 
Triplets
19:03 / 02.12.06
Has anyone taken Qalyn off their ignore list yet?
 
 
Kali, Queen of Kitteh
19:14 / 02.12.06
Ignore what who now?
 
 
not nervous
19:44 / 02.12.06
There's a thread somewhere around here that might make you feel better. Or maybe worse, I guess. The jury's still out on that I think.

In the search for that thread i just had the pants scared off me by this one.

I feel somewhat justified in my fear now, but scareder.
 
 
neutral
22:22 / 02.12.06
argh argh argh. is anyone else afraid of cotton wool? argh it makes my skin crawl to the extent that when i got a blood test , after the scary needle had gone away and the nurse was pressing the cotton argh urgh wool against my arm i jumped up screaming to the other side of the room. it turns me into a toddler.
 
 
*
22:32 / 02.12.06
Qal, I have that same fear. I'm afraid of that all the time, but it's most acute whenever I'm on Barbelith. It paralyzes me to think that everyone, even people I don't even know, really secretly hates you. Because I don't know if I could live in that kind of world.
 
 
8===>Q: alyn
00:50 / 03.12.06
But id, everyone who's anyone loves you! I can think of three people who are someone right off the bat who definitely don't love me.
 
 
*
01:41 / 03.12.06
You misunderstand me, Qalyn. It doesn't matter if they love me or hate me; I'm no one much. But a world where everyone hates you is clearly some nightmarish hell of unreason. Keeps me awake at nights, it does.
 
 
calgodot
05:46 / 03.12.06
A number of people have been getting hit by cars lately.

I walk a lot in the city.

I am afraid of being hit by a car.
 
  

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