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Mono
21:31 / 25.01.03
When I was a feshman in college, I left the US for the first time to go to Japan on a summer exchange program. 'Mononoke-hime' had been released on video the week that I arrived and there were life-sized cut-outs of the animated princess wearing skins and a blood smeared face all over he place. I was intreagued so bought the video, but my Japanese was intermediate at best and I didn't understant one bit of it. I think that I'd just finally seen a subtitled version of the film when I picked an alias...
 
 
Mono
21:57 / 25.01.03
hmmmm...kinda boring and i think i've grown out of this suit, but can't seem to pick a new name.
 
 
Mourne Kransky
22:42 / 25.01.03
As Jub said at the top, the pseudonyms people choose are interesting. Do we choose them because they represent the personalities we wish to cultivate or do we choose them because they are somehow truer and more revelatory than our accidental flesh suits. Or do we grow into them, eventually live up to them?

Some have names they stick with, doggedly and perfectly contentedly, here and elsewhere. Some have a different name for different situations online (I am username2, Luthor, Gomez, Xacutti, Esau, and others still in other cyberspaces) or change them frequently here, perhaps to reflect significant change in meatspace. Some change entirely, some change component parts.

Some have obscure names with great personal resonance but none that others would necessarily spot. That's the joy of this sort of thread for me. Puts a whole different spin on some suits I've grown well accustomed to but never intuited the back story. Others adopt an off the shelf nom de guerre, user-friendly, easily recognisable to boardmates.

We have monosyllables at one extreme and whole sentences, or personal statements, at the other. Some have several alternate fictionsuits running along side by side or sequentially, despite Tom's injunctions against it.

All human life is here and the odd mythical scandinavian creature too. Could be a fascinating study.

I like the anonymity and brevity of Xoc but I like being able to tack on a soubriquet when I'm in the mood. I think that reflects an important aspect of the way I present myself to the world irl too, trying on new costumes but always the same dull little dilletante underneath.
 
 
pointless and uncalled for
09:43 / 26.01.03
Crap, I thought that POTUS stood for Prison Oriented Trancendental Up-the-ass Shagging.
 
 
drzener
10:34 / 26.01.03
Mine comes from the fact that I've gotten obsessed with bleepy boopy things and recreational pharmaceuticals. I call it research so I feel justified in using the Dr. part. Zener comes from a diode. I've used it for some email addresses as well. Boring and nerdy I know but I like it.
BTW I do fuck all drugs anymore (well until summertime)
 
 
Kit-Cat Club
14:00 / 26.01.03
I started out posting as Macavity when I joined Barbelith, but I subsequently found out that Kooky Mojo used to use it as a fictionsuit, and after that it didn't feel quite right any more - took me a fair few months to change it though. I hit on the Kit-Cat Club suit through my work, really - it's a name for history fatbeards and trainspotters, basically, and does also have the benefit of referencing my real name. I have thought about changing it a couple of times - Kit-Cat Chunky, that sort of thing - but I am far too attached to it to go through with a change.

The Kit-Cat Club, fwiw, was a Whig literary and political dining club-cum-gossip shop, which ran from 1700-1720 (my absolute favourite period). It took its name from the owner of the pie shop where the members met - Christopher 'Kit' Cat, whose pies were also known as 'kit-cats'. The members were chaps like Vanbrugh, Congreve, Addison, Steele, Walpole, Tonson, et al. I really like the associations - I think Barbelith is a bit like that sort of club anyway, coffeehouse politics &c, and I like the association with liberal politics (well, whigs were liberal for the time...) as well, not to mention all the fascinating stuff to do with politeness (as a discourse), sociability, the public sphere, and so on.

You could get some really great fictionsuits out of that period and its literature, actually. Sir Fopling Flutter, anyone? Private Vices, Public Virtues is another I rather like.
 
 
Our Lady of The Two Towers
14:58 / 26.01.03
My most commented upon nom de 'Lith before now was 'Some of My Trees Are Weeping Now' which was a reference to when I was young. According to my Mum we were sitting on a riverbank and I fell asleep. When she woke me up apparently the first thing I said was (looking at a Willow Tree) "Look! Some of the trees are crying!" I don't remember this at all and as she once told me that by telling lies I killed angels I'm tempted to discount it as babbling lunacy on her part.

The 'My xed y of the Flowers' was a rotted reference to the book by Jean Genet, which I found too dull to get further than about page 40 with, and also the Placebo song. However, just before taking it I discovered that the title was a heroin reference and, not being considered cool enough to have such a name decided to change it. Playing around with what I could alter it to, I came on Lada, and liked the rhythm of 'My Misheard Lada of the Flowers'. Taking a cue from other posters like Haus and Flux I've since then tried to change that 'mis...' bit. The current incarnation should need no explanation.

The Lady (as was) has always been more bolshy and, hopefully, wittier than I was in real life. Though not in a conscious magical-working way I have tried to superimpose her style over my own in an attempt to make a more interesting person of myself, often using totemic clothing, sunglasses, some t-shirts and recently a magnificent skirt a friend persuaded me to buy.
 
 
Mourne Kransky
15:09 / 26.01.03
K-CC, such a provenance your name hath! I thought it was simply a reference to the Weimar Republic night spot where Sally Bowles wrapped herself around chairs and even ze orchestra voz beautiful.
 
 
wembley can change in 28 days
15:28 / 26.01.03
I am totally guilty of the same with K-CC. Although I thought they spelled it Kit-Kat in Berlin, which is why I usually spell even the short version wrong.

Back in the days when you could check e-mail through a BBS when you weren't busy flirting with Seth Able in Legend of the Red Dragon, my friend Janice christened me Wembley because I needed an internet handle. The short, yellow, cowardly fraggle with the shakes. Doesn't even look like me, but it's stuck.
 
 
Mourne Kransky
15:34 / 26.01.03
Ah, now I see:

I always thought you were just a mad keen footie fan.
 
 
Tezcatlipoca
15:57 / 26.01.03
I think Barbelith is a bit like that sort of club anyway, coffeehouse politics &c, and I like the association with liberal politics

Hmmm...I'd always likened the 'Lith to a cross between the Naughty Hellfire Club and that delightful Wodehouse creation, The Drones.

As for Tezcatlipoca, the honest answer is that I havn't the faintest idea why it popped into my brain. I think I was probably going through a 'I really must start studying something other than the First World War, hey South American history is kinda cool' phase and so had the knowledge fresh in my mind. Or something.
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
15:58 / 26.01.03
hey! Fraggles rock! (I think I got that right.)
 
 
Murray Hamhandler
17:02 / 26.01.03
The 'Lith is one of the very few places on the 'Net where my username is not some Muppet or another, preferably an obscure Sesame Street character (sherlockhemlock, herbertbirdsfoot, amazingmumford, etc.). Because I'm a huge (not so) closet Muppet fan.

My current suit is a perfect synthesis of my given name and an oh-so-accurate descriptor.
 
 
penitentvandal
20:50 / 26.01.03
During my embarassing all-around thinking I was Bowie phase (don't worry kids, it didn't last long), I decided that I should give myself a Bowie-esque name. Thus, I began referring to myself as The Velvet Vandal. This was before I got 'netted, btw. The Velvet Vandal was basically the Thin White Duke version of me - i.e. insane and not very nice, but somehow charismatic ne'ertheless. After a few months of being TVV, I decided to retire the persona and 'just be myself'.

A few months later, bored at work, I started posting to the Lonely Planet message board, the Thorn Tree. I admit it. I'm not proud. I used the name Dr Grammar for a while, because I used to correct peoples' English a lot (because I was a feckless little cunt of a man back then). Then, a few months after that, something rather bad happened to one of my friends (IRL, not on some message board) and it was necessary to, ah...re-activate the Velvet Vandal persona. But, as this was now the shiny neon new millennium, I decided to drop the 'the', run it all together as one word, and make it lower case (this is actually very important to me, in an anal sort of way. It is not Velvet Vandal. It is velvetvandal...though either 'velvet' or 'vandal' is acceptable.
When I started faffing about on the 'net again, I decided to keep velvetvandal as my handle. And thus it was that I wound up on the 'lith, where, observing that other people (i.e. Flux, Rex, May, Lada, etc) played about with their names, I decided I would, too. For pretty much the same foppish reasons people have already outlined.

I quite like the current incarnation of the moniker, tho', and suspect I will be sticking with it for quite some time.
 
 
yawn - thing's buddy
21:13 / 26.01.03
Initially, on Barbelith I was rory, which is my name. I wanted to represent myself online in the same way I do IRL.

For a long time I was interested in the board dynamics and the groupings of certain 'suits' and I found I had a knack of recongising multiple suits of the same person. This lead to several weird 'gang' wars, which I thoroughly enjoyed.

Gradually, aspects of my personality began to dominate - mostly, an aggressive, sarcastic aspect. (I'd also virtually glass people in conversation, mostly in jest of course - plink. crunch. (cringe)). My final days as rory came on the now legendary (well, to me and ganesh anyway) Night of a Thousand Eloi's - a hilarious and terrifying romp through the House of Barbelith when the TeccnoCunts were 'unmasked' and the Eloiquinade banished FOREVER!!! - or were they?

ha ha.

That chaotic night created Glassact - as in Glaswegian Act cos I'm really a Middle Class defender of the faith (Glaswegians, rather unfairly, generally portrayed as working class thugs, drunks or junkies).

I couldn't really be arsed with most people on the board (don't know why - just seemed the right response) and I enjoyed confrontation and luckily I had Ganesh as an ally, which validating my presence somehow. Added to the fact that I occasionally made useful comments on the comics threads and that i'd been around for quite a while, I was tolerated. (I think)

I wound up as Yawn after a strange confrontation with Betty Woo cos whenever she and other Toronto peeps piped up about something or other I would respond with 'Yawn' - embarassing really, but it seemed to really wind some people up thus giving me satisfaction. (Betty - Still wearing those stripey socks?! )

I've since tried to change my name but I can't seem to persuade my profile to respect my wishes.

just remembered - for a while I maintained, 'Hi, I'm Thrax from Bad Company!' in parallel with Yawn - this suit allowed a more frivolous, friendly, foolish personality to develop and after a while I disposed of the suit and loaded these characteristics into Yawn.

Now,

Fuck off will you.

My god - where did that come from!?
 
 
Spatula Clarke
21:14 / 26.01.03
If you play Simon & Garfunkel's So Long, Frank Lloyd Wright backwards, it sounds a lot like "E. Randy Dupre - have chips and a telephone."
 
 
The Return Of Rothkoid
21:15 / 26.01.03
I was Rothkoid. Then I was reaped. And then I returned. Hence, The Return Of Rothkoid. It's got a nicely cinematic yet indistinct quality. Yes, there are relations to both Rothkos, but not that much, anymore. It's me, at this point. Kind of fuzzy, and attractive, hopefully, in a vaseline-lens kind of way. There's a reference to a particular room at the Tate in there.
 
 
Knight's Move
23:01 / 26.01.03
Knight's Move came from a mix of my Medieval literature obsession coupled with my particular code of honour. Also (and I'm sure I read this as somewhere and have brutally nicked it) the idea of the "Knight's Move" in thought, a sudden jump sideways and along and over from the topic you were discussing leading to something new but always on logical grounds from where you were before. This being something I am noted for back home.

Off thread: my famly's home phone number is one digit different from a second hand computer games, records, music, etc shop and since they continue to put our phone number on their adverts our answer phone now has to inform people that we are not they and should they want our family then they might leave a message after the tone.

This sometimes does not prevent them asking for music and such like which - considering my father is a musician - sometimes gets confusing...
 
 
Perfect Tommy
17:53 / 28.01.03
My typical internet username/email/etc. is generally tom_o_bedlam, cuz like, my name's Tom and I like the Invisibles and stuff. Which is fine for something that's just a handle.

But when I got to thinking about what my 'real' Invisibles codename would be--y'know, like how you would occasionally think about what symbol you'd put on your chest if you were hit by radioactive tomato sauce?--I decided that, since I change my mind so frequently, and can see both sides of most issues to the point of paralyzing indecisiveness, I would be Doubting Thomas. And besides, I thought it would be tasteless and, well, just lame to post on a fan site using a name of a character from the subject of the fan site.

But, I've since had my personality replaced with a better one--total geographic, physical, stylistic, and goal overhaul. My handle change was part of the package; instead of having a belief system akin to a double-handful of oatmeal, I treat my belief system at any moment as absolutely correct--but I'm happy to change the belief system at the drop of a hat, when necessary. And my name's Tom and I like Buckaroo Bonzai and stuff, ergo Perfect Tommy.

*phew*
 
 
primate
19:30 / 28.01.03
greetings everyone. newbie to barbelith. primate because i am one. never thought about how the name affects identity but i guess you could say i try to distill "things" to their essence, keep it simple and relate to others experiences as a fellow primate. i look for the similarities and make connections. as to whether i succeed at this remains debatable. being the silly lil monkey that i am i also have a problem with language which is kinda ironic since i write and rap. it's also one of my many rap tags which include anonymous, aka, robot, mc integratron and sleeve to name a few.
 
 
doglikesparky
10:16 / 29.01.03
Mine's the name of a song by my favourite band ever and is often mis-interpreted as my being a dog which is like sparky. I have no real problem with this except when people assume it's some kind of South Park reference and start to think that I'm gay. This in turn, leads to my denying this and I inevitably end up offending the gay community with my hack handed attempts at explanation. I start sounding completely homophobic and the whole thing goes very badly when it shouldn't have even been an issue in the first place!

I am of course, a sparky that is dog-like. You make your mind up as to what a sparky might be. I don't have a clue.
 
 
wembley can change in 28 days
10:20 / 29.01.03
Rothko, I still think you should consider going spanish and being La Vuelta de Rothkoid!, because that just sounds so fucking rock.
 
 
The Return Of Rothkoid
11:48 / 29.01.03
Would I get to wear one of those wrestling masks?
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
11:57 / 29.01.03
doglikesparky- if it's any consolation, every time I see a post by you I get the Cardiacs (for I assume it is they) song stuck in my head... the real bitch of it all being I have no idea where my copy of "Sing To God" is, so I can't even do the "lesser banishing of the music stuck in head ritual"- ie actually listening to it.

AAARRRGGGHHH! You did it again...
 
 
Smoothly
12:02 / 29.01.03
Ahh, more adamswish-esque misreading. I thought doglikesparky was a hound with a soft-spot for the park-keeper. Don't tell me I'm the only one.
 
 
deja_vroom
12:06 / 29.01.03
When I first signed up here, I was z3r0. No l337sp34k connections, though - I had barely experienced the Internet and computers when I first got here. I just thought "zero" was boring and tried to find numbers that resembled the letters; how would I know there were people out there writing entire phrases like this?

Of course, my first handle attracted the immediate contempt of the board, and I was put on quarantine. Later I lost the keys to that ficsuit and got me a shiny new one called Jade Emperor, which once in a while becomes Imperador de Jade, Impostor de Jade, Marquis de Jade, Jade's Tricks, and many other uninteresting variations. The Jade Emperor is part of Chinese mythology, and is the title of a poem I once wrote. I have no idea why I picked this ficsuit name, but it does shake some funny memorywires in the back of my head. I sort of see clouds and arms moving in a sweeping motion.
 
 
Matthew Fluxington
12:09 / 29.01.03
Obvious question for Adamswish and Doglikesparky begging to be asked: Why not, for the sake of clarity, just add spaces and proper punctuation so that you are Adam Swish and Dog-Like Sparky?
 
 
The Apple-Picker
12:33 / 29.01.03
After trying on two nearly identical ironically named identities (déesse de givre and dea di gelo), I had to quit the e-mail accounts with those names because they just weren't me.

This is where I got my name. It was my favorite at the time, and no matter what favorites I've had since then, it's like a childhood favorite ice cream flavor; I always come back to it.

I started out not wanting it to be so definite, like I'm the only one and there are no others, but where I tried to sign up for my address "apple-picker" was already taken as was "an apple-picker," so as I saw it, I only had one choice left. So now I'm the definitive apple-picker, denying the claims of all else who would steal my title. Except that I rarely pick real apples from real trees.

It does reflect my personality in that I love that poem. I am also attached to the Snow White fairy tale and the Garden of Eden mythology. And apples taste good, and there are so many varieties! I can be picking a Cox Orange Pippin one day and a Granny Smith the next.

When I first discovered mangos, I considered becoming The Mango-Picker for a short time only. But I'm faithful wench.
 
 
doglikesparky
09:50 / 30.01.03
Stoatie - sorry for messing with your head. The song is easily removed however, try humming the first few bars to Shirley Bassey's - Big Spender and you'll find it gone in no time!

Weaving - I hadn't even thought of that. I've got nothing against park-keepers though - they do a sterling job. Especially when the weather's bad.

Flux - I used to use hyphon's and spaces and everything but this is the name I use in all things internet these days and so I end up typing it a lot and it just proved easier to have the 1 word (I type slowly). Also, as has been said by others, the name forms the perception so if everyone thinks of me differently then it can only serve to keep things interesting. (How obvious is it that I just thought of that and the real reason I use just the 1 word is plain laziness?)
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
09:56 / 30.01.03
At about 5 o'clock this morning I was determined to change my ficsuit name to "Mrs Trellis of North Wales"... then I realised that not only would nobody else know who I was, I'd probably forget as well.

the minute you walked in the joint... I could tell you were a man of distinction

whaddya know, doglikesparky? It seems to be working!

I'm shutting up now, before I start doing the trumpets.
 
 
straylight
05:09 / 31.01.03
I love this topic; I love knowing where people get their online names, and I've always sort of assumed that there's some sort of correlation between the name and the person behind it, an identification at the very least, a wish to assume some of the characteristics the person associates with the name, or even a new personality altogether.

I've never used my full real name on the internet. Only recently have I set my email address to reply with my last name, which is something even those who've met me don't necessarily know; I was sending resumes and such and forgot to reset it, which means that my last name is known by people who don't need to know it. On the one hand, I hate that; on the other, it's interesting to see what kind of trail one leaves on the internet with both names.

Since I don't like to use my real name and have been posting to all kinds of message boards for years, I've left a trail of psuedonyms. Betty Crocker, Sparky (Sparks, originally) Dawntreader, and Cordelia (years before the character on Buffy!) used to post a lot to usenet, especially alt. music groups and alt.tv.real-world. I was deluxe for years on IRC, and then elphaba - a nick that has since been stolen pretty much anywhere I might want to use it. Now I have to sulk about as sabriel or lirael on the rare times I try to sign on. Lirael gets used here and there on various message boards. Serroi on yahoo until I decided it didn't suit me anymore. On diaryland, which is probably where I have the "largest" web "presence", whatever that means or matters, I'm achren - who is an evil sorceress. I chose it on a whim because all my favored usernames - elphaba, mehitabel, eilonwy, and at least half a dozen more - were taken. I'm also straylight there, though it's locked, and there's a secret diary with a name from norse legend. My email address is from Arthurian legend. They're all, almost without exception, from books, from characters I admire in one way or another - except achren, which is a bit odd.

So I have a multiple personality issue when it comes to usernames/fictionsuits. This one is as close as anything but my never-used hotmail account gets to my real name, and only by association: I chose straylight because I liked the genderlessness of the word. I think it's a lovely word, also, and the images it calls to mind for me are tangled and immense, like the William Gibson creation I took the name from. I wanted to be vague, and unassociated with the rest of my web identities, but here I've gone and - because I couldn't resist - listed more of them than not.

My real name is Molly, which would be boring if not for the Gibson association. And I haven't posted here in a million years, by the way - I've been in Australia, paying for my internet access. Now that I am home (sigh) and back to unlimited, I will undoubtedly be a lot more chatty.
 
 
JohnnyYen
12:07 / 04.02.03
Mine comes from Lust For Life by Iggy Pop (as I'm sure you all know). Apparently he takes liqour, drugs and a sex machine around with him. I do not own a sex machine. My previous names on BBS's etc have been:

Byron - after the poet. What can I tell ya, I was 19.
Enjolras - bloke who dies in Les Miserables by Victor Hugo.
Steerpike - anarchist/psychopath from Gormenghast by Mervyn Peake.
Sickboy - It was 1996, and I wanted to look like Jonny Lee Miller
GreenLantern - I'm really not as sad as this list makes me seem you know.

NDD
 
  

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