Since this is a medium of words, let's look at the dictionary definitions, courtesy of dictionary.com.
Here's one on Meditation:
Meditation
\Med`i*ta"tion\, n. [OE. meditacioun, F. m['e]ditation, fr. L. meditatio.]
1. The act of meditating; close or continued thought; the turning or revolving of a subject in the mind; serious contemplation; reflection; musing.
Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in thy sight. --Ps. xix. 14.
And now, hallucination:
Hallucination
hal·lu·ci·na·tion ( P ) Pronunciation Key (h-ls-nshn)
n.
1(a) Perception of visual, auditory, tactile, olfactory, or gustatory experiences without an external stimulus and with a compelling sense of their reality, usually resulting from a mental disorder or as a response to a drug.
(b)The objects or events so perceived.
2 A false or mistaken idea; a delusion.
So, as we can see hallucination has the inference of experiences which intrude upon normal reality over which we have little. or no, control.
For me, meditation is an act of will, in which you put yourself into a meditative state, usually with the notion of contemplating a subject, or of clearing the mind.
To hallucinate is to have non-ordinary visuals/auditory which are not originating from ordinary reality, but with "a compelling sense of their reality." Often, this is not willed, but occurs spontaneously. Though, hallucinations can occur as a result of willingly altering your mental state radically - as in through trance, drugs, etc.
So, I think there is a vast differnece between meditating and hallucinating. One is a willed state, and one is a state that is not always willed or under one's control.
If I'm hallucinating while taking mushrooms, for example, I'm unable to make the images/noises go away until the drug in my body abates. If I'm hallucinating because I'm seeing things out of the ordinary, but with no apparent cause, I'm not necessarily able to will them away. I can choose to ignore them, or not be excited by them, but in many ways they are independent of my will (though I'm not saying that they are not arising from internal processes).
Control is a interesting issue to consider. I would have been quite the control freak many years ago. However, my path has taught me that control is an illusion. Certainly in the larger context of life one has little control over anything other than oneself and one's own actions. Regarding control over mental states: it's certainly something to be worked towards because a disciplined mind is extremely beneficial when working with magical/spiritual matters.
Equally, however, sometimes it's good to surrender control and to work spontaneously with whatever occurs. The irony is that you usually need to have a sound mental state, and good grounding in magical matters (i.e. you've achieved a certain amount of control) to do this successfully. When you work with Plant Allies you are handing over control of your perception to another force, and that'a a leap of faith that most control freaks can't make. As a result, the issue of control will end up controlling them. I've done a lot of work on this matter of control, and the one of the best things I ever did was learn that sometimes it's good to lose control. It was not an easy lesson, but immensely rewarding. |