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Well, my subconscious mind just did. Last week, actually. Uppon my asking for confirmations, signs, at least 4 or five synchronicities were provided within a four day period.
The reaction? At first disbelief ("but... a toad?"), then I imagined it as being just one of my "spirit helpers" (I've got a few, including plants, a horse and a crow). But after the coincidences, my respect for the creature increased proportionaly to my interest in seeking mythological information on toads.
Finally I started a journey and, after taking care of my garden, there it was: a gigantic toad, taller than me, that jumped without making any noise and which I could have rode if it was needed. It was actually beautiful, all greeness and calmness, and I just want to tell the world my toad is fucking great.
I'd like to ask some questions, as well:
1 - Mythology on toads is so bloody hard to find - could you help me with this? I found something about fertility, and about how they used to be familiars to witches, and how their body parts were used in potions, charms, amulets, etc.
2 - A toad... who would have said? I never really felt a "connection" with these animals, nor see them very often (last time... 10 years ago). Unlike many people, though, I never felt the urge to run away when I bump into one - I remember one episode in which I watched a toad on top of a garden table with absolute fascination. Besides, always liked the fact that they eat insects. But appart from this... never imagined! Well, does anyone have a clue on how these connexions (the person and her power animal) are made? I tend to think it's because there's something about the toad symbol that is an issue in my life and has to be worked with.
3 - I'm sure the the power animal as well as the totem thing has been discussed before. If so, does anyone have the thread bookmarked?
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